Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 57

Qin Hongyan seemed to have had a very long dream.

In the dream, she heard the cry of the baby, which was near and far away, and every sound made her heart twitch.

In her dream, she saw many swaying figures, all dressed in white.

She also heard a loud argument

"What is hopeless? Why do you say hopeless! You must keep this child for me!"

"This family member, please calm down, the fetus has no fetal heart rate. If this continues, it will bring life danger to adults."

Qin Hongyan thought in a daze, how could there be no fetal heartbeat?During the B-ultrasound examination before, the doctor also said that the little man was normal.

They must be mistaken.

The noise gradually moved away from Qin Hongyan's ears, and she came to a crib filled with soft white light.There was a small baby lying in the small crib, and she recognized it as her own child at a glance. The baby had her eyes and Shen Shengnian's nose. When she saw Qin Hongyan, the baby smiled, with deep moles on her cheeks. pear vortex.

Qin Hongyan's heart softened in an instant, she stroked his swollen face and lotus-root-like arms, he was like a small meat ball, white and tender, and his skin was as smooth and tender as tofu.

She hugged him in her arms, as if she had the whole world.

Only then did she understand the meaning of Qiao Qiao's words, "Only after the child is born, when you see your own child with a lump of flesh, will you fall in love with him."

Yes, at this moment, Qin Hongyan fell deeply in love with this baby that belonged to her.

She instantly felt how ridiculous the previous hesitation and choice were, how could she not want him?Even if she was given the whole world, she wouldn't exchange him for it.

She held the baby in her arms and cared softly.

Suddenly, the baby struggled, looking very painful, and then a lot of blood gushed out from his mouth and nose!

At that moment, Qin Hongyan was so distressed that she couldn't breathe, her tears fell down in big drops, she tried to stop the little man's blood with her hands in panic, but it was in vain, she screamed loudly, her voice was shrill, but the surrounding It was dark, and no one came to help.

She could only hug the little man and kneel on the spot, watching helplessly as his face gradually turned lifeless gray.

Her heart seemed to be crushed by an invisible big palm, she screamed and woke up suddenly from her dream.

Opening her eyes, the first thing that came into her eyes was the whiteness of the room and the pungent smell of disinfectant.It took a long time before she realized that this was a hospital.

The first thing she felt when she woke up was pain. Those pains came from various parts of her body and were intense. Qin Hongyan didn't dare to move, because even breathing would cause a series of pains.

"Are you awake?" Shen Shengnian's voice rang in her ears.

Qin Hongyan moved her eyes and saw Shen Shengnian who was guarding the hospital bed.

She had never seen Shen Shengnian like this before. His eyes were red and swollen, his hair was messy, and he looked haggard. He was completely different from the delicate and beautiful boy he used to be.

Qin Hongyan was only shocked, what could have hit Shen Shengnian like this?

She pondered and recalled, white light flashed in her mind, and everything that was like a nightmare was pressing towards her like a heavy container.

The villain in the park, the hideous dragon tattoo on his arm, countless punches and kicks, and the severe pain in his lower abdomen...

Thinking of this, Qin Hongyan tremblingly wanted to reach out her hand to touch her lower abdomen, but before her hand touched it, Shen Shengnian calmly said a cold sentence: "The child is gone."

Qin Hongyan was stunned at first, and then layers of sadness swept over her, covering her mouth and nose, blocking every pore of her body, making her chest feel like it was about to burst, the blood in her body was already congealed, There is only despair and darkness all over the sky.

At this moment, she should be using all the vicious words in the world to curse the two villains who took her child, and she should be crying to express the extreme grief in her heart.But Qin Hongyan was lying quietly, she no longer had any strength, as if her own life was also disappearing with the departure of that little person.

Shen Shengnian's tone was straightforward, as if he was telling other people's affairs.

"When I heard the news, I regretted that I hadn't come to save our child earlier. But after thinking about it, even without those people, our child would not have been saved that day."

"Even without those people, his mother is going to take medicine to kill him."

"The police found your bag at the scene, which contained the abortion pills you hadn't had time to take."

"Qin Hongyan, am I right?"

Qin Hongyan closed her eyes and didn't explain anything.

How would she explain it?Said that he had actually changed his mind and wanted to give birth to a child?But in the next second, two villains appeared and took the life of their child?

Qin Hongyan was really powerless to explain.

This is the so-called God's will, she and he shouldn't be together, and he and she don't deserve a child.

In fact, at the moment when those two gangsters kicked her in the lower abdomen, Qin Hongyan suddenly recalled a sharp voice in her mind.

"Shen Shengnian, you and her will definitely have retribution!"

It was at Beishan Hot Spring, she was waiting in the hotel lobby according to Shen Shengnian's arrangement, and when she walked to the atrium, a snowflake fell into her neck.At the same time, she heard Fu Lingzi's almost tragic curse.

At that moment, Qin Hongyan trembled suddenly, she didn't know whether it was because of the icy snow or the icy curse.

Now it seems that this curse has become a reality, and she and he have indeed suffered retribution.

Losing a child is their retribution.

"Don't you have anything to say?" Shen Shengnian asked, his voice hoarse due to excessive fatigue and sadness.

She was in a coma for two days and two nights, and he kept watch for two days and two nights with his eyes open.

Qin Hongyan took a deep breath, making the pain in her chest even more intense.Only in this way can she say the next thing: "We... just forget it."

It was wrong from the very beginning, he and she should never be together.

That's why they got that kind of retribution.

There was no sound in the single ward for an instant, so quiet that even the sound of medicine dripping from the infusion tube could be heard.

Shen Shengnian buried his head on Qin Hongyan's arm, his voice was still so hoarse: "It seems that since we met, you have been ordering me to leave you constantly... Is it true that as long as I leave, you will be happier?"

"Yes." Qin Hongyan said.Beneath the voice was despair.

They shouldn't be together in the first place. Can such two people who are not suitable for each other really have a future?Qin Hongyan finally realized how terrible it was that she chose to rely on Shen Shengnian for the sake of loneliness. She thought it was a matter between the two of them, but the situation was moving in a direction beyond her control.

She made a mess of her life.

Qin Hongyan opened her eyes again, her eyes were cold: "Yes, you are right. Even without those two people, I would have killed this child. No matter what, this child is impossible to be born. "

She thought that Shen Shengnian would be angry, that he would growl, that he would attack her emotionally.However, Shen Shengnian didn't do anything, he still maintained that posture, burying his face in Qin Hongyan's arm.

Gradually, Qin Hongyan felt hot moisture dripping from her sleeves.

Shen Shengnian... cried.

Thousands of emotions came flooding in, all of which were blocked in Qin Hongyan's throat. She stared at the ceiling with her eyes wide open, and put all her energy on her arms.

The wetness on his arms continued to grow, and his tears didn't stop.

Shen Shengnian didn't raise his head, his voice had a strong nasal tone: "If you can be happy if I leave, then I'll leave."

His tears dripped palm-sized wetness on the fabric of her sleeves.

"I should have realized earlier that you don't have me in your heart at all. Why do I have to wait until you hurt the child in a way that I can understand this? But love is so blind, it still maintains fantasy until the last moment .I imagined that you had feelings for me, and you would keep this child because of that feeling. I was too confident, and it was my fault that it hurt him..."

Qin Hongyan no longer knew whether her heart was in pain, she was already numb.

Shen Shengnian got up and quickly turned his back to Qin Hongyan, not wanting her to see him crying.

He sniffed hard to make his voice as normal as possible: "I can go, but you must also promise me one thing. You are a confinement child and you need someone to take care of you. I will ask a nanny to take care of you for a month. You Can't say no."

"Okay." Qin Hongyan stared at the ceiling, her voice was also numb.

The ceiling of the ward is white, so white that it hurts the eyes and hurts the heart.Her eyes were stabbed like this, until Shen Shengnian left the ward, the tears slowly flowed down.

After that day, a nanny named Aunt Huang came to the ward to take good care of Qin Hongyan.Aunt Huang didn't talk much, her hands and feet were brisk, and Qin Hongyan let her take care of her.After that, Shen Shengnian never appeared in front of her once.

They kept their promises to each other.

Qin Hongyan didn't think about anything, and let the time pass like this.She drank the soup made by Aunt Huang every day, and actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment. It seemed that she hadn't suffered any harm.

It's just that when she dreamed back at midnight, she would still breastfeed her flat belly and wet the pillow towel with tears.

A month later, her injury improved, and on the day she was discharged from the hospital, Shen Ang brought Jiang Hua to visit her and told her that Shen Shengnian had gone abroad.

He took a year off from school to go abroad to relax.

"It's today's plane. If you want to find him, I can take you there."

Qin Hongyan stared at the pure and white Jiang Hua, and shook her head: "Everything that needs to be said has been said, and what needs to be finished is over."

Shen Ang didn't persuade him any more, and left after a few words of condolence.

After Shen Ang left, Qin Hongyan opened the window of the ward.A fresh scent of flowers and herbs poured out of the window, which is the smell of early summer.She looked up, the sky was clear and cloudless, it was a good day for flying.

Regarding the matter of the child, Qin Hongyan knew that Shen Shengnian was blaming her, but she was unwilling to give any explanation.Just let him hate, let him resent, let him leave with resentment and hatred.

This is their final end.

Also the best ending.

Qin Hongyan raised her head, and said goodbye to Shen Shengnian from the bottom of her heart.

Goodbye, Shen Shengnian.

Goodbye, the boy who brought countless changes to her life.

(End of this chapter)