Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 58

Qin Hongyan's life returned to what it was before Shen Shengnian appeared, working in the company during the day and staying at home alone at night.This time, without Shen Shengnian's company and Xi Huan's spiritual support, she still survived.

Although there is no great happiness, he lives in peace and stability.

Ever since she lost her child, Qin Hongyan would go to the city's orphanage as a volunteer every weekend or holiday.The former Qin Hongyan hated that place very much, because she had spent a very unpleasant time in the orphanage.However, after the miscarriage, Qin Hongyan's thinking began to change.

At first, she tried her best to help those orphans, just wanting to pray for her own children in this way.But after being in contact with those children for a long time, she gradually developed feelings, and she began to give the children in the orphanage the mother's love that was too late to give to her own children.

She buys food and clothes for them, plays with them, and teaches them to read and write.A full day flies by and her life is filled with it.Qin Hongyan began to fall in love with this kind of life from the bottom of her heart. Gradually, she would go to the orphanage to teach stories to the children at night when she was not working overtime.As a result, she basically no longer has free time.However, despite the hard work, there was a smile on her face more and more frequently.

When Qin Hongyan realized that she hadn't thought of Xi Huan and Shen Shengnian for several months, she realized that she no longer needed them.She no longer needs to rely on her emotionally, she can sleep peacefully without anyone's company, and she no longer fears loneliness.

This is a relief, and only by being emotionally self-reliant, only by not depending on anyone, can you really feel safe.She no longer has to have expectations for anyone, and she doesn't have to be afraid of losing. Qin Hongyan has never felt this kind of stable happiness.

Qin Hongyan lacked love since she was a child, so she went crazy and desperately wanted love.

Xi Huan gave her the first love, and she loved him stubbornly.And Shen Shengnian gave her the strongest love, she knew it was a mistake and would fall into it.

She longs for love just like a traveler in the desert longs for water. Even if she knows it is poisonous wine, she will drink poison to quench her thirst.

It was her blind desire for love that caused the chaos and pain of the rest of her life.

To Qin Hongyan, losing a child was an unspeakable grief.For many days and nights in a row, the shadow of that little man was always in front of her eyes, and every time she thought about it, her heart hurt so much that she held her breath.

However, in that painful white light, she got a new life.Qin Hongyan suddenly understood that the love she lacked in her childhood could not be filled by others' giving.

What she needs to do is self-examination and improvement.

Life is a process of constantly knowing oneself. After experiencing such a catastrophe, Qin Hongyan gradually saw herself clearly and understood what she needed.

What she wants is a love that lasts forever, and the most ordinary life.

That's it.

Neither Xi Huan nor Shen Shengnian were suitable candidates for her.

Time goes by, spring goes and summer comes, this city always has the hottest sunshine in summer, as if to kill all the uncleanness.

In such a season, Qiao Qiao and Kong Li are back.

To Qin Hongyan's surprise, Qiao Qiao was not kidnapped by Kong Li, but... came back with him voluntarily.

What made Qin Hongyan even more surprised was that Kong Li's right hand became disabled for some reason, and he could no longer use his strength at all.Even so, there was no sign of decadence in his whole body, the domineering look on his face and the hostility in his eyes were even stronger.Although Qin Hongyan dislikes Kong Li, she still admires him in some respects. This man has a tough character, and there is a toughness in his bones.

Since the two came back, Kong Li no longer controlled Qiao Qiao like before.Qiao Qiao was freed to move, and even found a job as a pastry chef.And Qiao Qiao never thought of running away from Kong Li, and took the initiative to go back to accompany him after get off work every day.

Qin Hongyan vaguely understood what happened between them, but when she asked, Qiao Qiao just sighed and said: "What he owes me, what I owe him, I can't tell the difference, it's all life. "

Seeing that Qiao Qiao didn't want to say more, Qin Hongyan didn't force her anymore.

Everyone has their own secret corner, even the best friends can't pry into it.

Just like Qin Hongyan, she didn't tell Qiao Qiao about her mental journey when she lost her child.Because, that is the grief that she alone can understand.

After visiting Qiao Qiao, Qin Hongyan was about to leave, but Kong Li stopped her at the door.

"What's the matter?" Qin Hongyan raised her eyebrows and asked.

Although Kong Li is now the man Qiao Qiao is willing to follow, but Qin Hongyan feels that she is not born with him, so she has no extra affection.

Kong Li handed her a mobile phone and said, "Someone wants to say a few words to you."

Of course Qin Hongyan knew that that person could only be Xi Huan.

Xi Huan had called her cell phone, but Qin Hongyan would not answer it every time.Before it was because I didn't dare to listen, but recently it was because I didn't want to listen.

She didn't want him to break her peaceful life.

Seeing Qin Hongyan's hesitation, Kong Li frowned and said, "He didn't mean anything malicious."

Qin Hongyan didn't bother to embarrass others, so she could only take the phone, and Kong Li left immediately, leaving them a separate space for conversation.

Qin Hongyan put the phone to her ear, and Xi Huan over there seemed to be standing outside, and she heard the sound of the breeze.

The two of them held their mobile phones and stood under different skies, silently.The more this time, the more I don't know what to say.

In the past, whenever she received a call from Xi Huan, she seemed to have endless topics to talk about, but now she couldn't utter a single word. Qin Hongyan suddenly felt as if she was in a world away.

In the end, it was Xi Huan who spoke first: "Are you... all right?"

Just four words, full of too much emotion, so thick that it seems to drip down.

After all, they have been together for more than ten years, so Qin Hongyan immediately understood what he meant. He already knew about her miscarriage.

Qin Hongyan didn't intend to hide it from Xi Huan, but said flatly: "It's much better now."

The other end of the phone fell silent again, and the wind seemed to blow even tighter, Xi Huan murmured, "Jayne, why did we become like this."

Hongyan was stunned at first, and then smiled clearly: "Actually, this is the normal order of development, isn't it?"

He got married, she had other feelings, and gradually became estranged. Everything in the past was like death yesterday.

Isn't that what it's all about?

"I'm working hard, and I'm getting closer to success step by step. Jayne, we will be together soon, and I will give you everything you want." Xi Huan solemnly promised.

"Really? You can give me everything I want?"

Qin Hongyan looked at a large flower garden outside Kongli's villa. It was midsummer and the flowers were blooming beautifully.She suddenly thought of a word: It turns out that there are so many flowers blooming everywhere, but like this, they are all ruined.

After hearing Xi Huan's affirmative answer, Qin Hongyan whispered her wish: "I want time to go back to before you got married, before you chose Fu Yu to give up on me, is that okay?"

Her answer was silence.

"Xi Huan, but this is the only thing I want, but unfortunately you will never be able to do it."

"You let go of my hand and climbed so high and so far. But you never thought that when you turned around, I was no longer behind you."

"I'm also tired, tired, and lost. I can't follow in your footsteps forever."

"During this time, I have thought a lot. I will be separated from you after all. You can't give me what I want, and I will only trap you."

"Xi Huan, I like my current life very much, please don't bother me any more, it's your last mercy to me."

After speaking, Qin Hongyan hung up the phone.

She really didn't want to think about her previous emotions anymore, she just wanted to live a quiet and stable life.

There was a "beep beep beep" sound from Xi Huan's cell phone, which indicated that the other party had hung up the phone, but he still put it next to his ear, as if Qin Hongyan was still talking over there.

A kind of panic about losing covered his heart. This was the first time Xi Huan felt Qin Hongyan's leaving footsteps.

They had been separated countless times before, but none of them made him feel as uncertain as this moment.Xi Huan thought, did I really do something wrong?Could it be that in the end, even if he succeeds in revenge and gets everything, he can no longer bring Qin Hongyan back?
However, he had no choice.No matter how difficult it is, you have to move forward.It was almost successful, and Fu Lei informed him today that because of his outstanding performance in the branch office, Fu Changbo also admired him, and soon he will be transferred back to the head office to take over the power.

This was an order issued by Fu Changbo himself.

Fu Changbo, Xi Huan silently chewed the name in his heart.

Yes, in the near future, he will make Fu Changbo deeply regret his decision, and he will let Fu Changbo see for himself that the company he founded with his own hands has been destroyed by him all his life's hard work!
Thinking of this name, hatred burned all over Xi Huan's body like a raging fire.

Xi Huan closed his eyes and recalled that night many years ago.

Mother's mad screams, thunder and lightning that could tear the sky apart, and Fu Changbo's ferocious face.

Xi Huan slowly clenched his palms tightly, and his knuckles began to "clack" because of the force, echoing in the silent office.

Yes, that man is Fu Changbo, the Fu Changbo who possesses endless wealth and monstrous power.So even if he did such a nasty and criminal thing, he could still get away with it without any damage.

And the victim, his mother, has been insane since that night.

Witnessed by her young son who was humiliated and abandoned by her husband, she just went crazy, the brilliance in her eyes faded and never gathered again.

And his father got a considerable amount of hush money, and since then he has been drinking and having fun.

A few years later, his mentally disturbed but always quiet mother turned on the natural gas after he went to school. After the gas filled the house, she ignited a fire and detonated the whole house.

When Xi Huan returned home, what he saw was the tragedy of the house.

From that day on, he decided to take revenge.

(End of this chapter)