Second marriage itch
Chapter 195 I Don't Want to Let You Suffer
Chapter 195 I Don't Want to Let You Suffer
Xue Duyun embraced my trembling shoulders and gently hugged me in his arms.
"I found the person who robbed you. Although the mobile phone necklace has been sold, I found it back through various means. Do you know how dangerous it is for you to leave alone?"
"Then what should I do? You teach me. Do I still have the cheek to stay? Where is my dignity?"
I raised my head and looked at him with such stubbornness and anticipation.
I hope he can give me an explanation, even if it is a beautiful lie.
But he lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time, the raised arc between his brows seemed to express a lot of unspeakable helplessness.
"Shen Yu, the earth is round, no matter how far you go, you will eventually return to the original point, back to me."
So he ended up explaining nothing.
I was sad for a few seconds, raised my head, and raised the corners of my lips pretending not to care.
"How can you be so confident? I won't answer?"
He sat on the armrest of the chair, and gently rubbed my shoulder with his palm, the strength and temperature of his palm were very real.
"If you don't come back, I will follow your footsteps to find you," he said.
I sighed in my heart, looked into the distance and stopped talking.
I'm not the kind of girl who can be willful and self-willed, and I don't look good when I am too self-willed.I don't want to hold on to a problem, but if the knot in my heart is not solved for a day, it is impossible for him and me to go back to the past.
Ironically, in the past, the distance between hearts was very close, but the distance between identities was very far.
Now, the distance of identity is closer, but the distance of heart is far.
A few days after the full moon, the two children suddenly cried non-stop at night, refused to eat breastfeeding, and did not have a fever when measured by a thermometer.
Such a small child can't express, only knows to cry, I am completely panicked.
The confinement sister-in-law said that it was probably a stomachache, but she did not dare to draw conclusions easily, and suggested that it was best to send it to the hospital.
But as soon as he entered the hospital, he was given antibiotics. I didn't want such a young child to take too many antibiotics.
I suddenly thought of Dr. Huang, so we immediately rushed to Dr. Huang's clinic with our children.
When I went out, I called Dr. Huang, and when I arrived at the clinic, Dr. Huang had opened the door and was waiting there.
Dr. Huang looked at the two children's fingers, touched their bellies, and said that it was true that their stomachs were indigestible, and there were blisters in their mouths, so they should be on fire.
Dr. Huang prescribed traditional Chinese medicine for me to drink, and then I passed the medicine effect to the child through milk.
When I left after grabbing the medicine, Dr. Huang stopped me again and told me to teach me some basic methods, so that I don’t have to panic when encountering simple situations in the future, and I know how to deal with them.
So Xue Duyun and Yuesao got into the car with the baby in their arms, and I came out of the clinic after a while.
After returning home, Yuesao was coaxing the child in the room, and Xue Duyun was making medicine in the kitchen.
The child kept crying, and I was anxious to hear it, so I went to the kitchen and waited.
The smell of traditional Chinese medicine permeates the whole house, especially in the kitchen.
After the medicine cooled down, Xue Duyun handed me the medicine bowl.
I took it, took a sip and felt so bitter, I almost vomited it out.
"Forget it, give me a drink." Xue Duyun said.
I glanced at him, "What's the use of drinking?"
He took the medicine bowl, took a big sip, then suddenly reached out to grab the back of my head and kissed me.
As he kissed me, he let the medicine flow in from his mouth.
This was the first time he kissed me since we met again, but in such a way.
After being separated for more than half a year, a kiss from him still made my mind go blank, and the medicine that got into my mouth was miraculously less bitter.
After swallowing the medicine in his mouth, he let go of me, looking at me in a daze and smiling heartbreakingly.
He took another sip and continued to repeat the action until he fed the whole bowl of medicine into my mouth in this special way.
"Is it bitter? If it's bitter, drink some more water."
As he spoke, he picked up the water glass on the stove, making a gesture to drink.
I snatched it away and poured it all by myself, but I accidentally choked on it.
"Slow down." Xue Duyun patted my back lightly, as if smiling.
When I went back to the house, I picked up the baby and nursed it. The baby was probably tired from crying and stopped crying.
Yuesao carried the other one to the living room, coaxing her as she walked.
After feeding the two children and rubbing their stomachs according to the method taught by Dr. Huang, they finally fell asleep peacefully.
The confinement wife slept with the child, and I couldn't sleep, so I came out and sat on the sofa in the living room.
Xue Duyun also came out and sat beside me.
We didn't turn on the lights and just sat there in the dark.
"The 20 that Dr. Huang invested was arranged by you?" I finally asked.
In the darkness, Xue Duyun was silent.
I smiled wryly, "I thought I was lucky to meet a noble person, and I thought I deserved everything through hard work. It turned out that everything was just an illusion."
Xue Duyun held me in his arms, kissed my hair, and said hoarsely, "I don't want to let you suffer."
When Dr. Huang told me this evening, he advised me to cherish it.
I know that Dr. Huang and his wife are kind in nature, and their kindness to me is not all due to Xue Duyun's arrangement.
According to their experience, no matter how successful I am as a woman, it is not easy to take care of children. No matter how good material conditions can be given to children, it cannot replace the lack of fatherly love.
So what Dr. Huang said, for the sake of my child, I should make appropriate compromises.
Xue Duyun lifted my chin, approached slowly, and kissed my lips trembling slightly.
I didn't resist, his kiss was delicate and not impatient.
I am especially like a drowning person holding on to a straw, and I am about to drown.
However, I don't resist this kind of indulgence. The familiar taste and familiar feeling have evoked all my thoughts in the past few months.
The taste of the medicine in each other's mouths still remained, and the bitterness spread during the exchange of saliva.
Gradually, I couldn't tell whether it was the pain of the medicine, or the bitterness of this long-lost kiss, or the pain in my heart.
The long kiss ended and he pressed my head to his chest.
His heart was beating fast and powerfully.
In this silent night, it sounds like an ancient bell, peaceful and profound.
Forty days after giving birth, I started going to the beauty parlor every now and then.
After the baby was two months old, I fully returned to work.
I got a small room next to the office, where the confinement sister-in-law is there to help me take care of the baby during the day, and bring the baby to me when I need to breastfeed, so that I will not delay the baby's breastfeeding, and I can handle some business affairs.
Yumeiren's traditional Chinese medicine cosmetology has been recognized by the market. I plan to expand my business projects and get involved in postpartum restoration, makeup, photography and other fields.
Xue Duyun was not in a hurry to go back, and he didn't mention the matter of letting me go back to Nancheng. He probably also knew that my career was in Qinggang, and I would not go back.
The confinement wife brought the baby over one day, and while I was breastfeeding, the baby suddenly urinated.
Before the confinement sister-in-law went out to get the diapers, Nadong came in with the diapers.
After feeding the baby and changing the diaper, the confinement wife took the baby away, and I continued to look at the makeup-related USB flash drive Mrs. Zhuang gave me.
After watching for a while, I suddenly thought of a question.
Why did that winter come so timely?
If you think about it carefully, she often arrives just in time.
The more I think about it, the more I feel wrong.
After half an hour, I walked into the small rest room at the back.
There is a rest room of a few square meters with a small bed in which you can take a nap.
I lay on the bed and swiped my phone comfortably. About 10 minutes later, I heard footsteps coming from outside.
I got up and opened the door.
Na Dong, who was standing in front of the potted plant, turned around as if frightened.
"Then Dong, are you here to fetch water again today?"
I walked out slowly and asked with a faint smile.
Na Dong lowered his eyes, feeling a little cramped for a while.
I walked over and took off a piece of cloth covering the potted plant.Take out a tiny pinhole camera from the branch.
I looked at the things in my hand and asked with a smile, "Na Dong, what is this?"
Na Dong lowered her head and said nothing, I patted her on the shoulder.
"Don't be nervous. I know you are a loyal person. Whoever asks you to do this, you can call him over. I'll wait in the office."
After that, I leaned on the executive chair comfortably, and after a short wait, Xue Duyun came.
I picked up the pinhole camera on the desk and asked with a smile, "Mr. Xue, I didn't expect you to be so good?"
Xue Duyun put his hands on the desk and looked at me helplessly.
"I want to see you, and I'm also worried about you. How can I feel relieved if I don't see your daily state with my own eyes."
I scowled and snorted.
"You are suspected of spying on my privacy."
He came around to my side, leaning against the desk, lifting my chin with one hand.
"Really angry? I'm worried about you."
I'm not really angry, I just don't like hindsight and feel stupid.
I moved my chin and ignored him.
He straightened my face, smiled flatteringly and asked, "Okay, it's my fault, what can I do to keep you from getting angry?"
I stood up all of a sudden and took out the brushes from the makeup box on the table.
"I'm learning makeup. You are a model, and I will do your makeup."
Xue Duyun looked at me in embarrassment, but finally agreed.
I pushed him on the executive chair and gave him a newly learned smoky makeup.
Looking at my results, I couldn't help laughing.
Xue Duyun wanted to take the mirror, but I refused to give it to him.
"You go out for a walk now, so that I can forgive you for installing a camera in my office without my consent."
Xue Duyun swallowed, and said rather aggrieved and embarrassed, "Honey, I'm a man, give me some dignity."
I pulled my face down, turned around and left.
He pulled me back, "Okay, in order to please my wife, I will go all out."
Seeing that he really walked out, I stared wide-eyed, grabbed him, pushed him back on my chair and sat down, took out a wet towel to wipe off his makeup, and smiled while wiping.
"Are you really going out? If you go out with such a face, your aloof image of Mr. Xue will be ruined."
When I wiped off the makeup on his face, he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms.
He looked at me with hot eyes, and suddenly lowered his head and kissed me.
"Honey, I can't hold it anymore, can I?" His voice was burning like fire.
(End of this chapter)
Xue Duyun embraced my trembling shoulders and gently hugged me in his arms.
"I found the person who robbed you. Although the mobile phone necklace has been sold, I found it back through various means. Do you know how dangerous it is for you to leave alone?"
"Then what should I do? You teach me. Do I still have the cheek to stay? Where is my dignity?"
I raised my head and looked at him with such stubbornness and anticipation.
I hope he can give me an explanation, even if it is a beautiful lie.
But he lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time, the raised arc between his brows seemed to express a lot of unspeakable helplessness.
"Shen Yu, the earth is round, no matter how far you go, you will eventually return to the original point, back to me."
So he ended up explaining nothing.
I was sad for a few seconds, raised my head, and raised the corners of my lips pretending not to care.
"How can you be so confident? I won't answer?"
He sat on the armrest of the chair, and gently rubbed my shoulder with his palm, the strength and temperature of his palm were very real.
"If you don't come back, I will follow your footsteps to find you," he said.
I sighed in my heart, looked into the distance and stopped talking.
I'm not the kind of girl who can be willful and self-willed, and I don't look good when I am too self-willed.I don't want to hold on to a problem, but if the knot in my heart is not solved for a day, it is impossible for him and me to go back to the past.
Ironically, in the past, the distance between hearts was very close, but the distance between identities was very far.
Now, the distance of identity is closer, but the distance of heart is far.
A few days after the full moon, the two children suddenly cried non-stop at night, refused to eat breastfeeding, and did not have a fever when measured by a thermometer.
Such a small child can't express, only knows to cry, I am completely panicked.
The confinement sister-in-law said that it was probably a stomachache, but she did not dare to draw conclusions easily, and suggested that it was best to send it to the hospital.
But as soon as he entered the hospital, he was given antibiotics. I didn't want such a young child to take too many antibiotics.
I suddenly thought of Dr. Huang, so we immediately rushed to Dr. Huang's clinic with our children.
When I went out, I called Dr. Huang, and when I arrived at the clinic, Dr. Huang had opened the door and was waiting there.
Dr. Huang looked at the two children's fingers, touched their bellies, and said that it was true that their stomachs were indigestible, and there were blisters in their mouths, so they should be on fire.
Dr. Huang prescribed traditional Chinese medicine for me to drink, and then I passed the medicine effect to the child through milk.
When I left after grabbing the medicine, Dr. Huang stopped me again and told me to teach me some basic methods, so that I don’t have to panic when encountering simple situations in the future, and I know how to deal with them.
So Xue Duyun and Yuesao got into the car with the baby in their arms, and I came out of the clinic after a while.
After returning home, Yuesao was coaxing the child in the room, and Xue Duyun was making medicine in the kitchen.
The child kept crying, and I was anxious to hear it, so I went to the kitchen and waited.
The smell of traditional Chinese medicine permeates the whole house, especially in the kitchen.
After the medicine cooled down, Xue Duyun handed me the medicine bowl.
I took it, took a sip and felt so bitter, I almost vomited it out.
"Forget it, give me a drink." Xue Duyun said.
I glanced at him, "What's the use of drinking?"
He took the medicine bowl, took a big sip, then suddenly reached out to grab the back of my head and kissed me.
As he kissed me, he let the medicine flow in from his mouth.
This was the first time he kissed me since we met again, but in such a way.
After being separated for more than half a year, a kiss from him still made my mind go blank, and the medicine that got into my mouth was miraculously less bitter.
After swallowing the medicine in his mouth, he let go of me, looking at me in a daze and smiling heartbreakingly.
He took another sip and continued to repeat the action until he fed the whole bowl of medicine into my mouth in this special way.
"Is it bitter? If it's bitter, drink some more water."
As he spoke, he picked up the water glass on the stove, making a gesture to drink.
I snatched it away and poured it all by myself, but I accidentally choked on it.
"Slow down." Xue Duyun patted my back lightly, as if smiling.
When I went back to the house, I picked up the baby and nursed it. The baby was probably tired from crying and stopped crying.
Yuesao carried the other one to the living room, coaxing her as she walked.
After feeding the two children and rubbing their stomachs according to the method taught by Dr. Huang, they finally fell asleep peacefully.
The confinement wife slept with the child, and I couldn't sleep, so I came out and sat on the sofa in the living room.
Xue Duyun also came out and sat beside me.
We didn't turn on the lights and just sat there in the dark.
"The 20 that Dr. Huang invested was arranged by you?" I finally asked.
In the darkness, Xue Duyun was silent.
I smiled wryly, "I thought I was lucky to meet a noble person, and I thought I deserved everything through hard work. It turned out that everything was just an illusion."
Xue Duyun held me in his arms, kissed my hair, and said hoarsely, "I don't want to let you suffer."
When Dr. Huang told me this evening, he advised me to cherish it.
I know that Dr. Huang and his wife are kind in nature, and their kindness to me is not all due to Xue Duyun's arrangement.
According to their experience, no matter how successful I am as a woman, it is not easy to take care of children. No matter how good material conditions can be given to children, it cannot replace the lack of fatherly love.
So what Dr. Huang said, for the sake of my child, I should make appropriate compromises.
Xue Duyun lifted my chin, approached slowly, and kissed my lips trembling slightly.
I didn't resist, his kiss was delicate and not impatient.
I am especially like a drowning person holding on to a straw, and I am about to drown.
However, I don't resist this kind of indulgence. The familiar taste and familiar feeling have evoked all my thoughts in the past few months.
The taste of the medicine in each other's mouths still remained, and the bitterness spread during the exchange of saliva.
Gradually, I couldn't tell whether it was the pain of the medicine, or the bitterness of this long-lost kiss, or the pain in my heart.
The long kiss ended and he pressed my head to his chest.
His heart was beating fast and powerfully.
In this silent night, it sounds like an ancient bell, peaceful and profound.
Forty days after giving birth, I started going to the beauty parlor every now and then.
After the baby was two months old, I fully returned to work.
I got a small room next to the office, where the confinement sister-in-law is there to help me take care of the baby during the day, and bring the baby to me when I need to breastfeed, so that I will not delay the baby's breastfeeding, and I can handle some business affairs.
Yumeiren's traditional Chinese medicine cosmetology has been recognized by the market. I plan to expand my business projects and get involved in postpartum restoration, makeup, photography and other fields.
Xue Duyun was not in a hurry to go back, and he didn't mention the matter of letting me go back to Nancheng. He probably also knew that my career was in Qinggang, and I would not go back.
The confinement wife brought the baby over one day, and while I was breastfeeding, the baby suddenly urinated.
Before the confinement sister-in-law went out to get the diapers, Nadong came in with the diapers.
After feeding the baby and changing the diaper, the confinement wife took the baby away, and I continued to look at the makeup-related USB flash drive Mrs. Zhuang gave me.
After watching for a while, I suddenly thought of a question.
Why did that winter come so timely?
If you think about it carefully, she often arrives just in time.
The more I think about it, the more I feel wrong.
After half an hour, I walked into the small rest room at the back.
There is a rest room of a few square meters with a small bed in which you can take a nap.
I lay on the bed and swiped my phone comfortably. About 10 minutes later, I heard footsteps coming from outside.
I got up and opened the door.
Na Dong, who was standing in front of the potted plant, turned around as if frightened.
"Then Dong, are you here to fetch water again today?"
I walked out slowly and asked with a faint smile.
Na Dong lowered his eyes, feeling a little cramped for a while.
I walked over and took off a piece of cloth covering the potted plant.Take out a tiny pinhole camera from the branch.
I looked at the things in my hand and asked with a smile, "Na Dong, what is this?"
Na Dong lowered her head and said nothing, I patted her on the shoulder.
"Don't be nervous. I know you are a loyal person. Whoever asks you to do this, you can call him over. I'll wait in the office."
After that, I leaned on the executive chair comfortably, and after a short wait, Xue Duyun came.
I picked up the pinhole camera on the desk and asked with a smile, "Mr. Xue, I didn't expect you to be so good?"
Xue Duyun put his hands on the desk and looked at me helplessly.
"I want to see you, and I'm also worried about you. How can I feel relieved if I don't see your daily state with my own eyes."
I scowled and snorted.
"You are suspected of spying on my privacy."
He came around to my side, leaning against the desk, lifting my chin with one hand.
"Really angry? I'm worried about you."
I'm not really angry, I just don't like hindsight and feel stupid.
I moved my chin and ignored him.
He straightened my face, smiled flatteringly and asked, "Okay, it's my fault, what can I do to keep you from getting angry?"
I stood up all of a sudden and took out the brushes from the makeup box on the table.
"I'm learning makeup. You are a model, and I will do your makeup."
Xue Duyun looked at me in embarrassment, but finally agreed.
I pushed him on the executive chair and gave him a newly learned smoky makeup.
Looking at my results, I couldn't help laughing.
Xue Duyun wanted to take the mirror, but I refused to give it to him.
"You go out for a walk now, so that I can forgive you for installing a camera in my office without my consent."
Xue Duyun swallowed, and said rather aggrieved and embarrassed, "Honey, I'm a man, give me some dignity."
I pulled my face down, turned around and left.
He pulled me back, "Okay, in order to please my wife, I will go all out."
Seeing that he really walked out, I stared wide-eyed, grabbed him, pushed him back on my chair and sat down, took out a wet towel to wipe off his makeup, and smiled while wiping.
"Are you really going out? If you go out with such a face, your aloof image of Mr. Xue will be ruined."
When I wiped off the makeup on his face, he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me into his arms.
He looked at me with hot eyes, and suddenly lowered his head and kissed me.
"Honey, I can't hold it anymore, can I?" His voice was burning like fire.
(End of this chapter)
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