Love's Gone

"Ah?"

Some people couldn't react. I repeatedly denied: "it should be impossible? I don't feel anything different. "

The strength of grasping my arm suddenly lost most of it. Zhou Wei gently pulled me: "don't put it here for guessing. You're not feeling well anyway. Our family doesn't need the money. Go and hang up a number to see the doctor and give it an examination on the way. Whether it's right or not, you must at least have a bottom."

Led by Zhou Wei, we came to the nearby Nanshan hospital. It happened that Zhou Wei had a high school classmate working here. I heard that she had asked Zhou Wei to borrow money before. She took good care of us. We saw the doctor and took blood without much queuing.

After this toss, my stomach no longer hurts. As soon as the logical thinking is clear, there are other ripples in my heart. On the one hand, I think I'd better be pregnant this time. On the other hand, I'm worried. If I really have a child, do I bring the child to the world under such a situation? Is my practice selfish and crazy.

The stronger the mood in my heart, I forced myself to relax and wandered with Zhou Wei near Nanshan hospital. As a result, we didn't say to each other that we needed to be quiet, but we all kept silent for a long time. We just walked hand in hand from the street to the end of the Street, let the warm sun beat on us, and elongated our shadows on the ground, Moving, as if moving towards eternity.

Special beauty.

Finally, we reached the point where we could get the results. Zhou Wei led me. He held my diagnosis and treatment card in one hand and lost the card number. The test report slowly vomited out of the machine, and my heart hung high.

Zhou Weixian got it in his hand. He poked the numbers on it with his fingers, as if he wanted to break them off one by one. After a while, he raised his eyes and looked at me: "Liu duo'an, your data is within the scope of pregnancy."

My heart suddenly tightened: "ah? What? "

The complexity and chaos in his eyes are revealing to me that Zhou Wei is also full of hesitation and entanglement with me. He frowned and said, "you are pregnant."

Four eyes relative for a few seconds, we didn't hold our heads together and burst into tears. Instead, I grabbed the thin paper and said, "let me see."

Although I don't have any medical knowledge, this physical examination report clearly identifies the data category of pregnancy and non pregnancy, and my physical examination data is really in pregnancy.

Holding a corner of the report, I pretended to be calm and smiled. I joked: "Hey, you can, let's buy lottery tickets. This is only once or twice, and the winning rate is quite high. "

Zhou Wei looked lonely. A moment later, he sniffed: "Liu duo'an... My mood is very complicated. On the one hand, I was particularly surprised at the arrival of this child. On the other hand, I had other worries. "

He undoubtedly poked the most real and soft place in my heart. He spoke my heart so directly, but I couldn't add my swaying and worried mood to him. I stretched out my hand and beat his arm: "there's no such thing as you. You should be happy if your child can be your own these days. What's your strength?"

There were thousands of worries in his eyebrows. Zhou Wei still lingered and tangled: "I don't mean that. I'm afraid that this child will... I don't know how to say. Now I regret that I didn't control myself at that time. I feel like I've made your situation worse and made you more tied and tied. "

I still beat his arm: "your uncle, I'll be angry if you do this again. And Zhou Wei, I'm a pregnant woman now. You have to let me order and care for me. You have to say nice things to me and make me happy. You always make these one, two or three. Don't teach your child to be Lin Daiyu at that time. "

While Zhou Wei was choking and had nothing to say, I grabbed his arm and shook it fiercely: "there's miles. You're a father. You have to be mature in the future. You know, you'll go home from work early to accompany your children. That's it."

I completely stopped talking. Zhou Wei meditated there for a while. He took back the report and said, "I'll listen to the doctor later. It's our turn to see it later. I'll go in with you. I'll ask the doctor if it's appropriate to have a child because of my physical condition. We still have to accept the doctor's scientific advice. "

I immediately grabbed it back and rolled his eyes: "what do you think? Now the child is on me. What does it have to do with you? Besides, what's your physical condition? You can kill several tigers now. What can you have? "

"I mean, but you."

For the first time, it was so easy to admit that he couldn't do me. Zhou Wei thought for a moment. He suddenly held me to the front chair: "Liu duo'an, sit and rest."

I saved me standing there, and he could continue to worry. Beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep beep.

Before long, the doctor finally went to work. She called to help us read the report. She said that looking at the data, the child was developing very well. She also asked me to make an appointment for orthodontic examination twelve weeks in advance, otherwise I won't be able to make an appointment at that time.

I buried myself in writing down what the doctor said on paper. Zhou Wei still asked East and West uneasily whether he had any influence on taking medicine a while ago. The doctor was also very objective and pertinent. After a good talk, Zhou Wei's doubts were dispelled. Finally, he was told by the doctor that he was a bear. He just kept humming and humming, which was no different from a pig just full.

The circle of contacts is really wide. When Zhou Wei came out of Nanshan hospital, he called. Even if he made an appointment for the examination items just said by the doctor, and he still had a glass heart, he didn't want me to run around outside again. He had to take me home and continue to rest. I saw his stupid face, so I went with him.

Back home, Zhou Wei seemed to have pulled out of his confusion. He quickly entered the state. He took a new book and put it on the tea table. Then he began to search the Internet for all kinds of precautions. He insisted on writing and planning there as he was preparing for the college entrance examination. After more than two hours, he stretched his waist and breathed a sigh of relief: "finally finished most of the strategies."

Pass me the densely written book. Zhou Wei looks like a pupil waiting for the teacher's reward. He said, "daughter-in-law, I have marked all the precautions and key points. Have a look."

I turned it over. Before I turned to the second page, I couldn't do it all: "are you trying to kill me? This can't be done, that can't be done. I just lie in bed waiting for you to bring me food and drink every day? And this can't smell the polluted gas. What the hell is it? Is it difficult that I am mentally retarded. I have to take the initiative to smell the gas leak in the next door neighbor's house? Also, this, what is meant by avoiding fatigue and lying down more? Eat and drink more? The suggested recipe is an apple, a banana, a ribs, a kilo of chicken, half pig's feet, half black sesame, some peanuts, some vegetables, melons and fruits, half a kilo... Ah, ah, I can't read it anymore. Raising pigs? "

"I don't have any experience. I think it's said on the Internet. Some are copied from the mother's forum. Many mothers say this is practical and so on. I just wrote it down."

Zhou Wei scratched his head and smiled: "Liu duo'an, you'll be wronged for a few months. When the child is born, I'll support you with my feet. What's our primary task now? Everything is for the physical and mental health of pregnant mothers and children. I also want to do it in a good place."

It's barely enough. There are countless grooves in my chest. But I want Zhou Weihao again at the critical moment. I can only turn the conversation with a dry smile: "OK, I'll try my best to cooperate. But I just try my best. I can't completely follow so many rules. I have to have room to breathe occasionally. "

His hand gently covered my head. Zhou Wei was about to rub it. He was fiercely stung by something: "shit, I almost made a big mistake. I can't touch many acupoints on my head. I'm afraid it's bad for the child."

I can't laugh or cry: "are you too nervous?"

Plausibly, Zhou Wei glanced: "it's no bad to pay more attention. Liu duo'an, you didn't hear the doctor say today. After pregnancy, you are particularly vulnerable. You should double your care. So I decided to love you more from this moment on. I'm going to cook you three meals a day and a snack

I was about to laugh and cry: "you can pull it down. I used to work in the factory. At that time, some of my colleagues were pregnant. They were also shy of going to work with us and eating the canteen. At that time, the canteen was three yuan and four yuan a meal. People didn't eat very well. I don't pay so much attention. I just eat out. I have plenty of time at the weekend. I can make some soup at home. "

"I don't like to hear that. When you can't hit those seven poles, or you have no choice but to wrong yourself like this. Liu Duoan, how can you rely on low standards. Let's just say that. I'll cook later. I'll make you a whole meal at home. It's cool. The company faces a bunch of fools. "

Zhou Wei took the book back and said, "I'll add the one to eat supper. You've eaten too little recently. I'm afraid you're malnourished. "

I don't want Zhou Wei to serve me in death, but it seems reasonable to hear him say so. He stays at home more relative to me, which is better than going out to fight with others. I have to compromise again: "that line, that line, how happy you are."

He leaned over and gently pulled the cushion under me inside for a few times. Zhou Wei couldn't close the chatterbox when he opened it: "don't mess around with your work for a while. You have a rest. Don't run to the studio with nothing in three or two days. If you can't spare your time, I'll transfer someone from Baolu to you. "

I shook my legs: "that's no need. Sister Ma is coming. She's staring at me. It can't be messy."

With a long sigh, Zhou Wei said, "that's all right. You let her work harder and increase her salary. The money is not enough to take it from me."

I poked his arm with my hand: "my little sister Ma is more for my friendship with her. Do you think she lacks this money now. I have implemented the dividend model with her. If you have money, you can eat bran together. It depends on the one at the end of the year. "

Zhou Wei suddenly realized: "is Ma Xiaomei a good thing coming?"

I nodded: "I heard her say that I have to save red envelope money."

We started a new round of gossip about Ma Xiaoyan's marriage with Zhou Wei. The more we talked, the more I felt that Ma Xiaoyan was a silent winner in life. The more I was pleased, the more I laughed.

Being watched by Zhou Wei, I couldn't go to the studio. I seemed to be a pig he kept in captivity. My daily task was to eat hard. At first, I didn't know what to do, but slowly I thought it was not bad.

During this period, Zhou Wei wanted to see Zhou Jinyang and Zhou Siyun. I begged for nothing, so he was willing to take me with him.

Zhou Jinyang left the hospital early, but he still ran from home to the hospital. As for Zhou Siyun, she has woken up, but her whole response is particularly slow. The hospital still says to talk about things with the final report, but I can hear something else from the doctor's implicit expression. Zhou Siyun has hurt her nerve line, which may lead to her not being as smart as before, She is likely to keep this dull state and live in the fog for the rest of her life.

I looked at her dull and cold eyes and the giggle in her eyes when she turned to us. I was particularly mixed with feelings.

Based on Zhou Jinyang's life experience and his brain that hasn't lost his mind, he can think that if Zhou Siyun simply rolled down the stairs, it's unlikely to cause her to be so serious now, but I can't figure out what Zhou Jinyang is thinking. He didn't mention Zhou Tianquan who hasn't been seen since Zhou Siyun was hospitalized, and he didn't seem to investigate Zhou Tianquan, In short, he sat upright on the chair. He peeled the raisin carefully and fed it to Zhou Siyun's mouth.

He seems to be full of love for Zhou Siyun, but he is extremely cruel.

As I get closer, the more I know that such a family, the so-called family affection under luxury, will have the same coldness and thinness as those who have to give up in poor families. In fact, if I look open, I will feel better.

When I came back from the hospital, I hid my depression so that the wind could not blow through. I continued to pretend to be happy and created an illusion of peace with Zhou Wei.

His cooking skills are getting better and better. After I got pregnant, I didn't get pregnant much. Instead, my appetite became better and I ate more. So I had to go for a walk after I was full. Zhou Wei and I held hands from one end of the community to the other. In the afterglow of sunset, we saw that his shadow and mine were pulled by the old elder and pasted together several times.

Zhou Wei didn't get very close to me when he slept at night. He said two reasons. One was that he was afraid of getting too close. He was easy to be caught up by me. The other was that he was afraid of accidentally touching my stomach when he fell asleep.

I accepted his two seemingly serious statements and slept with him at a distance of more than 30 centimeters.

Such peace and quiet years have made me several times under the illusion that such days will continue to extend to the end, and Zhou Wei and I will always be able to offset each other. He and I still have a large part of a bright future to squander.

I am still so naive and ignorant.

I can still easily forget all the storms. After the beauty of calm, I will invade like a flood and beast, and will knock all of them to the ground at one fell swoop, and I can never return to this beautiful and quiet moment.