sleepless tonight

Chapter 193

"You feel harsh, too?" I asked her.

Tong Wangjun glanced at me: "What do you mean by asking this question? My harshness does not mean that you are right not to be motivated. Even if it is true that I am harsh, it is also true that you are not motivated."

"Well, what you said is indeed reasonable. I admit that I did take it for granted before. I always feel that it is good to be comfortable and comfortable, but I forgot that money is the only way to get more freedom and to be more comfortable. .” I said.

"It's good if you understand that you can't do many things without money, not only the child's milk powder tuition, but if you have no money, even if your family members are sick, you can only use conservative treatment and wait passively for death." The problem Tong Wangjun said It's brutal.

"But you can't be too motivated. You should do what you can. The tuition fee for sending A Ke to an aristocratic school like you is 20 a year. Isn't this a swollen face to pretend to be a fat man?" I don't agree with Tong Wangjun in some places .

"I don't want my children to go through what I have gone through again. I just want to give them the best, even if I work harder. I don't want them to grow up resenting me and complaining that I didn't provide them with good things. conditions." Tong Wangjun glanced behind him, the door was closed, and Chen Ke and Chen Le were sleeping inside.

Her eyes were full of caring, but from her words, I could hear the great pressure.

I suddenly felt a little ashamed. These things should have been undertaken by me as a man, but all the pressure was passed on to Tong Wangjun.

"The steamed vegetable restaurant I opened has already started to make a profit, and the income is tens of thousands a month. Life will get better and better. Don't put too much pressure on yourself." I said.

"Okay, go to bed early." Tong Wangjun stood up.

"Did you hear what I told you? Don't put too much pressure on you. You will never be able to compare with rich people. After this one, there is another one. People need to be content sometimes, and there is too much pressure. I'm not feeling well." I turned to her and said.

"It's true that I can't compare with the rich, and I never thought about comparing with them, but at least I can't lose compared with my peers. You said that I shouldn't have too much pressure, but can I count on you? You and I are What's the matter, what's yours is yours, what's mine is mine, don't mix it up." Tong Wangjun entered the room after saying this.

I looked at the closed door and remained silent. Tong Wangjun seemed to be hinting to me again and again, wanting us to start over, but I didn't respond, so she felt some resentment?

Lying on the sofa, looking at the ceiling, I feel very confused. I don’t know how to go in the future, and I can’t make up my mind. I hate my indecision and want to change, but I’m afraid that I can’t bear the changes. s pain.

Sometimes I clearly know that it is wrong to be greedy, but I just can't control myself and want to take all the best into my own hands.

Closing my eyes, I forced myself to no longer think about these problems, and convinced myself with the sentence that the boat reaches the bridge naturally, let everything go with the flow, and it will be whatever it is.

It's too tiring to think about it.

At five o'clock, when I was sleeping comfortably, Tong Wangjun woke me up: "Get up quickly."

I looked at my phone: "Don't be in such a hurry, it's only five o'clock, and it doesn't matter if you sleep for another half an hour."

I set the alarm clock a long time ago, at six o'clock, enough time.

"What if there is a traffic jam later, get up quickly, there is plenty of time to rest in the car." Tong Wangjun urged me, she was in good spirits.

I rubbed my eyes, got up, and stretched my body. After washing, my sleepiness disappeared, and I regained my energy. I helped Chen Ke and Chen Le to wash up, and after I was done, I carried the luggage on my back. Take your bag and go downstairs.

I bought breakfast, finished eating in a hurry, took the subway to the train station, and waited at the train station for half an hour before getting on the train.

Wuchang is not far from the city, and it takes half an hour by train.

"What time does your friend let you go?" Tong Wangjun asked me when I got out of the train station.

"Nine o'clock," I said. "Let's go there now."

"Is it too early? It's only after seven o'clock." Tong Wangjun said.

"It was almost eight o'clock in the past, not too early." I hugged Chen Le, "It's better to go early, anyway, there is nothing to take now, so just wait there for a while."

I knew where Yu Lu lived, so I directly hailed a taxi to the gate of Yu Lu's community. The buses had already stopped, exactly six of them, the doors were open, and people were already sitting on them.

"Are these cars?" Tong Wangjun asked me.

"It must be, you can't miss us, go up first and find a seat." I nodded, got into a car with relatively empty seats, and sat down in the back row.

People got into the car one after another. I looked out through the window and suddenly saw Logan's figure. Just as I was about to avoid it, Logan suddenly turned her head and looked this way. When she saw me, her face With a happy smile, he even beckoned at me.

I thought to myself, how could it be such a coincidence, with so many cars and so many people, that Logan could see me.I hoped that she could get into another car to avoid embarrassment, but Logan didn't, she came to the car I was sitting in, got in the car and walked straight to the back, halfway through the walk I noticed that Logan's eyes seemed to have changed After a while, her footsteps stopped, she saw Tong Wangjun, her gaze stayed on Tong Wangjun for a while, and the smile on Tang Wan's face faded away.

There were still two seats in the back row, but Logan didn't come over. Instead, she found a seat in front and sat down without looking at me.

"She wanted to come and sit with you just now, how about I change seats with you and let her come over?" Tong Wangjun said to me.

I don't know if Tong Wangjun really wanted to give up his seat, or if he said that out of teasing, I just felt very embarrassed.

After a while, another person came up in the car, it was Liu Chuang, he should have come looking for someone, he looked around as soon as he got in the car, saw Logan, and walked to Logan's side.

The two whispered a few words, Liu Chuang looked at me, he was stunned when he saw me, his face was a bit embarrassed, but then he saw Tong Wangjun next to me, and Chen Ke and Chen Le's At that time, Liu Chuang smiled unexpectedly, and raised his hand to me as a signal.

I don't know what Liu Chuang said to Logan, but Logan stood up, followed Liu Chuang, and walked towards me.

Seeing the two of them coming over, and obviously wanting to sit next to me, I was a little flustered, a little embarrassed, and a little bit tingling.

"There are no seats in front. You just have two seats here. Is it okay for us to sit here?" Liu Chuang told me.

"Sit down." I didn't know what else to say besides this sentence, I didn't dare to look at Logan, I didn't dare to look at her expression, I just raised my head and glanced at Liu Chuang, hoping they would stop talking after they sat down.

Five seats, I sat by the window, holding Chen Le, Chen Ke next to me, Tong Wangjun outside, Liu Chuang sat by the window on the other side, Tang Wan sat next to Tong Wangjun.

"Is this your child?" Liu Chuang asked me after sitting down.

I replied: "En."

"Unexpectedly, you got married at such a young age, and your children are so old. I thought you were not married. Then this should be the younger brother and sister?" Liu Chuang glanced at Tong Wangjun again, and continued to talk to me.

I really wanted to get out of the car and not sit with Liu Chuang. He talked too much, and the words he asked were very embarrassing. I think he probably did it on purpose.

I didn't know how to answer him, so I just kept silent and looked at the scene outside the window.

I hope Liu Chuang can understand what I mean by this action. I am tired of his words, and I don't want to chat with him anymore.

But Liu Chuang didn't seem to understand at all.

"Last time I saw you brought a beautiful girl to a class reunion. I thought that was your girlfriend. I didn't expect you to be married and even have children. It seems that I misunderstood." Liu Chuang continued Talk to me, "But I admire you very much. The girls I know are all so beautiful. By the way, since you are married and have a wife, why did you bring that girl to the class reunion last time, instead of your wife and children?" go."

(End of this chapter)