Love's Gone

"Su Xiaolian, the purchasing director of Baolu, do you have any impression that the woman with a very smelly face is like a smelly woman who has a donkey face every day like someone owes her several Jinshan banks and hasn't paid her back all day, remember?"

After Zhang Xiaomei's hard description, a clear sound came from her head, and she looked like she suddenly realized: "ah ah ah, look at my brain. I patted my thigh and remembered that you must know her. Before you hooked up with Zhou Wei, you were not a supplier of Baolu, You were still standing there with a piece of paper like a fool Waiting for Zhou Wei to confirm something for you. You must know Baolu! I haven't had enough brains recently. I'm always messing with people's relationships, ha ha ha. "

Like something binding my heart down, I sank my voice: "what's wrong with her? A while ago, Zhou Wei dismissed her. "

"Oh, well done, well done. It's time to get rid of her. Just like her, she looks ordinary. She's not cute. Her character is like shit. She dares to think about Zhou Wei. My sister, I'm ten times more beautiful than her. I didn't get the ticket. She dares to fantasize. "

Sniff at the expression of a good despise, Zhang Xiaomei is right: "I will not make complaints about it." I'm serious. I went out to play a few days ago. I changed the venue several times. I ran into Su Xiaolian and Xie Wei's cousin Lin Jingshu in Buji at night. I don't like gossip. I wonder how these two people can hang out together. I found a chance to order some Lin Jingshu. Hey, I listened to Lin Jingshu later, It seems that Su Xiaolian is eating and drinking with Xie Wei now. How can I feel that their combination is becoming more and more cheap? I always think these women are uneasy and kind. Pay attention to yourself. When bitches match with bitches, they can often exude magical effects. They can't tell. They are secretly thinking about how to deal with you. You can carry it. I'm optimistic about you. If you can survive the bitches' entanglement and provocation one by one, you can go to the altar. "

With a forced smile, I pretended to be calm: "OK, I'll pay attention. Thank you."

After cutting her voice, Zhang Xiaomei didn't know whether to laugh at me or laugh at herself: "it's also thanks to my failure to save the life of a handsome man with a lot of money. Even if I really get such a person, I may not be able to come out of the palace. I see you are so tired, and I don't ask more. I'll go back and find an old man with money and no children, I hope that if he hangs up within a year of marriage, I can get rich overnight and go ashore in one fell swoop, ha ha ha. "

I still reluctantly smiled: "Hey, hey."

"Oh, my jokes are not funny. Forget it, I have no sense of humor."

Zhang Xiaomei paused: "then I'll hang up."

I did what I said. Every second, there was only a beep in response to me.

With a bitter smile, I sent Zhang Xiaomei an address and threw my mobile phone aside. The tide of thoughts lingered.

I could have thought that after su Xiaolian left Baolu, she would charge this account to me, but I didn't think that she was so noble and stupid all day. She was willing to stoop under Xie Wei.

However, considering Su Xiaolian's IQ, she is above Xie Wei. Now that they have gathered together, they will only produce more moths. There are still many places to be careful behind me.

My heart was so tired that I fell on the sofa again and didn't want to move.

Zhou Weicai came back at about ten o'clock. In addition to bringing back a large pile of photos, he also had several empty photo albums. He was stunned that he didn't listen to me urge him to take a bath. Instead, he took a towel and dipped it wet, opened and wiped the pages of those photo albums, and then carefully stuffed each photo in. He also took a pen and wrote on the paper at the bottom corner of each page.

Seeing that he did so seriously, I was infected. I came up to help. Zhou Wei refused me and said nothing to let me move.

The hot face stuck to the cold ass, so I had to take a bath first.

I washed it out. Zhou Wei had tossed the photos and cleaned everything up. He told me to go to bed first, and he turned into the bathroom and didn't come out for a long time. I watched the time approaching zero. I was a little depressed and knocked on his door: "Zhou Wei? You've been in for so long. You've almost got it. It's not good to wash it too long. "

"Soon, go to bed first."

The tone was scribbled and vague. Zhou Wei added, "go quickly. I have work to deal with later."

I realized that Zhou Wei wanted to avoid me. The fear of losing him buried deep in my heart made me all grass and trees. I was separated by a thick door: "when you went out to develop photos, I lay down for a while. Now I'm in spirit, and I can't sleep. You come out and I'll work with you."

I don't know if it was because of my words that made him change his mind. Zhou Wei was silent inside for a while. He slowly opened the door and said, "forget it, it's late. Go to bed."

I grabbed his arm and said, "you have to be with me."

Let's worry about each other. Zhou Wei lay side by side with me in bed. He and I stared at the ceiling for five minutes. He said in a flat voice: "Liu duo'an, it's time for us to get the physical examination report tomorrow."

A few hours ago, I remembered it myself, so Zhou Wei mentioned that I could calmly say, "I know, I remember."

Or some hesitation, Zhou Wei's hand paused for a long time before it fell on the back of my hand: "if, I mean, if the report taken tomorrow still confirms that the fetus is abnormal, what do you want to do?"

My heart went up and down several times, and finally fell to the bottom. I was powerless to paralyze myself with illusory optimism: "generally, there are many false alarms in the prenatal examination. There may be a problem in the first physical examination, and there is nothing when I make further confirmation. I've read many posts in those mother forums. Many mothers share their experience of birth inspection, almost like that. "

"Everyone's situation is different. Other people's experience may not be applicable to us. For things like fetal dysplasia, there are only zero and 100% probabilities. Nothing is nothing. If we really have something, we can't escape."

Zhou Wei's strength in grasping my hand was heavy: "Liu duo'an, you should be prepared to deal with everything in advance..."

Confused, I pulled his palm: "don't talk so much nonsense. I have a hunch that the child is okay. This is from my mother's intuition."

Noncommittal pulled the corners of his mouth. Zhou Wei's eyelids converged: "go to bed and get up early tomorrow."

Then he let go of my hand and turned his back to me.

I was so tired that I didn't have the strength to stick it up and hold him. I stopped and turned around, back to back with him.

I don't know when Zhou Wei fell asleep. Anyway, I kept my eyes closed, but I was sleepy, but I didn't want to be with me. After counting sheep and several tons of buffalo, I reluctantly entered a restless sleep in the middle of the night.

When I woke up, it was already early eight o'clock. It was fine yesterday, and the weather became cloudy and dark. When we went out, there was a light rain.

Sitting in the passenger seat, looking at the road blocked by the sudden traffic, and then looking at Zhou Wei's silent face, I rolled my fingers and began to pray for feudal superstition.

When he finally got to the hospital, Zhou Wei took my diagnosis and treatment card to brush the physical examination report on the machine. He held it in his hand and took me directly to the chief doctor introduced by his friend.

The atmosphere did not dare to come out. Zhou Wei and I sat side by side in front of the serious doctor, and my palms were sweating.

Finally, the doctor took her eyes away from the report and looked at us: "Mr. and Mrs. Zhou, I'm sorry that your baby passed the noninvasive DNA test, and the data of 18 chromosomes were abnormal. My suggestion is that Mrs. Zhou should arrange to terminate the pregnancy as soon as possible. Now the month is still small and the harm to the mother is small..."

One of my hands held Zhou Wei's arm heavily. Even so, I still couldn't control my body. I couldn't stop shaking. My throat was dry. I coughed seven or eight times before I found the state of speaking. As soon as I opened my mouth, my voice trembled: "doctor, is it possible that there is a problem with this test result, or the physical examination report is taken wrong? Is it possible? Otherwise, I'll have another physical examination. I can go now. I haven't eaten anything today. I... "

The doctor pushed the spectacle frame: "Mrs. Zhou, don't get too excited. Because you are the dean who said hello, I read the report carefully. You have more chromosomes. There is a great risk of appearance and organ deformity behind your child. Even if you risk giving birth to your child, you are also very irresponsible to your child. I think you are very young. You can have children after you have a good body. Every child is a fate. If it doesn't come this time, he will come back next time. I got in touch with some patients. At the beginning, the first child was also a child with poor development. Later, I took care of myself for a period of time and then conceived. Some were pregnant with twins. The children behind me were very healthy. "

Teng stood up and I pushed Zhou Wei's arm: "Zhou Wei, talk to the doctor and see if she can give you another checklist. Let's pay some money for another physical examination. I can take blood now. Zhou Wei, talk to the doctor."

But he didn't listen to me. Zhou Wei turned to hold my hand. He gently dragged me to stick it to him. He quickly picked up the physical examination report and said to the doctor, "Dr. Lin, please write me an operation sheet for terminating pregnancy and ask for the best package..."

I just felt that a needle had entered my ear and crossed thousands of obstacles to my heart, which made my viscera ache and panic. For a moment, I lost control and forgot that Zhou Wei was the patient I needed to care for, and that this was the hospital. I struggled desperately to untie from Zhou Wei's imprisonment. I stared at him with red eyes: "what nonsense did you say! How can you give up your child so casually! Is it because the person with the child is not you, so you can make such an understatement that you want it, don't want it, don't you! The child has been on me for more than three months. In recent months, I dare not run and jump around. I even turn around. I'm afraid of shaking him. Sometimes I think whether he is a boy or a girl... "

When Zhou Wei stepped forward and put his hand around my neck, he took me into his arms again: "all right, all right, Liu duo'an, this is the doctor's clinic. There are others waiting to see the doctor. Let's make trouble here. What do you want Dr. Lin to do. Just now, you heard from the doctor that the fetus is abnormal. If you leave him, it will harm the child. You can't be so capricious. We listened to the doctor and made the child... "

The lacrimal gland was first opened and could not be stretched at once. My tears ran like a burst river. I needed to knead my hands into fists and stick them on my eyes to stop most of the splashing. I tried my best and slipped out of Zhou Wei's encirclement. I raised my face and looked at him dimly with tears: "Why are you so calm? In fact, Zhou Wei, you already know the result, don't you? Only I am like a fool. At this moment, I will digest and accept this cruel fact, right? You already know, don't you? I ask you a question, you answer me! "

Frowning, Zhou Wei opened his mouth to stop talking. He didn't say a word and closed it again.

Or too many things have happened during this period, or I have long been on the edge of emotional collapse. My mood is more like a runaway wild horse trampling wantonly. I jumped up and grabbed Zhou Wei's collar. I looked at him with despair: "Zhou Wei, why don't you talk, you talk, you talk, you talk!"

Frown deeper, Zhou Wei nodded slowly.

When I got his answer, it still couldn't stop my tears in my eyes, nor my confusion and despair about the future. My body was decadent and slipping, making a move to squat on the ground.

With a quick eye and a quick hand, Zhou Wei held my waist and held me. He hurriedly asked the doctor to bill barabarabara. Dr. Lin said that she had to have a preoperative physical examination before the operation. She brushed out a small stack of lists.

Like a corpse walking through meat, I was dragged by Zhou Wei to and fro in the hospital. The strong smell of disinfection water and gas not only choked my nose, but also made my eyes red. I was silent and allowed to be manipulated by the medical staff who did the physical examination.

I finally finished a series of projects. Although I haven't fully digested this change, my mind has come back. I don't know when the sand in my throat came. As soon as I opened my mouth, I was like chewing a handful of sand: "Zhou Wei, I want to discuss something with you."

Roll up the stack of physical examination reports and hold them tightly. Zhou Wei did not firmly hold my hand: "you say."

I drew back my hand and replied, "I don't think it's so urgent to have an operation. Can I do it again next week?"

Zhou Wei's facial expression was a little stiff. He avoided looking at me: "a long pain is better than a short pain. Besides, Dr. Lin said that the smaller the month, the less harm it will do to you. "

I bite my lip: "I'm afraid. I need some time to prepare myself."

Still trying to avoid eye contact with me, Zhou Wei's tone was smooth without even a trace of ups and downs: "Liu duo'an, you just heard the doctor say that, like the operation to terminate pregnancy, the sooner the better, so as to minimize the damage to your body, and you can recover faster."

I bit my lips tighter. I didn't untie myself until I smelled a faint smell of blood. I stroked my hair. I no longer expected Zhou Wei to take the initiative to comfort me with my eyes. I turned my face elsewhere: "I said, I'm afraid. I thought about it for a few days. Can't you understand Zhou Wei? I said I'm afraid, can't you understand?"