Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

The thought of not being able to continue chatting with Jiang Cheng makes her want to cry; this is absolutely not the kind of emotion a qualified friend should have.

This can be described as jealousy.

A fairy-like girl and a cheerful boy are the perfect match; rats in the gutter are only fit to watch all this from the shadows.

I still feel like crying.

Tears have already fallen.

It seems we need to build an automatic tear-wiping machine, at least so it won't interfere with making gifts for Jiangcheng.

If tears cannot be stopped, even the act of hand-polishing gemstones will be interfered with, making it impossible to create the most perfect shape.

Every single grain is hand-ground. Although using a machine would be faster, this is the only way to truly imbue it with emotion and blessings.

It seems that what those books say is indeed true: handmade products can better convey the sentiments of another person than mass-produced products made by machines.

Well……

My hand hurts so much.

I may not be able to hold a pen for a long time.

Although just thinking that this was a gift for Jiangcheng made me feel that no matter what happened, it didn't matter.

Anyway, typing is fine with just one finger, as long as you reserve one in advance to reply to Jiang Cheng's messages promptly.

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115. Velvi: How could Alicia do this? [Free]

How could Alicia do that!

What gives her the right to ignore Jiang Cheng once again?

This is clearly Jiang Cheng's birthday party.

This is clearly an important day for Jiangcheng.

Why should she waste her time on strangers, people who have no idea who the host of this party is?

Alicia was so enthusiastic when we were picking out gifts together, so why was she so cold at the birthday party?

Was that enthusiasm a fabrication, a lie?

Does she think that someone as useless as herself is more worthy of her affection than her companions?

Someone as good, kind, and gentle as Jiang Cheng shouldn't, absolutely shouldn't, be relegated to a corner like me.

How could Alicia snatch away Jiang Cheng's important day from him?

I must present the gift.

I absolutely cannot accept Jiang Cheng continuing to be so sad.

Tell him there's still one person at his birthday party, so at least one person will care.

what……

what……

"Thank you so much for the gift you chose to give me. I will definitely cherish it and open it carefully."

Jiang Cheng smiled, a stiff and sad smile directed at the only person who had given him a gift at his birthday party.

Even though he was already very sad inside, he was still willing to respond to my concern with blessings and gratitude, and he was still willing to smile and thank me.

Warm yellow light symbolizes a lively and bright color, and should absolutely not carry any sadness, at least not make Jiangcheng feel lonely.

Does Alicia really care about that so-called important companion?

perhaps……

Even if I could offer some help to the boy.

If I do my best, perhaps someone like me can reciprocate the boy's gentleness—his willingness to be tolerant, to communicate, and to listen.

Maybe...

No matter how useless a person is, or how unwilling they are to take a step out into the world, they should still be able to shine with some value of their own in the world.

Let's start by learning more about teenagers.

Spend a month cramming into an engineering PhD program, build two aircraft equipped with cameras, and observe Alicia's daily interactions with the boys.

It's just to better help the teenager; it's nothing more than a simple matter.

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Today is the first day of spying on Jiangcheng. The necessary aircraft and routers have been prepared, and they are guaranteed to surpass the most advanced level of the last fifty years, utilizing the latest energy technology I just designed.

It has already been officially launched near Jiangcheng. It's at a level that even if the whole world searched together, they would never find it. So it's safe now.

It took a full month to repair and manufacture it, so hopefully there won't be any issues like the aircraft being discovered and Jiang Cheng disliking me.

However, if convenience is the priority, making a pendant with a camera function would be a better option, and it could be given as a gift at a birthday party.

But wouldn't that be an insult to Jiang Cheng's once-a-year birthday party, a party that only one person cares about?

It is absolutely unacceptable to attach something you've been spying on to a pendant and present it to Jiang Cheng as a gift, expecting a smile in return.

If it were Jiangcheng, he would definitely smile when I present him with the gift, just like he always has.

If even I have bad intentions when it comes to gifts...

—It is forbidden to give it as a gift.

—It is forbidden to make it into the shape of a pendant.

Because it would be an insult to Jiangcheng, an insult to this birthday party that only one person cares about, that only one person is concerned about.

If even the last person you care about, the person you cherish, has disappeared, then for whom is this birthday party really being held?

If even his only friend chose to trample on Jiangcheng's birthday party, how tragic would it be for the boy who was a participant in the party?

and so……

--Can't.

and so……

—Not acceptable.

and so……

—I don't acknowledge it.

We absolutely cannot allow Jiang Cheng's birthday banquet to be attended by no one who sincerely offers him a gift of rebirth, carrying pure blessings.

Even if it's a longer route, it doesn't matter.

Even if it takes a lot of extra effort, it's fine.

Isn't the essence of relationships always that it's a thankless task?

Although someone like me is not qualified to talk about these two words, at this moment... at least at this moment, I can still have some bottom line.

Now that the drones are in place, let me take a good look at how that girl named Alicia usually treats Jiangcheng.

How could someone like Jiang Cheng, who should be so lively, become so sad?

……

what……

This……

This?

How could this be?

Why doesn't she talk to Jiang Cheng?

Why would she rather talk to strangers than chat with her travel companions?

Why would she rather waste her time on people she's only meeting for the first time than say "good morning" to Jiang Cheng?

Not right.

Something is very wrong.

Aren't they companions? Why is their communication even less frequent, colder, and more one-sided than I imagined?

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Today marks the seventh day of spying on Jiangcheng. How could Alicia be so indifferent to Jiangcheng and her companions?

Jiang Cheng was her only companion on her journey, the only family member by her side, who would do everything in his power to help her at all times.

This kind of person can be unconditionally trusted, unconditionally tolerated, and even have their mistakes forgiven...

How could she be so indifferent to this kind of life?

"Good morning, Vilvi."

Even now, the boy still greets me.

Despite having already encountered the cruelest form of indifference... it could even be described as sleeping in the same bed but dreaming different dreams, living in the same tent but hardly communicating.

Just how badly has this gentle exterior concealed its inner wounds?

Why... does someone like him have to go through all this?