Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Ultimately, people need to find a space to vent their emotions. If they keep piling up, they will eventually explode one day.

Those with milder guilt might choose to pray or atone for their sins. If the guilt is very deep, then more physical methods are necessary.

Because in this situation, simply making amends for one's mistakes is completely insufficient to cover up the guilt one feels towards the matter.

Driven by this emotion, I forgot that I was the one who should be questioned for making a mistake, and even more shamelessly demanded more.

Even though she had already been forgiven and pardoned by the boy, she still raised her head, biting her lip lightly as she looked at his slightly upturned lips and sparkling eyes.

She confesses her feelings to the perfect boy, posing as a mouse who is afraid to face her own mistakes, wants to escape, and seeks forgiveness from others.

He longed for everything about Jiangcheng, for all of Jiangcheng, and for the possibility of greedily and arrogantly occupying all of his youthful time in the future.

He still agreed.

I gladly granted my greed.

"I agree."

Like a deity, with a voice that seemed sacred, just recalling those words now gives me the urge to kneel down and give thanks.

“My promise is not some bubble, nor is it under the sun. It is the Arctic glacier, a stubborn, unyielding cold, hidden in the shadows. For it to melt, the sun would have to get a little closer to this planet.”

There was no emotion or concession in Jiang Cheng's eyes. It was not a condescending look of pity, but an equal gaze, a sincere promise that came from the depths of his heart and was completely unaffected by anyone else.

It has nothing to do with feeling sorry for others and thus offering help, nor with feeling superior and helping those foolish scum with a contemptuous attitude.

Those eyes contained something that could only be called love—a yearning for equal communication and a desire to embark on a new journey together with one's lover.

"My dear great inventor, please stop feeling inferior. This is everything you deserve, and it is the reward for all your hard work."

"I accepted your confession without hesitation. Now, please allow me to embark on a brand new journey with you."

I can no longer describe my emotions in any words.

Even though all of this is already quite long if it were written in a diary.

I'm sooooo excited!

All of my past life experiences combined, all of my time and everything I've been through, seem to have less significance than one ten-thousandth of what I'm experiencing today.

The reason I've lived in this world, experienced so much loneliness, and traveled to so many places, must be because I wanted to meet Jiangcheng.

Definitely!

My meaningless life was all for the sake of seeing Jiangcheng.

It's all so that I can see and hear his voice.

If everything I've experienced in the past was for the sake of the trials I face now in meeting Jiangcheng, then I would accept even ten times the suffering.

Every single word she says can keep me rolling around in bed for three hours straight, and I could stay excited for three days and three nights straight without letting up at all!

So much has happened today; even the most emotional person should feel exhausted by now.

But when I said those words, I shamelessly let my joy outweigh my guilt, my inferiority complex, and everything else.

He threw all his wrongdoings and clownish behavior to the back of his mind, ignored all the sacrifices and efforts Jiangcheng had made for him, and even overlooked the fact that he was fundamentally unworthy of such a wonderful thing.

All composure has been shattered. In the end, humans are not rational beings; forcing rationality is simply going against our nature.

Things that violate the laws of life and the workings of nature must be suppressed, but will inevitably lead to a doubling of their outpouring.

He was overjoyed, overly happy, and overly excited by Jiang Cheng's words; his soul seemed to be about to leap out of his body.

This was a true promise, given by that gentle voice that everything would last forever, that he would never leave my side, not some fleeting, superficial vow under the sun.

If they are lovers, then things that ordinary partners, companions, or fellow travelers cannot do will surely be lifted.

Then there should be some deeper contact, and Jiang Cheng can use some more brutal and potentially harmful actions.

No matter how shameless you are, please give me some feeling of being loved.

No matter how rough it is, it's acceptable.

Or rather, the more brutal the better.

It left a unique, indelible mark on me, a mark belonging solely to Jiangcheng, proving that all these wonderful feelings were indeed as real as his words, and were definitely not a dream, much less some bubble under the sun.

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There are pictures here, which can be viewed after the updated version

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That's truly insane.

A whole day of shameless exploitation, trying to vent my long-suppressed emotions. Someone like me really knows how to take advantage of others; I get all excited over the slightest bit of sunshine.

He also needs to take good care of his body and start exercising, otherwise he won't be able to enjoy Jiangcheng to the fullest if he keeps getting into crises.

If my vitality and physical strength were stronger, I probably could ask Jiang Cheng for even more extreme and drastic actions.

This human body was still too fragile. Despite being well-maintained in terms of health, it ultimately failed to overcome the limits of human capability.

Injuries that are too severe cannot be repaired, and even slightly abnormal ones require medical intervention to ensure a recovery without side effects.

The most outrageous thing I did was pull his hand and put it on my neck while we were doing it, trying to give Jiangcheng a better experience.

This is already the limit.

It was still based on a sudden whim.

It can only last for a short time without prior preparation.

Even the drive for redemption could not diminish Jiangcheng's power.

He seems to have gained a lot of strength. Has he been exercising recently?

Being choked and suffocated is obviously a dangerous and terrifying thing, but just looking into Jiang Cheng's eyes makes me feel at ease.

Even when the air in the lungs is about to run out, the body will not struggle in any natural way; instead, a joyful smile will gently curl up at the corners of the mouth.

Unfortunately, Jiang Cheng was still unwilling to take any risks, even the slightest one, and would never accept anything with aftereffects lasting more than a week.

The act of suffocation itself lasted less than twenty seconds before Jiang Cheng forcibly pulled my hands away, and in the end, there wasn't even a mark left to replace the collar.

With just a little more effort, one could avoid buying a collar; with the same mark, one might even have a reason to buy one.

If Jiang Cheng said it was to cover up the scar on his neck, he would probably agree to buy a leather pet collar.

"This might be a little bit of entertainment in our daily lives, but our love absolutely cannot and should not be maintained by something like this."

“Our relationship never stemmed from anything purely physical; you don’t need to try to please me.”

"This is the reward your courage deserves, and everything that your shining spirit, which has persevered to this day, deserves."

"You are definitely not a rat, and you should never stay in the shadows. Don't be disappointed in yourself because of those strangers and irrelevant people."

"If you're willing to listen to those who speak sarcastically out of pure jealousy of your talent, why can't you believe my sincere praise?"

"If even now you still need to pursue something to settle down, I can accompany you for a little entertainment, that's all."

“I will not accept or tolerate you being hurt in any way, unless you do so with the intention of hurting me and causing me heartache.”

"Your past life may have been unhealthy, and you may not have experienced healthy relationships, but I hope I can start with you and give you a healthy love."

The fact that they would feel heartache because I was hurt is something I've never experienced in my past life; it only exists in novels.

I never imagined that someone like me could one day experience being cared for by others, because my every move touches their hearts.

It still feels perfect. Even though we've become lovers, it feels like I'm going to tarnish something that shouldn't be pure and innocent.

But if it's something that can't be lost anymore, even if it's selfish, Jiang Cheng should be able to forgive it.

Please allow me to be a little greedy.

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At last……

Is this how it was solved?

With a sigh of relief, Jiang Cheng turned another page, easily averting yet another calamity that could have separated them.

For some reason, it seems to fit my behavior.

Without a doubt, it's something I would do.

The previous descriptions of her gentle and radiant image were a bit overdone, but in this particular instance, one can actually feel a sense of immersion.

Even if beauty is in the eye of the beholder, there is a limit to how much one can describe things that are inherently sentimental and have a desire to save others.

Since it's a heavy burden, then I'll bear it. Since I've decided to accept this love, then I'll also shoulder and accept all the responsibilities that come with it.

He was never one of those filthy, vile, and disgusting people who only knew how to take and not how to give; he could hurt others without going against his conscience.

For those who cannot treat others' pure love as garbage, cannot accept it, and cannot regard their loved ones as pets or toys to be kneaded at will, they hope to exchange some retro-style pure love.

Compared to the benefits one might gain from something, the responsibilities one needs to bear and the costs one must pay attention to are also things that must be considered.

This attention does not mean shirking responsibility; it merely demonstrates an absolute commitment to fulfilling one's duties and that one will not make any mistakes due to carelessness.

Even now, after losing his memory, before this incident occurred, he was still trying his best to contribute to the construction of the paradise of the past.

A swarm of Honkai Beasts, a range of mountain ranges, and End-of-Day Honkai Beasts floating in the sky, orbiting the planet like small satellites.

These enemies, which are difficult or even impossible to deal with, are not entirely handled by Alicia; it is not necessary to trouble the girl with all of them.

The instinctive use of authority, this power that seemed to have reached some kind of limit from the moment it was born, was enough to crush everything below the Herrscher.

He once thought that this power was a useless bonus, at most it could help Alicia in some insignificant ways.

Unexpectedly, this was also a key in a sense, a key that allowed them to come to the Fire Moth and to chase after the past amidst the fierce Honkai energy storm.

If only I had that power back then.

is not it……

Could that change those tragedies?

Do not……

It's too early to talk about these things now.

Both early and late.