Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

It doesn't seem like a fantasy, but rather like a fairy tale, where the prince and princess live happily ever after, in eternal beauty and warmth.

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Even if a lovely and kind princess and a sunny and gentle prince are together, they may not necessarily end up together, let alone create a perfect ending.

This shouldn't be happening.

Shouldn't good people join hands?

Why is it that even though they are both gentle people, one of them is always not gentle towards those around them?

Alicia is clearly a kind person who is gentle to everyone, so why is she so unwilling to show kindness to her friends and family?

Such an adorable, fairy-like girl shouldn't be the kind of person who coldly ignores and disregards her companions, no matter how you look at it.

Does someone who commits such despicable and filthy acts really deserve to be called cute and innocent, or even worthy of the title of princess?

Compared to putting everything into practice, isn't it strange to treat everyone well but ignore those closest to you?

As a mere voyeur, I have no right to say these things. A rat like me should just keep picking up scraps.

How can someone who has to exert all their strength even for the slightest trace of yang energy be qualified to face the sun directly?

what……

I am truly unworthy.

Is Alicia really that good enough for her?

Does her behavior make her a good match for Jiangcheng?

……

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Today marks the sixth month of spying on Jiangcheng, and more than 180 days of witnessing the reality beneath the beautiful facade of Alicia and the boy.

All my patience has reached its limit, there is no room for further tolerance, I can no longer accept life like this in Jiangcheng.

Only someone like him...

They absolutely should not be treated like this.

Even if the world is cruel, at least leave suffering to those who deserve it.

Why hurt such a gentle person?

Why hurt such a wonderful person?

Even chatting with someone every day, or stealing a little scent, makes me tremble with fear. I worry that saying a single word might affect Jiangcheng's mood.

Alicia, however, could utter one cold and arrogant word after another without a care in the world, treating Jiang Cheng with the indifference of a complete stranger.

The rat, which carefully treasures even scraps, sees an individual being trampled and harmed without a second thought, even by sunlight itself.

I can no longer accept that Alicia deserves to stay by Jiangcheng's side.

Even if I don't have the right, I can't stand it anymore.

—I have to do something.

814 The Thirty-year-old Kirin

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Jiang Cheng quietly looked at the end of this page, which, unlike any of the previous ones, was the first time he had formally written down his dissatisfaction.

It doesn't just stay at the level of words; it has risen to the level of actions, a manifestation that is different from that of humility and self-isolation.

If an ordinary girl can be described as a block of tofu, then she has now completely defied the laws of physics and become a hard rock.

Tofu is soft. It may become slightly firmer on the surface over time, and it won't feel as bouncy and soft as it did at first. But this is only limited to the surface; the inside remains extremely fragile.

Even if you throw a punch without mercy and smash the tofu to pieces, the tofu itself will absorb some of the damage with its soft body, so that the attacker's hand won't hurt so much.

She is like a tofu-like girl who cannot retaliate or resist even when she is treated unfairly or encounters tragedy and setbacks.

The diary in front of him contained accounts of things that seemed to be performed by the world's greatest magician, turning the impossible into the possible.

Could it be that she doesn't yet know what kind of enemy she's facing?

Do not……

The new page, turned by the wind, has revealed all the truth to the boy, whose deep blue eyes reflect emotions as heavy as a mountain.

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In the eleventh month of spying on Jiangcheng, which was also the eve of this birthday banquet, all the necessary measures had been prepared, and the Spiral Workshop had been fully designed and could be moved in at any time.

It's time to end all the injustices Jiang Cheng has suffered tomorrow, all the treatment that shouldn't have been given to such a perfect young man.

Even though doing so might mean we can't even be friends anymore.

Even though perhaps even your only friend will vanish like a bubble.

Although this is something that should never be a choice made by a bystander, someone who spends less than a dozen hours a year in close proximity to a teenager, and who has no room for regret.

I simply cannot bear the thought that my only friend in my life, the savior who pulled me out of my inferiority and inner turmoil, is being treated so lightly, and even being treated like a lazy sheep by her side.

Gentleness should never be a reason for others to trample on it.

what……

I might really be falling into the abyss completely.

It's truly unimaginable.

How come I've lost even the last shred of my rationality?

How could someone do something so foolish and incomprehensible? They were clearly unwilling to lose even what they had, yet they chose to send everything to hell.

—That seems like a good idea.

If the end of this love is an endless abyss, then it is better to step into hell in a spectacular fashion than to continue to rot in the darkness.

If a meaningless, worthless life could be used for something more meaningful, then this rotten mud wouldn't be so rotten, right?

Talking about this would only cause trouble for Jiangcheng. People like him shouldn't be dragged down by me, nor should they be entangled in my life.

It would be better to bury them sooner rather than later.

If it ends here...

That way, it probably won't seem so ugly and selfish.

……

……

……

what?

Jiang Cheng's fingertips gently caressed the beautiful words, notes that already carried some of the writer's emotions. The talent of such a master was so great that just looking at them made one feel as if they could empathize with that resolute spirit.

Is that so?

So you already knew the gap between yourself and Alicia?

that's true……

He was able to grow from scratch to become one of the world's top masters in just one month, and his technological advancements were so advanced that they surpassed those of previous eras by hundreds of years.

How could a girl like that not know the gap between herself and Alicia?

A person who is insecure and sensitive...

They will understand the virtues of others better than anyone else.

They will be better able to spot other people's strengths than anyone else.

Although this clarity and discovery is accompanied by an instinctive tendency to belittle oneself and compare the strengths of others with one's own weaknesses.

This girl truly intended to face Alicia, and was genuinely prepared to confront an enemy she could not possibly defeat, knowing everything.

Feeling inferior to the core, even a ray of sunshine or a trace of someone else's love would overwhelm them with gratitude. They felt unworthy of the person and resolved to charge towards the sun, determined to fight against an invincible fairy, a pure and beautiful goddess.

This is even more foolish than Don Quixote charging at windmills, at least that self-proclaimed discriminator, when he drew his spear, thought he was facing a giant of flesh and blood, rather than knowing the giant itself from the beginning.

That girl truly intended to approach the pure and flawless fairy with an attitude that she herself did not agree with, did not acknowledge, called herself a rat, considered herself a clown, and only fit to hide in the gutter and watch others' happiness.

How could someone who is so careful even when touching someone, worried about dirtying their hands, possibly stand by and watch that person be hurt by others?

Even though receiving a phone call or a greeting can make someone roll around in bed, others see this behavior as rubbish and trash.

This kind of thing is indeed not easily tolerated, or rather, it is something that no one who can be considered normal and has their own thoughts could tolerate.

Such cowardly and insecure people, even if they are hurt or treated unfairly, will only retaliate in a very limited way.

At most, all they can do is seek a little revenge; most of the time, they will choose to actively avoid and leave the place they deem dangerous.

But no matter how cowardly a person is, they are merely hiding their emotions and dissatisfaction deep within themselves, where they cannot be touched.

No human being is without emotions. People who don't seem to have any negative emotions may actually become more irritable and reckless than irritable people when their emotions finally explode.

In a fairy tale, when a coward makes this realization, he will surely achieve the most perfect victory in the end.

At least for a moment, Jiang Cheng did hope that the girl would succeed in the end, and did not want this awareness of being close to everything to be cruelly shattered by reality.

Unfortunately, this is not a fairy tale world.

Unfortunately, his partner is Alicia.

If that girl really succeeds, how could I possibly stay with Alicia?

It's impossible that after achieving success and embarking on a brand new journey together, someone would suddenly encounter a catastrophe and die out of nowhere, right?

Even the most third-rate, most incompetent author in the world wouldn't write such an absurd and utterly grotesque plot, designed solely to induce stomach aches and tears.

That girl has already made such a great commitment; if she fails, she probably won't even have the slightest bit of courage left.

Why……

She's going to have to go through such a cruel ending.

Why must such an outstanding person face the cruelest ending?