Honkai Impact 3rd, a simulator of lifelong regret!

This ability itself is a fact that even Wilvi cannot deny.

"She is not someone who did nothing and just thought about the fruit falling from the sky."

"Memory" Ellie carefully and slowly touched on the answer, as if she was testing it, or perhaps she didn't want to appear so sneaky, without even the slightest trace of a fairy's demeanor. She was clearly groping carefully on tiptoe, yet she threw everything out in one go.

Even if you made a mistake, even if you failed to do it, you should at least be given a third chance.

……

what……

what……

Knew it……

No matter how many times I hear it, I still feel angry.

No matter how much you try to dissuade yourself, you will feel dissatisfied.

It's already happened twice, and they still dare to ask for a third time. They're clearly just a loser, a petty thief who doesn't even dare to peep openly.

So what?

—And what can it change?

—What can I do even if I hate it?

Facing Alicia, who is Jiangcheng's family and whom he has lived with for more than ten years and then continued to live there for a long time because of him, could he really break off relations with her and prevent her from seeing her family?

Ultimately, I don't know what happened after that. I just have a vague feeling that I didn't leave so quickly after I died, but only came to this paradise after the end of the world.

The question is, what difference does it make whether it's left until the end?

Without complete memories, one cannot see what happens next, so it's no different from dying young, right?

It's impossible to awaken the soul's memories, like in a novel where various shocks cause someone to suddenly remember what happened in that world afterward.

If someone has personally apologized and offered a way out, and you still stand there like a fool, even a teenager would feel angry and dissatisfied.

All that Vervier could do now was nod her head, offering an attitude that would give everyone a way out.

"--Okay, that works too."

……

Without excessive anger, the girl suppressed her anger and nodded slightly, accepting everything—despite experiencing trembling all over her body, her chest heaving violently, even her pearly white teeth rubbing against each other, and blood flowing from her delicate lips when touched even slightly, she ultimately just roughly pulled her hand back.

Although at the same time, it seemed somewhat unintentionally that he tugged at the bra strap through her clothes, causing the fairy lady to feel a slight pain in her chest.

While the innate talent may not be top-tier, it's still at the level where, if not properly protected, running will be painfully unsteady.

Fortunately, I didn't have any particular hobbies, or... I didn't meet that boy and my hobbies weren't aroused, otherwise it would have been hard to bear, since the methods were indeed a bit rough and the strangulation was a bit too forceful.

This is also normal.

Even that alone would be abnormal.

"Memory" Ellie thought she was about to be slapped hard, like another version of herself, leaving a bright red handprint on her face.

This is after betraying someone's trust, having the audacity to take away their most important possession, and then having to participate in a new round of compensation.

How utterly shameless! Anyone with even a shred of self-respect would be too ashamed to speak of this.

Even if it was done by her counterpart in another world, the lovely fairy still felt guilty because it was ultimately done by one person.

But this feeling is not a reason to remain silent. We cannot let our own reasons turn a potentially positive outcome into the worst possible one. The story between the three of us must not end in the worst possible way.

Not accepted.

Absolutely not.

Even though she's already a memory, even though she's completely dead, with only a grave remaining, "Memory" Airi would never accept it.

They had already tried their best until the very end.

They've already given so much.

There is still a chance for things to improve.

—The other self is definitely not someone who idles away their time doing nothing.

For the past two weeks, I wasn't just watching Sleeping Beauty slack off and taking the blame for her emotional outbursts. Besides stopping the research that Mebius wanted to conduct, I spent most of my time researching and testing the other me/Alice from another world.

Whether it's the power of origin, hobbies, personality... the two people from different worlds are undoubtedly exactly the same. If the memories leaked from their counterparts in another world and can be captured by their counterparts in earlier stages, then there is absolutely no difference in any aspect.

Even another version of himself accomplished what he had failed to do, creating an eternal paradise that lasted for at least ten years.

Not eternal enough, not long enough, but absolutely beautiful enough to shelter those who shouldn't have had to suffer from the calamity of collapse.

Even if they are essentially the same in terms of strength, the absolute difference in their levels can make the girl clearly realize just how strong her other self really is.

An almost complete upgrade, a future where the Herrscher named 'Alicia' could potentially achieve the power to fulfill her own desires.

The only change was the boy. In my memory, at least in the later stages, every time the boy appeared, the flawless fairy would turn into a big pervert, someone who would even use his abilities to hide his body in public and make a public display in broad daylight on the busiest, most crowded streets.

Compared to this, even things like Vivi's claim of voyeurism and occasionally taking a boy's panties seem normal.

"Memory" Aili didn't make any accusations, such as thinking that doing such a thing was unworthy of Ailisia and was simply like being a pervert.

The reason why the other self would become like this is clearly not due to mind control, hypnosis, coercion, or threats.

If 'I' am still this obsessed with the boy even without any outside influence, then even if I were in his shoes, it would be exactly the same.

In any case, she and I are essentially the same person, counterparts from different worlds. We are happy because of the same things, and sad because of the same tragedies. Naturally, we can be won over in the exact same way.

There was no reason for me to hate myself.

Different experiences are not a reason to feel superior.

If you're not even satisfied with yourself, don't you think that's a bit strange?

……

……

“Then let’s meet ‘me’ together.” “Memory” Ellie took the initiative to pick up the luggage and pulled the girl toward the room not far away. She seemed to be happy that she had accomplished something again and had eliminated potential dangers and landmines in advance. Even her voice sounded cheerful and light as the wind.

"As long as I can see Jiang Cheng, I can make up for any regrets. Even if I can't beat him and can only watch everything happen, at least I'm not dead and everyone is still alive and well."

“Unlike memory, you and the other me have real bodies. I suppose Jiang Cheng has the same one.”

"Memory Body" Ellie tilted her head slightly, her hands were occupied, so she could only speculate verbally, "He hasn't come to Paradise yet, perhaps because he also encountered his counterpart or similar counterpart and was attracted there, or it could be because there was a problem with the landing point."

"Eh……"

"Is it possible that something went wrong?!"

Breathing becomes still, voice rises, brows furrow—all this happens in the blink of an eye, almost like instinct, or even beyond instinct.

As always, Wilvi kept her eyes fixed on the only thing that mattered to her, her eyebrows slightly lowered, and her emotions, which had just calmed down, began to fluctuate again.

The genius who could create top-notch weapons from scratch in a very short time and start a monkey war on the island couldn't stay calm about this one thing.

……

"Don't worry, the world isn't that dangerous now. It's not like before, where disasters were everywhere. It's said that it can still maintain normalcy."

Clearly sensing the emotional turmoil emanating from the girl, "Memory Entity" Ellie quickly added, "He must be very safe now, and his understanding of the world is probably much greater than yours, otherwise he wouldn't have been able to find someone to help him send down a shooting star to show his existence."

"That shooting star clearly came from my power. Even for the Primordial One, it would be extremely difficult to see the Paradise of the Past."

"It will take at least some time to build up strength and prepare. Since Jiang Cheng has chosen to do this, he certainly won't stay in a dangerous place."

"And I definitely blessed Jiangcheng. I didn't just choose who to give it to; I gave it everything I could. In this respect, I think my other self knows much more than I do."

“I can’t explain what has already happened, but I can feel that another part of me has a deep affection for Jiangcheng, at least right now.”

Miss Fairy pressed her hand to her chest as a guarantee, once again conveying her emotions through her usual direct eye contact—to save a hand and show her sincerity, she even created a crystal pillar to help carry her luggage.

The panic expressed in just one sentence led to an anxiety that prompted a response of dozens of words, a deep-seated fear of the worst possible outcome.

Even a girl with Jiangcheng's fear of persecution couldn't bring herself to hit a smiling person without any overt incident last year.

……

203. Alicia: Social Death

"This ability is exactly the same as your power, and it also carries some gravitational, meteor-like power..." Velvi gently closed her eyes, searching her memory for the weapon she had observed in the database after arriving here, a weapon that utilizes the power of a Herrscher and is called the Key of God.

While these designs are somewhat flawed, under normal circumstances they only possess the strength of a regular Herrscher, making it extremely difficult to unlock stronger forms.

It's as if the disability was created by completely lacking care, or by cutting a person into eight parts, each with a flawed personality.

Each creation process failed to consider comprehensiveness, focusing instead on either fun or practicality... It only developed one characteristic of the Herrscher core, wasting excellent materials. What could have been comprehensive Herrscher weapons became weapons specifically designed for certain uses.

However, when the conflict first arose, even those shoddy products were recorded when they had no cards in hand, and some of them did indeed possess the divine key that could manipulate gravity.

That was a wide-range attack weapon created by slaying the Ninth Herrscher, known as the Rock. Because it was created in commemoration of the Gold Saints, it was called…

"—Star of Eden"

"If that weapon is combined with the power of the Origin, it is not difficult to do something on such a large scale. According to the estimate, it is within a reasonable range."

"In that case, there's really no need to worry too much. Although Jiang Cheng can still be harmed in many, many, many ways, as long as I'm fast enough, I should be able to find him before he makes a big mistake, right?"

It was clearly a certainty, yet the words still carried a sense of drifting like the wind, like withered branches and fallen leaves being wantonly ravaged in a whirlwind.

Even now, my heart is still not at peace.

Still hesitant, uncertain, and speculating.

Even if it is determined that the boy is safe and sound, or at least relatively safe and sound, there will still be panic and worry, fearing that the worst might happen.

The girl, who already considered herself trash and worthless, had no home and could only drift with the wind, being kneaded and swayed at will, blown left and right, until finally even the wind died down, and she could only fall alone into a broken trash can.

This is a daily routine that Wilvi has long been familiar with, something that has truly accompanied her for most of her life, and theoretically should have accompanied her for a lifetime, if she hadn't encountered the greatest stroke of luck in her life.

Although she could no longer accept such darkness because of her relationship with the boy, she would probably have died on the spot if she hadn't had the obsession to find it again.

But if we just hold on for a while, just until we find the boy, it should be okay, right?

The useless person who has already been warmed up should be able to hold on, right?