Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 45

When Shen Shengnian arrived, Qin Hongyan was already half drunk.She sat on the sofa, drinking vodka alone.It was the strongest alcohol, and she just wanted to get herself drunk.How good it is to be unconscious, to be unconscious of any grief.

"You're here." Seeing Shen Shengnian, she burst into a smile, that smile was bright and slightly drunk, making one's bones already more than half crisp just looking at her.

"You are still sick, why did you start drinking such strong wine?"

Shen Shengnian wanted to go over and snatch the classical crystal cup from her, but Qin Hongyan made a stop gesture before he approached.Her attitude was very firm, and Shen Shengnian could only sit on the single sofa.

"Let me drink it, you should know, I..." Qin Hongyan pointed to the position of her heart with her index finger smeared with lotus-colored nail polish: "It hurts here."

Shen Shengnian's face darkened: "Do you also know it hurts?"

Qin Hongyan understood Shen Shengnian's meaning. When she hurt him like this, he must have hurt him in this way. The cycle of heaven's laws, now it's all retribution on her.

"I'm sorry." Qin Hongyan apologized, took a big gulp of wine, and said vaguely, "I'm sorry."

Shen Shengnian looked at Qin Hongyan, as if he wanted to look into her flesh and blood: "I'm sorry who wants yours, I only want your 'I love you'."

Qin Hongyan pressed her chin against the edge of the wine glass, and the cool and smooth touch made her feel comfortable: "But... there is no love anymore, what should I do, it is gone."

Shen Shengnian was a step late, she had already given all her love to Xi Huan.

Shen Shengnian didn't take it seriously, he said every word, even with a bit of gnashing of teeth: "There will always be, let's wait and see."

Her head began to dizzy again, Qin Hongyan closed her eyes, but felt that the whole room seemed to be spinning, so she could only open her eyes quickly.

When she opened it, she found that Shen Shengnian was standing in front of her with a wine bottle at some point.From Qin Hongyan's point of view, Shen Shengnian was standing against the light, she couldn't see his expression clearly at all, only felt that his eyes were dark and deep.

"You're stubborn, I can't persuade you anyway, so I'll just let you drink it." Shen Shengnian refilled her empty wine glass with a full one.

Qin Hongyan laughed silently, and she looked drunkenly at the crystal clear classical glass in her hand. The vodka in the glass was clear and transparent, clear and free of impurities.One sip, the mouthpiece instantly ignites a flame, the taste is fierce, making people feel like walking between heaven and hell, wanting to stop.

Shen Shengnian thought that all addictive things in this world are painful, such as ferocious alcohol, sinful drugs, and hopeless love.

And...like her.

"This is the third birthday we have spent together. I remember on the first birthday I said that we would celebrate our birthdays together every year in the future. If you still don't believe me, it's just as it should be." Shen Shengnian sat down on the sofa with a relaxed expression , like gossip, more like...waiting for something. "

Qin Hongyan tried hard to recall their first birthday together.That's right, her birthday wish that year was to get Xi Huan's complete love.

But after all, it still didn't come true.

Qin Hongyan looked at the wine glass, as if she was looking at Xi Huan, full of affection.Although those beautiful eyes were shining brightly on weekdays, they were cold, like a thin layer of ice.Although it attracts people to approach, it will hesitate because of its own mortal body.But at this moment, those cold eyes suddenly warmed up, and the warmth carried a deep-seated charm, seducing the man's deepest desire.

She waited for him for ten years, but in the end it was all in vain.

Qin Hongyan became drunk and didn't care about her appearance at all.At this moment, she was lying lazily on her side on the sofa, with her silk pajamas falling half of her shoulders.The slender arms, snow-white thighs, and plump and beautiful breasts seem to be walking through the cracks in her bones.

"Actually, I made a wish that day," Shen Shengnian took the initiative to mention: "My wish is to get all of you, body and heart."

Shen Shengnian felt as if his palms were infected with venom, and it was terribly itchy.

No, his whole body was infected with the venom, and only she could detoxify him. He wished he could integrate his hands into her body.

He looked at her, his stomach was full of fire, and the fire burned his body, his mind, and his life.

That fire can only be extinguished by the woman in front of her.

No matter what method he uses, no matter what price he pays, he wants to get this woman.

He looked at her deeply, with undisguised longing in his eyes.

Qin Hongyan was overwhelmed by this gaze, the more she got along with Shen Shengnian, the more she felt guilty.That kind of guilt is invisible, but it is heavy, and it weighs on her heart every day and night, making her physically and mentally exhausted and suffering unspeakably.

Qin Hongyan wanted to repay Shen Shengnian, to repay her kindness.

But she can't give Shen Shengnian anything, except... her body.

In the past, Qin Hongyan firmly believed that body and mind were one, and she would dedicate them to Xi Huan, but now it seems that Xi Huan doesn't need these.

Her body and her love are not essential to Xi Huan, but dispensable.

Qin Hongyan thought that her love could not be taken back, but her body was still there.Since Shen Shengnian wants it, he can take it.

Let her use her own body to pay off the debt.

This is a brand new thought, whether it is deliberate or impulsive, it just came up tonight.This is an immature and charming seedling, but it is enough to change the fate of many people.

Qin Hongyan felt that her will was collapsing, she could even see cracks in the embankment that she had always resisted in her heart, and the bricks of the wall fell off one by one.

She didn't know what happened to herself tonight to have such an idea.

Maybe it's because of the wine, maybe it's because tomorrow is Xi Huan's wedding, maybe it's because of Fu Yu's apology.

In short, Qin Hongyan's will to persist has collapsed.

She was already alone, and the only thing left was this body. If Shen Shengnian wanted it, then he would take it.

"Do you still want me now?" she asked, "Even if I don't have a heart, do you still want me?"

Qin Hongyan heard her own voice, but felt it was extremely strange, as if there was another soul in her body.

And what he said just now came from the mouth of another soul.

She never thought that she would say such a thing to Shen Shengnian.

But... I'm really tired.

Qin Hongyan's brain burst out with deep fatigue, gradually crushing all her willpower.

She has never felt so willing to give up all persistence.

Shen Shengnian's answer is yes, this is the result of his hard planning for more than two years, even if he is killed, he can't say no.

He pressed on Qin Hongyan's body, her body was as soft as a puddle of spring water, the soft sofa sank due to the weight of the two of them, the classical glass fell to the ground, and the pure wine dripped into the carpet silently.

In the vodka bottle on the table, an unmelted white pill was silently disappearing.

"That's what you said. It's not that I took the initiative to touch you, but you asked for it." Shen Shengnian's lips moved close to Qin Hongyan's ear, and his voice was profuse: "So your oath is innumerable."

His breath was full of heat and humidity, which made her drunken brain even more delirious. After chewing for a long time, she realized the meaning of his words.

That day in the mountains, in order to prevent Shen Shengnian from touching her, Qin Hongyan swore a poisonous oath to herself.

"If you take the initiative to touch me again, a car accident, fire, drowning, anything may happen to me."

She threatened him with her own safety, and after that, he kept obeying.

Maybe it's not because he is superstitious, but because...she is too important to him, so important that he dare not take risks.

Thinking of this, Qin Hongyan completely gave up resisting and she must repay him.

Shen Shengnian's actions did not imply eagerness. In fact, he was no stranger to Qin Hongyan's body.He has already been familiar with every part of her body from the monitor, from the intervals when she was intoxicated, and from his dreams every night.

He took off her clothes, and let that perfect body reappear in front of his eyes.

Shen Shengnian didn't like white-skinned women before, he thought it would make women look too weak and unhealthy.

However, when he saw Qin Hongyan's body for the first time, he realized why whitening products were so popular.

Because white is the purest color, the color most capable of giving birth to sinful thoughts, and the color that people can't help but want to defile.

Shen Shengnian's eyes were fascinated by Qin Hongyan's snow-white skin, and from then on, only whiteness appeared in his eyes.

The white that belongs to Qin Hongyan.

Shen Shengnian kissed Qin Hongyan's red lips, and there was a strong smell of alcohol between her lips and tongue.He kissed deeply, as if he wanted to suck all the alcohol into his mouth.

This was not the first kiss between them, and Qin Hongyan never disliked kissing with Shen Shengnian.It's good to be young, even his tongue and lips are smooth and tender.

This kiss lasted for a long time, as if they wanted to suck each other's souls into their chests and lungs.

When she let go, she felt that her lips were red, swollen and numb.

Shen Shengnian looked at Qin Hongyan who couldn't help revealing her charm, and said in a hoarse voice, "You will fall in love with me, you will."

His voice is like an oath.

Qin Hongyan looked up at the crystal lamp above her head, the light was reflected by the crystal, it was so dazzlingly bright.

What exactly is love?

Is it because she has a fledgling complex and falls in love with the first man who treats her well?

Is it Fu Yu's selfless dedication, who doesn't care about gains and losses at all?
Is it Shen Shengnian's possessiveness, and his strong and fanatical pursuit?
Qin Hongyan didn't understand, she had too many doubts about love.

Shen Shengnian didn't give her a chance to continue thinking, he started kissing her fingers like kissing a precious jade.

Starting from the fingers, his lips gradually moved towards all parts of her body.

Finally, back to her shoulder blades.That was her password button, and both he and she knew it.

He tossed and turned and kissed on the smooth and even skinny skin, and he wanted to open her door.

Qin Hongyan only felt that the uncontrollable numbness exploded from the skin of her shoulder blades, causing the blood vessels and nerves all over her body to constrict.It is a feeling mixed with pain and pleasure, and only this feeling can control men and women in the world, making them want to stop doing it.

She closed her eyes tightly, trying to pull her will away.But when one sense is turned off, the others are sharpened.The body seemed to be full of water, flowing one after another, stirring every cell.She seemed to have been poisoned by Gu, and she was eager to find an antidote.

Just as she was drowsy, a sharp stabbing pain came from him entering her.

At that moment, she suddenly wanted to cry loudly.

Not because of pain, nor because of regret, even she herself didn't know why.

Her completeness did not surprise Shen Shengnian, he understood her, and understood her body even more, the jerkyness had already shown her completeness.

That completeness made him sigh supremely.

After the sharp pain, Qin Hongyan's head became even more dizzy, she simply gave up everything and just closed her eyes to endure.

Fortunately, he was also a novice, so it was over in a few minutes, and she secretly took a breath.

Shen Shengnian brought a hot towel, wiped Qin Hongyan clean, and came to the bed with her eyes closed.Qin Hongyan lay between the quilts, just wanting to bury her head in a deep sleep.However, after recuperating, Shen Shengnian made a comeback again.But this time, the instinct that came out of his body made him change from the gentleness and slowness just now, and his movements seemed eager.

Qin Hongyan could only grit her teeth, close her eyes tightly, pull her will out, and let him play with her body.

Pain, she only felt pain from the beginning to the end.

Although Shen Shengnian was not violent, but because this was the first time for her body, the pain accompanied the whole process.In the end, she was sore, tired, and exhausted that she fell asleep.

When Qin Hongyan opened her eyes, the room was still dark and silent.The silence was so oppressive, so unreal.At that moment, she felt as if in a dream.

Qin Hongyan moved her feet, the slight pain under her body made her wake up to what happened just now.

There was a hand across her chest, and of course she knew whose it belonged to.

They were both naked, so the skin on her chest could feel the texture of that arm very elastic, smooth and without loss of strength.

Everything that happened just now was like a bomb, it had blown her brain to the ground, and she no longer had the ability to think.She stared blankly at the ceiling, and it took a while before she felt something was wrong.

Turning her head subconsciously, she met a pair of sober eyes.

There is the most beautiful light in the world in those eyes, but also the deepest black.

He actually kept looking at her, even when she fell asleep? !

Qin Hongyan couldn't tell what was going on in her heart, she just averted her eyes and said in a daze, "I'm thirsty."

Shen Shengnian got up quickly and brought her a cup of hot water, and served her to drink it.

After drinking the water, Qin Hongyan fell back on the bed, and Shen Shengnian reached out to pull her into his arms.She didn't refuse, but just stared at the alarm clock on the bedside table.

It just so happened that the clock pointed to twelve o'clock.

Their birthdays passed like this.

That year, he was eighteen and she was twenty-eight.

(End of this chapter)