Second marriage itch

Chapter 196 I wish you a smooth journey

"Maybe" was asking for my opinion, but the movements of Xue Duyun's hands and the increasingly frowning breath all expressed the words "I can't hold it anymore".

"Honey, dear, I've missed you for a long time!"

Xue Duyun's bone-shattering voice was destroying my will little by little.

A lot of clips flashed through my mind, especially when I thought of that recording, and when I remembered what he said about not loving, I suddenly woke up as if I had been splashed with cold water.

I suddenly pushed him away forcefully, trying to suppress my unsteady breathing.

He looked at me inexplicably, his eyes burning like flames.

When he reached out to touch my face, I avoided it.

"I'm going to change clothes."

I fled and hid in the small rest room.

Closing the door, I leaned against the door panel, breathing heavily.

A man's sex may have nothing to do with love, but a woman's is different. I can't bridge the gap in my heart.

I found a dress and changed the shirt from before.

When I opened the door of the rest room, Xue Duyun actually leaned against the door, as if waiting for me.

I walked out calmly, and he put his arms around me.

He has calmed down quite a bit now, but his breath is not even yet, and his heartbeat is still very strong.

"Honey, you're still mad at me." He asked me.

I gently pushed him away, walked back to the desk and sat down, flipped through the materials solemnly, and said without raising my head, "If you really can't hold it back, you can find someone else."

For a moment, the air was as quiet as countless crumbling bows, as if ten thousand arrows could pierce my heart at any time.

After a while, I finally heard Xue Duyun's moving footsteps.

He walked to the opposite side of the desk and stopped, silent for a long time.

But I didn't have the courage to look up at him, and I couldn't guess whether his hands in his pockets were loose or clenched.

"Shen Yu, I'm a human, not a beast. All my involuntary feelings are just because the object is you. I'm going to see the child."

He left for a long time before I looked up at the empty doorway, as if my heart had been hollowed out.

Thinking of what he said before leaving, the sadness in my heart suddenly surged up.

We all tacitly assumed that this incident had never happened. Xue Duyun was still very good to me and the child, but he never took the initiative to get close to me.

When he wants to smoke, he will consciously sit outside the balcony, and he will sit until very late.

He looked at the dimly lit city, and I looked at his back under the night.

His back is melancholy and heavy, and my heart is painful and sentimental.

At the end of the winter month, the two babies are [-] days old, and we took the babies together to take a hundred-day photo.

In accordance with the requirements of the photographer, we tried our best to make the baby happy.

After shooting the two babies, the photographer suggested that we take some family portraits.

While changing in the changing room, the zipper on my back wouldn't close.

Suddenly, a pair of hands reached out from behind and zipped me up.

I brushed my hair uncomfortably, and was about to walk out of the changing room.

But Xue Duyun grabbed me, straightened my shoulders, and stared at me.

"I'm flying back to Nancheng at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."

I suddenly stared at him dumbfounded.

The news came too suddenly.

Although I had a sense of distance with him during this period of time, when he suddenly said that he was going to leave, the pain in my heart was very real.

Looking at me in a daze, his eyes filled with unresolved tenderness.

He hugged me into his arms, this hug has no desire, but has a bit of reluctance.

"So let's take a good family portrait. After taking the photo, can you accompany me to have a meal? Just the two of us?"

He let go of me and stared at me stubbornly, waiting for my answer.

I lowered my eyes and hummed lightly, and he smiled very relieved.

Coming out of the changing room, according to the photographer's request, Xue Duyun and I sat down next to each other. He hugged his daughter and I hugged my son.

Holding the camera, the photographer said to us, "Mom and Dad, please smile happily. Look, you two are so cute. You are really happy and enviable."

Xue Duyun suddenly put out a hand to wrap around my shoulder, and let me get closer to him.

At this time, the son who was on my lap sneezed suddenly, followed by my daughter who also sneezed.

The two little guys looked at each other, and I suddenly laughed.

Xue Duyun lowered his eyes, looked at me, and his eyes were filled with smiles.

The photographer took the opportunity to capture the picture, said OK, put away the camera and stood up.

"Okay, in a few days you can choose the films."

Coming out of the photo studio, Xue Duyun and I sent the two children home and let the confinement wife take care of them.

I took a shower and changed into a small fragrant winter skirt and a small suit jacket, and put on light makeup.

After having my baby, I got back into shape very quickly, even in better shape than before, because I was so focused on postpartum recovery.

A lot of clients look at me and say I don't look like a woman who has had two kids.

At this moment, I felt as if I was about to go on a date with my lover, and I was extremely nervous.

After preparing for a long time, I walked out of the room with my bag.

Xue Duyun stood on the balcony smoking a cigarette, and I said to his back, "Okay, we can go."

He turned around and stared at me for a moment.

He pinched his cigarette and walked towards me with a look of appreciation in his eyes.

"nice!"

I held my bag and didn't speak.

When I went out, I wore a pair of high heels with a height of ten centimeters.

I've never worn such a high shoe before.

Putting on high heels and standing in front of the tall and straight Xue Duyun, I don't have to look up to him too much.Moreover, Mrs. Zhuang said in a class on the USB flash drive that high heels allow women to walk with their heads up and chest out naturally, and their temperament will naturally come out.

He drove the car to a luxurious five-star hotel.

The waiter led us to the private room he had already reserved.

The private room is large and luxurious. In addition to the dining table, there is also a TV, a sofa, and even a bed.

Only a few small lights were turned on, candles were lit on the dining table, red wine was placed, and soothing music was played on the stereo.

There are two beanbag sofas at both ends of the dining table. Xue Duyun led me to sit on one end, and then went to sit on the opposite side.

Over the flickering candlelight, I looked at Xue Duyun opposite.

He had taken off his outer suit, and was only wearing a white shirt with half-rolled sleeves, revealing half of his handsome arms.

He habitually unbuttoned the top two buttons, revealing the sturdy inner part of the half-open neckline.

He picked up the red wine, opened a bottle, and put it on the table.

As the conveyor belt on the table rolled gently, the bottle of wine moved to stop in front of me.

I took it down and poured a glass.

He opened another bottle and poured himself.

After a while, the door of the private room was knocked, Xue Duyun picked up the remote control to open the door, and the waiter pushed the dining car in.

After putting the food in the dining car on the table one by one, the waiter politely said please use it slowly and pushed the dining car away.

On Nuo Da's dining table, the dishes were moving slowly along with the conveyor belt.

"Come have a drink with me first." Xue Duyun raised his glass and said.

I looked at him, "You..."

He smiled at me, "Don't worry, I went to the hospital for an examination, and the doctor said that my stomach is recovering well, and it doesn't matter if I drink properly."

He still knows me so well, he knows what I'm thinking before I even say it.

I picked up the wine glass, and the liquid in the glass glowed intoxicatingly under the candlelight.

I raised my glass to him and drank it all in one gulp.

Since I was pregnant, I have never drunk wine. The taste of red wine is not bad, sweet and bitter, bitter and astringent.

"Shen Yu, I know you won't be willing to return to Nancheng for the time being, right?" Xue Duyun asked me suddenly.

I looked at him through the candlelight and suddenly smiled bitterly.

"Not temporarily, I don't even know if there will be a day to go back in the future."

Xue Duyun didn't speak, and took out a plate of steak, cutting it with a knife.

He held a knife and fork with his slender fingers, and he lowered his head and cut the steak seriously. It's so cute.

After it was cut, he put the steak on the conveyor belt.

"Let's have something to eat first," he said.

I took the steak down and took a bite.

I don't know why, but I can't taste the craftsmanship of a top chef in a five-star hotel.

I filled my wine glass again, raised my glass to Xue Duyun, and pretended to be relaxed, "I wish you the best of luck!"

Xue Duyun raised his glass in response, took a sip of wine, but I drank another glass.

After I didn't know how much I drank, my vision became blurred.

I looked at this luxurious private room, all the decorations, including the cups and plates, were full of the texture of money.

Now that I spend in such a high-end place, I no longer feel wasteful and distressed.

But I feel that all these luxurious and gorgeous things have a sense of indifference and distance, just like the current state of Xue Duyun and me.

I felt a little dizzy and propped my forehead with one hand.

Staring at the neatly cut steak, I don't know why, my nose suddenly soured, and tears seemed to open the gate.

He used to be kind to me, warm to me, caring and protecting me, which is not comparable to a plate of steak.

But good times don't last long, and everything changes.

Now I'm successful and earn a lot of money, but I can't find that happiness again.

I poured all the rest of the wine into the glass and drank it all in one gulp.

When I put down the glass, I was already a little drunk.

With tears in my eyes, I couldn't see Xue Duyun who was sitting opposite.

Through the flickering light, he was far away and hard to reach.

When people are drunk, their psychology will become more fragile, they will easily collapse, and they also want to vent their usually suppressed emotions when they are drunk.

I looked at the blurry shadow and burst into sobs.

"Xue Duyun, you shouldn't have come. I finally wanted to forget you, and finally became strong. Once you came, all my efforts were in vain. Do you know how difficult it is to forget you? I have already You worked so hard, but you just can't forget it. Didn't you say you don't love me? If you don't love me, why do you come to pester me again? Why don't you let me go? Xue Duyun, you live in my heart, which makes me suffer too much. "

I talked indiscriminately and wiped my tears indiscriminately until I felt an arm pull me into my arms.

"When did I say I don't love you anymore?"

(End of this chapter)