Love's Gone

After being silent for nearly half a minute, Zhou Wei's tone was a little erratic: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. The problem must be on me. It should be my abnormality that affects the abnormality of the child. I'm sorry, Liu Duoan. It's all my fault. You don't have a good life because you're with me. You can't be happy just because you follow me. "

When my nose was sour, tears flew out without listening to the arrangement. I wanted to stretch out my hand to cover it. It was already a step too late. Those cold liquids ran through my fingers and lost my eyes, which made me unable to see Zhou Wei's expression and filled with confusion and panic about everything in front of me, I answered weakly after half a ring, "you know I don't mean that."

Zhou Wei was frozen in place for a while. He slowly gathered up. He still hugged my shoulder: "well, well, don't cry anymore. You're afraid, let's not do it first. Let's go home first. When you think about it and are not afraid, let's come again. "

The pattering rain in the morning turned into a torrential rain, and the car became more crowded on the way home. Zhou Weiwo and I didn't talk in this small space. The more quiet I was, the more my heart seemed to be missing a hole. I can only break my nails to get rid of the atmosphere that suffocates me.

When I got home, I saw that Zhou Wei was in a low state. I could only swallow all the bitterness in my throat. I took the initiative to talk to him. However, no matter how hard I tried, Zhou Wei looked like Yan. I might be too tired. I gave up this ridiculous struggle.

After taking a bath, I waited for Zhou Wei with my knees around the head of the bed. He came out of the bathroom for a long time. His steam came to his face. He bent down and took one of the pillows from next to me: "Liu duo'an, I'll go to sleep next door. The big bed is for you. You're more comfortable lying down."

I clenched my fist and was stabbed by my pockmarked nails. Coupled with the lingering fine sweat, I couldn't release my hand until I was exhausted: "I need you now. I'm comfortable when you're next to me."

"No, in fact, Liu duo'an, you don't need me so much. You're probably just used to and dependent on me. You're in a bad mood today. I don't want me to say something wrong and make you more unhappy. We'd better sleep separately."

Zhou Wei hugged the pillow very tightly: "go to bed quickly. Don't think too much. "

I want to ask Zhou Wei what you want from me and what I should do with you. I also want to ask Zhou Wei if you want to leave me because you can't keep your children. I also want to ask Zhou Wei if you are brewing the pace of leaving me now. I have too many questions to ask, But in the end, these words can only be buried in my heart, and I will never be reborn.

I'm afraid I'll get out of control again. If I don't keep my mouth shut, I'll push Zhou Wei to a dead corner where he can't get out.

I've never felt lonely before. I've never felt like I'm fighting alone. I'm like a duckweed without branches. I can only push me around with the magnificent waves like Zhou Weihai. I'm so tired that a whole desert grows in my mouth. It's dry and cracked. I can only say two words for a long time: "OK."

Nothing more. Zhou Wei turned and walked away from me. His shadow was pulled out by the light. He was faint disappointed. Finally, he pulled the door for me.

I threw my face on the pillow and lay down on the bed. I covered my mouth with my hand and tried my best to press down the sobs there. However, my action failed to restrain my tears. They ran like a happy stream from the corners of my eyes. The more they gathered, the more magnificent they were.

I didn't sleep all night.

Even at dawn, I was still sleepless, but I didn't want to get up, so I closed my eyes and stuck with the increasingly strong light.

I don't know whether Zhou Wei woke up long ago or now. In short, when he came in and patted me on the shoulder, he said, "Liu duo'an, get up. It's almost ten o'clock. Get up and have something to eat."

Taking advantage of my back to him, I bit my lips and died silent.

Zhou Wei patted me again: "Liu duo'an, get up and eat before you go to bed. Be obedient and get up. "

Unable to support his repeated calls, my voice became hoarse: "I'm not hungry."

"Get up and eat if you're not hungry."

My action was sluggish. Zhou Wei said in a flat tone like LA's family used to say how the weather is today: "after eating, if you want to continue to sleep, you can sleep, and we'll go through the divorce formalities in the afternoon."

His words were undoubtedly like a hard and cold stick. Prying open also broke my heart. I fiercely sat up and looked into his eyes: "what did you say?"

As usual, Zhou Wei's eyelids moved slightly: "I let you get up and eat. You can't eat or drink like this. You'll burn your body."

As if I were a stranger who had nothing to do with him, Zhou Wei's tone was full of cold alienation, which pushed me to a confused situation. I subconsciously put my hand in my abdomen: "I'm the last one to ask you."

"Oh, I mean, we'll go to the Civil Affairs Bureau later and get divorced. I've made a decision. Liu duo'an, don't say more. "

His eyes followed my hand and fell on my stomach. Zhou Wei quickly turned his face elsewhere: "as for your abortion operation, I'll take care of it. When you're ready, you're not so afraid. Tell me, I'll arrange everything. Don't worry about it. Divorce is one thing. It's my responsibility. I won't shirk it. "

Even though I smelled that Zhou Wei wanted to leave me again in his abnormality these days, when all this was spread out in front of me, my heart still seemed to be pounded by him under the stick. I pinched my fists on both sides and held back my tears: "Zhou Wei, what did I do wrong and what I did these days to make you so dissatisfied that you insisted on leaving me again. Or did you never leave before because I was pregnant and you were afraid to leave me as an orphan and widowed mother? Now you find that the child in my belly is abnormal, which just happened to your intention. I beat up the child and you divorced me. It's all over, one shot and two scattered, isn't it? "

People who can speak like him, who can often speak the dead to the living, are only silent in my accountability.

I'm just an ordinary person. I also have my own uncontrollable fatigue and fragmentation. I've seen enough of my self begging and powerlessness in his silence. I turned around and turned my back to him: "if you want to leave, you can bind me and take a kitchen knife. When you arrive at the scene, you put a knife around my neck and force me. Maybe I'll sign that for you because I'm afraid of death."

After two or three minutes of silence, Zhou Wei slowly came forward and hugged me on the shoulder. He said: "Liu duo'an, I don't mean to leave you. It's strange that I didn't make it clear to you just now. My current illness has not been made public, but the day when the paper can't cover the fire, it will be known to others sooner or later. I have privately bought some shares of wanmeng before. In order to avoid complications, I have arranged to transfer these shares to your name the other day, as well as the property fund in my hand. I have transferred them all to your name. After all, I don't know what happens behind me. My attending doctor also reminded me that I may have sudden death caused by excessive emotion, I do this to give you a guarantee without being involved in the vortex of competing for property. Although I don't want to have anything to do with Zhou Tianquan in my heart, in the legal sense, I can't cut off my legal relationship with him. If something happens to me one day, I don't want to share with him what I've worked hard for these years. This is undoubtedly a trample on my hard work. "

After a pause, Zhou Wei glanced at me and immediately took back his eyes. His hands were soft and spread on my shoulder: "another thing is that I went through the divorce formalities with you. I transferred the share of wanmeng under my name to your name. When the situation changes, you can use this to protect..."

At first, Zhou Wei felt better about this long speech. Then I stroked from the mess to my most concerned point. In vain, I became more nervous: "sudden death? Did the doctor say there was any way to improve the situation? Zhou Wei, don't say that first. If you don't have money, don't say it first. Otherwise, you arrange for me to meet with your attending doctor. I think it's necessary for me to touch him. I'll ask him how to take better care of you... "

"The doctor just said it was possible. Liu Duoan, you don't have to be so excited. My attending doctor is a foreigner. He can only speak English and Portuguese. You can't communicate with him. Let's get back to business. "

Instead, he held my shoulder with his hands in pairs. Zhou Wei said in a very serious tone: "I haven't finished what I just said. I take this move not only to give you the ability to protect yourself, but also to let you master the chips for negotiation with Zhou Tianquan. If Zhou Tianquan holds me one day, you can use these things to help me. Liu Duoan, I'm just an ordinary person. I also have places I can't take into account. I also want to give myself a way back. I don't believe any of you except you. So we're going to divorce this marriage. It's for your good and for my good. "

Zhou Wei said it too much like that. Most of my worries were eliminated. I was half convinced: "what you said is true? You didn't lie to me? And you mean you want to give me shares in wanmeng? Then I have shares. Isn't Zhou Tianquan supposed to deal with me? Or is that share just enough to check and balance Zhou Tianquan? "

"The latter, that share, can not only pull Zhou Tianquan off his horse, but also help him sit on Mount Tai."

Raising her hand, Zhou Wei poked her eyebrow: "Grandpa asked me to settle in wanmeng before. He gave me 6.8% as his sincerity to grasp. I slowly accumulated through secret ways and inhaled 19.1. In this way, I had 25.9% of my grasp, which was only a little less than Zhou Tianquan. Now wanmeng, except that Zhou Tianquan holds 29.6%, Xie de was washed by me a while ago. In order to fill the hole, he now has only 3.2 hands. In this way, even if Zhou Tianquan and Xie de unite, they can't completely explain the matter. Therefore, Zhou Tianquan's situation is not much better. He may be pulled down at any time. "

I felt that my brain was not enough. I thought in my mind for a while, and then I could barely keep up with Zhou Wei's rhythm: "I just calculated. According to the value you said, you have 25.9 and Zhou Tianquan has 29.6. This adds up to more than 60. If you subtract Xie De's number, the share scattered in other people's hands will be more than 30, Anyway, Zhou Tianquan is not so easy to be pulled down. After all, he is pulled down. Who can go up so well. "

With a slight smile, Zhou Wei said faintly: "now the situation of wanmeng is different. I don't have 25.9. I can only transfer 25% or less in a year, and I'll give you 25% of them."

I was still so confused that I couldn't: "you mean, I can squeeze Zhou Tianquan out with this chicken feather as an arrow? This is a myth. I haven't participated in the operation and management of wanmeng from beginning to end. Even if Zhou Tianquan breaks through the sky, it won't be me. "

"Wanmeng has always been doing information dissemination and needs to constantly inject fresh blood. Zhou Tianquan is old for this young and dynamic industry."

He slowly moved his hand over my head and touched it twice. Zhou Wei was conceited in a faint tone: "besides, I want him to sit down and he can sit down. I want him to come down and he will come down. I don't move him now, but I can't bear it. I don't want to carry it. I don't want to push you out to wade in muddy water. Zhou Tianquan is a little reluctant, But so far, he can stabilize the situation of wanmeng. It's better for me to do more than one thing. Let him continue to be king. "

After a long sigh, Zhou Wei spoke more slowly: "but it's necessary to guard against him and have the ability to knock him down at any time. No, we're divorced. You hold half of wanmeng. If wanmeng doesn't have major changes, we'll just enjoy a generous bonus every year. If Zhou Tianquan plays a fire one day, we can check and balance him. Liu Duoan, I've played this game for a long time and done a lot to promote it, so don't hold me back. Let's go and divorce today, and the game will be perfect. "

My heart is still in a state of confusion: "you said so much, I still have no bottom. I'm afraid you can make up a story to cheat me into divorce."

Grinning, Zhou Wei gently pinched my nose: "pull down, you look so good and treat me so well. Where am I willing to divorce? I wish I could get better quickly. When you take good care of yourself, we'll have another baby. You didn't listen to Dr. Lin. many Baoma's inexperienced pregnant children are not good at the beginning, and many pregnant twins have been conditioned later. We also move towards this goal and strive to get a dragon and Phoenix fetus in one step. "

While the iron was hot, Zhou Wei continued to bomb my reason: "only couples whose feelings are not in place need to use that piece of marriage letter to bind each other. Liu duo'an, we are different. With our unshakable feelings, whether we have certificates or not is the same. Besides divorce, it's me who should have no sense of security. All my assets have been transferred to your name. Now I'm a penniless bankrupt. I have to wait for you to have a meal. I'm afraid you'll take the money to kick me out and find a little white face. What are you afraid of, aren't you? "

"No, I just think Zhou Wei is weird these days. You play with me and take pictures of me to find out that the child is bad. You are very calm. You seem to be eager to want me to get rid of the child and end all this. And when you just told me you were going to divorce, your tone was very cold. I was wondering if you made up your mind to leave me. You said so much just now. You said it quite like it was true, but I still murmured in my heart, or I'll let it go first. "

I opened the quilt and climbed out of bed. I pretended to casually switch off the topic: "I'm hungry. What's delicious?"

Reach out and give me a light hand. Zhou Wei reluctantly smiled: "yes, since you are hungry, eat first."

Without another word about the topic just now, Zhou Wei took me out of the dining room. I went to wash and come out for a while. He has been busy and ready to eat and drink. He seems to have a good appetite. He drank three bowls of white porridge at one go. He can't see any difference in his calm state.

After breakfast, Zhou Wei stubbornly asked me to rest. He slowly cleaned up the mess on the table. He said carelessly: "Liu duo'an, in fact, my attending doctor also suggested me to divorce as soon as possible."

I felt puzzled: "is your attending doctor too broad? When you say this, I suddenly question the professionalism of your attending doctor. In general, in such a situation, shouldn't doctors want the patient's family to be harmonious and the family can play a positive role? How can the doctor encourage you to divorce when you get here? "

"No, the doctor's main consideration is to untie and liberate me. He thinks I attach too much importance to the sense of family responsibility, which is easy to increase my psychological burden. If I jump out of this vortex, it may be better. My attending doctor thinks I'm too stubborn in fulfilling my family obligations. He hopes I can step back a little, which may be more beneficial to the control of my condition... "

When he said this, suddenly a hasty door bell rang to interrupt Zhou Wei. He stopped and turned to say, "maybe my shopping has arrived. I'll open the door."

Zhou Weiyi came forward and opened the door. I glanced in the direction he was standing. At the sight of his so-called new good things, I was stupid and stunned. My heart seemed to be torn out and slowly fresh. I said to several young people who wanted to move them in: "don't move these things in. Please help me take them and throw them into the trash can, Thank you! "

Without waiting for the boys to respond, Zhou Wei has added two words: "move in, these are what we want."

I went straight forward and blocked the door. I stared at Zhou Wei: "what are you going to do! What are you going to do when you buy such a thing at home? "