Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 56

All in all, it was her fault anyway.

It's like Qin Hongyan is not willing to get pregnant, but as long as she destroys it, it will be an unforgivable crime.

Thinking of this, Qin Hongyan was convinced that she must have owed Shen Shengnian's family a lot of money in her previous life.

Qin Hongyan does not procrastinate, she firmly believes in the adage "everything is done that day".However, this child was an exception, and she had to procrastinate day by day.What made her burn inside was that the fetus inside her body was growing day by day.

Whether it is for herself or for the sake of the fetus, she must make up her mind immediately.But what should she do, she was extremely distressed.

In fact, Qin Hongyan knew that she was pregnant, and if she didn't want the child, there were many ways to achieve it without going to the hospital.However, every time she recalled the little person in the B-ultrasound picture, her heart felt sour and soft as if it was about to overflow.

This kind of torture made Qin Hongyan restless, coupled with the emotional agitation caused by the rise of hormones during pregnancy, it was like being in dire straits all day, and she was about to shed her skin due to the torment.

Perhaps because he noticed Qin Hongyan's recent hesitation, Shen Shengnian did not take strict precautions against her as before, but he did not relax at all. He still kept a close watch on her at the company gate every morning, and delivered her meals at noon. In the afternoon, I will return to the company gate to guard, and in the evening, I will pick her up and go home.

At noon that day, Shen Shengnian brought Qin Hongyan lunch as usual.Recently, she has changed her sour and sweet taste in the past, and prefers light food.Although Qin Hongyan didn't say anything, Shen Shengnian knew it clearly.All the dishes served are steamed fish, boiled shrimp, preserved egg and lean meat porridge, cold vegetables and other dishes with less salt and less oil.

After delivering lunch, Shen Ang asked Shen Shengnian to go to his office to lie down.Recently, Shen Ang's father, Shen Shengnian's grandfather, had a bad heart and was admitted to the hospital. Shen Ang wanted to visit him.But back then, Shen Ang had a very unpleasant fight with the old man because of going abroad and dating Mo Juan. The old man still didn't forgive him, so Shen Ang asked Shen Shengnian to send some supplements he bought, and help him say something nice.

Unexpectedly, after such a short period of time, when Shen Shengnian came back, he found that Qin Hongyan had disappeared.

Looking at the empty office and the untouched meals on the table, cold sweat suddenly broke out on Shen Shengnian's back.He called Qin Hongyan like crazy, but she never answered.He could only send text messages to Qin Hongyan, his fingers were trembling as if he had a premonition.

"Where are you? Why aren't you answering the phone?"

"Quickly answer the phone!"

"If you really do something, I will not forgive you!"

"Please, don't hurt him."

"please."

Qin Hongyan was sitting on a wooden chair in the park, looking at the text messages constantly displayed on her mobile phone, her eyes were sour.

She knew that the current Shen Shengnian must have used all his connections to send people to guard the gates of the obstetrics and gynecology departments of various hospitals, trying to stop her.But besides going to the hospital, there are many other ways to get rid of the life in her belly. Qin Hongyan opened her palm, and inside lay quietly the medicine she had just bought from a pharmacy.

Although the fetus is already very old now, it is not suitable for abortion with medication, but as long as she takes it, it is impossible to keep the baby.

Qin Hongyan closed her eyes, recalling what happened at lunch just now.

When Shen Shengnian left, Shen Ang's secretary Helen happened to pass by. Seeing the food Shen Shengnian brought, she couldn't help but enviously said: "He made it all by himself? That kid can't tell that he is really considerate."

Although Qin Hongyan and Helen can't be said to be close friends, but Helen is a person who has never talked much or thoughtful, so Qin Hongyan has a good impression of her.

Qin Hongyan knew that the people in the company saw that Shen Shengnian came to deliver meals every day, and had already spread the rumors about their relationship, saying everything.

"Do boys nowadays like big sisters?" Helen's face was full of doubts and sadness: "I was also pursued by a childhood sweetheart brother who was several years younger than me, and it was really hard to refuse. See It sounded so frenzied, like I couldn't live without me."

"What happened later?" Qin Hongyan asked.

"Later, I surrendered, and even severed ties with my parents just to be with him. But..." A mist rose in Helen's eyes: "But after being together for two years, he got tired of it and said I was like He's an old mother, and he has no common language or circle of friends. He cheated on a little girl of the same age, and I left my hometown and came here."

Speaking of this, Helen wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingers calmly: "Look at me, I've talked so much, I have to hand in a document this afternoon, I'll go up first."

Seeing the usually cheerful Helen confide in this cruel past, Qin Hongyan realized that everyone has a wound in their heart.

After Helen left, Qin Hongyan couldn't sit still, and walked out of HG Company almost like running away.

When she realized it, she had already entered the pharmacy and bought medicine for abortion.

Qin Hongyan didn't doubt the love of the boy in Helen's story at the beginning. At that time, he loved so passionately that he must also be determined to be with Helen forever.

But nothing can keep up with time, and nothing can keep up with changes.

The fastest changing thing in the world is the human heart.

The only thing Helen is lucky about is that they are not married and have no children, so they can be separated from each other and live well together.

So what about myself and Shen Shengnian?Qin Hongyan has never doubted Shen Shengnian's love at this moment, but after five years or ten years, she can't be sure what will happen to their relationship.What the child needs is a stable family. She doesn't want him to face turmoil after birth. She really can't give birth to a child in an uncertain environment.

Qin Hongyan closed her eyes, and put the medicine to her lips with trembling hands.

As long as she swallowed the medicine, she would no longer have to make difficult choices, and she would be freed from all unknown pains.

Just swallow the pill.

However, Qin Hongyan's mouth seemed to be locked by an invisible chain, and she couldn't open it no matter what.She used all her strength, and the knitted cardigan was soaked with this action.

Finally, she dropped her hand in frustration.

No, she still can't do it.

With her tightly closed eyes, the little person on the B-ultrasound image clearly appeared. He was in a curled up position, and he felt safe and warm in her body.

She really couldn't peel him from her body with her own hands.

She can't.

Qin Hongyan was in a turbulent mood, and when she came to her senses, she realized that there were two men with vicious looks standing in front of her.They looked at her coldly, with a strange smell on them.

Qin Hongyan grew up in a village on the outskirts of the city, and she knew that smell. When people in the suburbs of the city wanted to do evil, this smell would appear on their bodies.

It was noon at the moment, and there were almost no tourists in the park, and because Qin Hongyan wanted to be quiet, she chose the most secret seat in the park, who knew that she happened to meet these two villains.

Qin Hongyan suppressed her panic, and asked in a calm voice, "What are you guys going to do?"

Those two people didn't want to talk too much with her, they looked at each other, and quickly reached out to grab her.Qin Hongyan was agile, passed them diagonally, and ran towards the exit of the park.As she ran, she left her handbag behind her. If those two wanted to steal money, they would definitely stop to pick it up, thus giving her a chance to escape.But those two didn't look at the handbag at all, and chased after her like wolves.

Qin Hongyan's heart beat like a pounding, if those two people didn't want money, they must want her life!

Qin Hongyan didn't have time to think about it, so she just ran, but the two gangsters were very strong, and they caught up with Qin Hongyan in a few steps, covered her mouth, and dragged her into the nearby bushes.Qin Hongyan's face suddenly turned white, and her whole body trembled. She knew that she might die here.

To Qin Hongyan's surprise, the two men did not covet her beauty or take her life, but punched and kicked Qin Hongyan recklessly.Under the severe pain, Qin Hongyan found that the two men were attacking her stomach with every move. In a flash, she instantly understood that what they wanted was her child's life!

Although Qin Hongyan didn't welcome this child from the beginning, and even thought of killing him with her own hands, at this moment, her natural motherhood made her desire to protect.

She wants to keep the baby in her womb!
Qin Hongyan squatted on the ground, curled up with all her strength to protect her lower abdomen.The man's fists and feet were merciless, her back seemed to be kicked off, and her head and face seemed to be swollen, but Qin Hongyan insisted on not saying a word, and still maintained this posture so that they could not hurt her child .

At that moment, she had only one thought.

We must keep this child!

Although it was only spring, the two gangsters were sweating profusely from punching Qin Hongyan. One of them rolled up his long sleeve, revealing the hideous dragon tattoo on his arm.His accomplice wiped the sweat from his forehead and asked in a low voice: "What should we do? If this continues, the woman will be beaten to death, but the family only said that she would have an abortion, not her life."

The man with the tattoo on his arm spat viciously on the ground, looked around, and finally found a palm-sized stone, he picked it up, and smashed it hard at Qin Hongyan's head.

Two times and three times, Qin Hongyan only felt a burst of severe pain in her head, as if heat was flowing down her eyes, blurring her eyes.But her head became more and more dizzy, and finally she couldn't support it, and she collapsed on the ground.

The hand protecting her lower abdomen was forcibly pulled away, Qin Hongyan closed her eyes, and begged in a low voice, "I beg you."

This was the first time she begged for help, even though she knew they couldn't stop, she still begged.

She is not afraid of losing her dignity, she is only afraid of losing the child in her belly.

However, those two people ignored her pleading at all, they kicked her stomach.

The sharp pain hit the sky and covered the sky, this is the pain Qin Hongyan has never experienced before, like a sharp knife stirring in her lower abdomen, like a big hand pulling the organs in her body out of her body in the body.

The pain plunged her into darkness, and before she closed her eyes, the image of the little person on the B-ultrasound image reappeared before Qin Hongyan's eyes.

It's just that the little man is getting fainter and farther away.

Eventually, it disappeared.

(End of this chapter)