Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 44

After the heavy rain, Qin Hongyan went home and started to get sick.First, there was a high fever, and after the high fever subsided, he became groggy, lingering on the sick bed, and taking medicine and infusions didn't help.

Others don't know, but Qin Hongyan knows that this is her body trying to escape reality.As long as she is in a dazed state, she won't think about things she shouldn't think about.

There are seven sufferings in Buddhism: birth, old age, sickness, death, meeting with hatred and hatred, parting from love, and not getting what you want.Qin Hongyan felt that the most painful thing among them was not being able to ask for it.

She has been thinking about it for so many years, but it is still in vain.She is not brave, even cowardly. Facing such a cruel reality, she can only escape by getting sick.

Shen Shengnian has been taking care of Qin Hongyan, serving tea and water for her, washing and cooking for her.Even her underwear was cleaned for her.

That time, Qin Hongyan's menstrual period came in the middle of her illness, and she was so ill that she didn't notice it at all.When I woke up, I found that my inner and outer pants were stained with blood, and even the sheets were not spared.

Qin Hongyan was really embarrassed to let Shen Shengnian know, so she got up quietly, propped herself up and prepared to change the laundry.But Shen Shengnian found out, and pressed Qin Hongyan down without saying a word, grabbed the blood-stained clothes from her hands and began to scrub carefully.

Looking at Shen Shengnian's busy figure by the laundry pool, Qin Hongyan's heart was mixed with five emotions, and she couldn't tell what it was like.

In the past, she hated him so much, but at the most difficult moment, he was the only one by her side.

It really is a dramatic and cruel reality.

Qin Hongyan understood what Shen Shengnian wanted, but she couldn't give him either body or heart.She had nothing to repay, she could only brazenly enjoy Shen Shengnian's care.

In such confusion, time passed quickly, Qin Hongyan watched the TV news one day, and accidentally discovered that the next day was their birthday.

She couldn't help being dumbfounded, his, her 28 years passed by so quickly.

Realizing this, Qin Hongyan hurried to the vanity mirror in the bathroom. The vanity mirror is double-sided. She used the magnifying back to carefully examine the corners of her eyes and eyebrows.

Fortunately, it is still smooth and smooth, without the slightest wrinkle.It's just that there are more vicissitudes and depths in those eyes.

Qin Hongyan thought, she's not old yet, but she's getting old soon, she no longer has the capital to wait.

Just as he was looking at himself in the mirror, suddenly Shen Shengnian's figure appeared in the mirror.Qin Hongyan didn't turn around, but just looked at him in the mirror.

However, Shen Shengnian's eyes looked away: "I just learned something. If I tell you this, it will definitely appear very despicable and mean. But... I have always had bad intentions towards you, so Why hide it?"

"I'm quite tired, and I don't want to hear anything." Qin Hongyan seemed to understand what he wanted to say, and turned to leave.

When passing by Shen Shengnian, Shen Shengnian held her back: "Don't tell me you still have fantasies about him?"

"I want to take a rest." Qin Hongyan lowered her eyes.

At this moment, both of them were standing by the bathroom door, the space was so narrow that Qin Hongyan felt cramped.

Shen Shengnian's eyes locked on her firmly, and pressed her step by step: "What I want to say is the day after tomorrow, the day when Xi Huan and Fu Yu's wedding will be held."

Qin Hongyan originally thought that her heart was broken, and she would no longer feel any sharp pain when she heard anything.However, she overestimated her emotions. When she heard the news, a burst of white light suddenly burst out from her head, and then every inch of skin on her body shrank toward the top of her head, as if she wanted to shrink the whole person into a small ball.This physiological phenomenon only lasted for a few seconds, but in Qin Hongyan's view, it was so long that it cost her all her strength.When she regained her composure, she realized that she was covered in cold sweat.

"Okay, I get it, you can let go." Qin Hongyan looked at Shen Shengnian holding her hand with light eyes.

Shen Shengnian didn't say any more, and let go of her hand obediently.

"Does it mean that no matter what I do for you, it will never be as good as one hair of Xi Huan?" He asked.

Qin Hongyan felt dizzy and tired, "Go, I want to be quiet."

To her surprise, Shen Shengnian was not obsessed with it, but just instructed: "The soup is in the refrigerator, take it out and heat it up to eat. The fruit has been peeled and cut into small pieces. The temperature in the refrigerator is quite low, so take it out and put it away first." Take it again, so as not to make your stomach cold. The daily medicine is on your bedside table, and the medicine box is packed in separate compartments. You must take it on time. When you need me, just call me and I will come over. "

After speaking, Shen Shengnian just left.

Although the other person left, the feeling weighed heavily on her heart, which was too heavy for her to bear.

Once Xi Huan was kind to her, she gave Xi Huan her heart.

Now that Shen Shengnian treats her well, all she has is her body.

But... Her body and heart are connected, how can they be separated?

How should I repay this love? It seems that there is no way to repay it.

Qin Hongyan was in extreme pain. She lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. She tossed and turned like this all night, and only fell asleep drowsily at dawn.She didn't sleep soundly this time, she was actually dreaming all the time.

It's a dream, but it's just a memory.

She dreamed that on New Year's Eve that year, Xi Huan drove her to the embankment.That winter was extremely cold, with gusts of wind blowing against my cheeks as if trying to scrape off a piece of flesh.Qin Hongyan was wearing a down jacket, a woolen scarf, a fluffy hat, and a mask, wrapping herself into a ball.But Xi Huan still has that elegant appearance, even in such a harsh environment, he is personable.

Qin Hongyan and Xi Huan lit the wick of the Kongming lantern together, a small fire ignited, and the lampshade gradually swelled to perfection.At the most perfect moment, the Kongming Lantern began to leave the ground and flew towards the sky without haste.

She clasped her hands tightly, closed her eyes and began to make a wish.

Since she was 16 years old, she has only one wish to be with Xi Huan forever.

Qin Hongyan silently recited her wish three times, but when she opened her eyes, she found that Xi Huan was looking at her with a smile in her eyes.

It seemed that she had a guilty conscience, Qin Hongyan couldn't help but blushed.

"What wish did you make?" Xi Huan was curious.

"What about you?" Qin Hongyan asked back.

Xi Huan looked up at the sky lantern that was getting farther and farther away, and there seemed to be a long-lasting light in his eyes.

"I promise, it should be the same as you."

Qin Hongyan heard it, and was so excited that she seemed to be able to hear her own heartbeat.

The dream stopped at this moment. Qin Hongyan opened her eyes and looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar room, feeling as if she had been a lifetime away.

It wasn't until today that she figured out that Xi Huan's wish must be to succeed in revenge.

It's ridiculous that I believed his words at the beginning.

After waking up, Qin Hongyan realized that it was already dark. Looking at the time, it was already evening.Most of her birthday has just passed like this, just like the epitome of her little half life, no matter how much she wasted, she got nothing.

While still in a daze, the doorbell rang. Qin Hongyan thought it was Shen Shengnian, but when she opened the door, she found a beautifully packaged shoe box delivered by a courier.

Qin Hongyan looked at the shoe box and knew who sent it without even thinking about it.

She smiled sarcastically.Should he be praised for his meticulousness?The next day was the wedding, he was able to remember his birthday, and even took the time to send a gift.

Qin Hongyan originally placed the shoe box in the shoe cabinet at random, and didn't want to open it, but her long-term habit pulled her heart.Eventually, she gave up resistance.Perhaps, this was the last birthday present he gave her.Today next year, he will already be someone else's husband, and it is even more likely that he will have a child of his own.

Qin Hongyan opened the gift in such a cruel imagination, inside was a pair of YSL purple high heels, noble and elegant.She reached out and touched the upper of the shoe, it was obviously suede, but she still felt cold.

Qin Hongyan sighed, and was about to close the shoe box and lock it completely into the shoe cabinet.However, at this moment, she saw a small black box in the corner of the shoe box.

Is there a second gift?Surprised, she took it out and opened it, and suddenly found that it was a string of Buddhist beads!
What the hell does this mean?Qin Hongyan was puzzled.

Xi Huan cherished this Buddhist bead very much. Even if Shen Shengnian took it away, he quickly took it back and took revenge on Shen Shengnian.

But now, what is the meaning of him giving this Buddhist beads to himself?
A piece of paper inside helped Qin Hongyan solve the problem. On the piece of paper was written a sentence in vigorous and powerful handwriting, "Home is where things are."

Looking at the note, Qin Hongyan felt her eyes swollen and sour.

What Xi Huan meant was that she knew very well that his home was where the Buddha beads were, and he gave them to her.

Wherever there is her is his home.

Holding the Buddhist bead, Qin Hongyan felt the weight of a thousand catties in her hand, which made her breathless.

She eagerly wanted to question him, why did he marry someone else when he kept saying that he loved her?
In fact, questioning was just an excuse, all she wanted was to hear his voice.

She dialed the number that she knew by heart, only rang three times, and the other side answered.

Without waiting for Xi Huan to speak, Qin Hongyan asked directly: "Aren't you going to get married tomorrow? Then get married to you. Why do you still give me a birthday present? Why do you still have to confess to me? Why do you still disturb my life?" Heart? Why can't you just set me free?"

Her voice was loud, bordering on hysterical.

She wanted to hear Xi Huan's comfort, and to hear his love expressed in person.

However, Qin Hongyan didn't get what she wanted. There was a long silence, but Fu Yu's voice came: "He was drunk by a friend, and he is now asleep. Are you... Miss Qin?"

At that moment, Qin Hongyan felt as if something exploded inside her body, blowing herself into pieces.

what did she doWhat did she just say?What did she say to Fu Yu just now?
Shame, remorse, helplessness, embarrassment, all kinds of emotions flooded in, choking Qin Hongyan's throat, making her unable to say a word anymore.And yet amidst those complex emotions lies a tiny, childish, sinister hope.

Maybe, when Fu Yu knew about her relationship with Xi Huan, he would give up marrying her?

That hope was something Qin Hongyan was unwilling to admit and face, it was her deepest vice.

Seeing that Qin Hongyan was unwilling to speak, Fu Yu asked tentatively, "Are you still there?"

"... here." The situation was too complicated, Qin Hongyan could only hand over the initiative to the other party.

Fu Yu over there seemed to be organizing his speech, and he didn't continue to say a word for a long time. Just when Qin Hongyan thought that this conversation could not continue, Fu Yu spoke again: "Actually... I have known you for a long time. relationship."

These words made Qin Hongyan stop thinking, breathing, and all life activities.

What is Fu Yu talking about? !

She actually knew about her relationship with Xi Huan early in the morning?Then why did she continue to be with Xi Huan?Why did you still agree to his marriage proposal?
Without Qin Hongyan's questioning, Fu Yu took the initiative to explain to her: "Although Xi Huan concealed it well, I am a woman after all. When a woman faces the man she loves, her sixth sense is always very effective. I always knew that there was another person in his heart, that day at my grandfather's birthday party, when I accidentally saw the way he looked at you, I was sure that person was you."

Fu Yu's voice was like a trickle, slowly flowing into Qin Hongyan's ears.She was already in a trance, unable to tell the temperature of the trickle, whether it was cold or hot.

"I know that Xi Huan doesn't really love me when he's with me. But when he proposed to me, I couldn't help but agree to him. There's no way, falling in love is falling in love. He is the first time in my life The one I love is also the last one, and the only one. No matter what, as long as he is with me, I don't care what I do. So Miss Qin, I'm sorry..."

Qin Hongyan only felt that Fu Yu's voice was coming and going, and she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

Fu Yu actually apologized to himself?

She actually apologized to herself?

Maybe this conversation between them will be a conversation between the two most harmonious love rivals in the world, without quarreling, cursing, cursing, or even blaming.

It wasn't until this time that Qin Hongyan was severely beaten.

She had a premonition that Xi Huan would fall in love with Fu Yu like this.

Yes, one day, Xi Huan will completely forget himself and fall in love with Fu Yu.

When facing Fu Yu once, Qin Hongyan only looked at her appearance and felt that she was a sure winner, so she couldn't help feeling resentful in her heart.However, after having a conversation with Fu Yu today, she realized that Fu Yu's inner tenacity and strength far surpassed hers.

What Fu Yu can give Xi Huan is not only wealth and power, not only the key to unlock the door of revenge, but also everything that a woman should give to a man.

It turned out that she had no chance of winning the battle with Fu Yu!
Realizing this fact, Qin Hongyan covered her chest, panting heavily.

Qin Hongyan didn't know when she hung up the phone, only Fu Yu's words kept echoing in her mind.

"No matter what, as long as he is with me, I don't care what I do. So Miss Qin, I'm sorry..."

Qin Hongyan felt a splitting headache, and she found herself about to collapse in despair.

Subconsciously, she dialed Shen Shengnian's phone number: "Come with me, please, come here quickly."

Only Shen Shengnian was left.

The only thing she can rely on is Shen Shengnian.

(End of this chapter)