Love's Gone

"Doran, it's me."

Zhou Jinyang's voice was deep: "is it convenient for you now? I want to see you."

Strong spirit, I sat up with my dizzy head: "Grandpa, what's the matter with you looking for me?"

His voice was thick and heavy. Zhou Jinyang said slowly, "you child, you didn't tell me about your divorce with Xiaowei. Xiaowei kept it from me. You also kept it from me. Carry everything by yourself. Are you steel or iron? According to my understanding of Xiao Wei, did he mention the divorce right? What does he do? "

My nose was a little sour. I bit my lip: "he and I broke up peacefully. It was the result of consensus. Don't blame Zhou Wei. He's fine. The responsibility for divorce lies with me. It's my problem."

"Forget it, I don't have to mention that bastard to affect my mood. Don't worry about it. Take some time out today. Let's have dinner and have a good chat. "

Without giving me room to refuse, Zhou Jinyang said in an indisputable tone: "don't refuse me, duo'an. Anyway, you have to eat. You're ready. I'll ask Lao Dai to pick it up for you. That's it. We'll talk when we meet. "

I still have respect for Zhou Jinyang. He said all his words. Even if I was completely confused, I had to find my state and meet him for the time being. So I got up and cleaned myself up.

He came in time. Lao Dai knocked on the door not long ago. He didn't talk much. He just drove me all the way. He took me to Zhou Jinyang's residence.

For me, it was the highest standard of reception. As soon as I entered the door, Zhou Jinyang asked people to serve. Not long ago, the table was full of all kinds of delicious dishes, which were mixed with a layered aroma, which made me at a loss.

Motioning me to sit down, Zhou Jinyang waved back a crowd including Lao Dai. He greeted me as if nothing had happened: "Duoan, eat what you like, eat more."

At the urging of Zhou Jinyang and moving his chopsticks first, I picked up some things in the nearby dish in front of me. I swallowed it like chewing wax. I forced a smile: "it tastes good, thank you, Grandpa."

"You child, you are polite and energetic. Don't break up with me as soon as you divorce Xiao Wei. You entered the door of my Zhou family, that is family. This relationship will not change with the change of your marital status with Xiaowei. Duo an, I will be unhappy if you deliberately keep a distance from me. If you can call me Grandpa, you will show your filial piety. "

He took a public chopstick and Zhou Jinyang held dishes for me again and again. He threw my bowl full before he stopped: "eat all these. Grandpa asked his aunt to buy the dishes early in the morning and specially picked them for you to make up."

Suddenly I didn't know what to say, or I wasn't in the mood to say anything. I buried my head and kept stuffing things into my mouth. I chewed a few times and swallowed in a hurry. This impatience made me choke and roll my eyes. I hurriedly drank a large bowl of soup, which straightened out my anger.

Raising my eyes, I smiled reluctantly: "I'm full. Grandpa, just tell me what you want."

After stopping his chopsticks for a while, Zhou Jinyang patted them on the table. He got up and said, "well, let's talk in the study. I can't pick some words clearly at the dinner table. "

I followed Zhou Jinyang into the study. I sat on the sofa opposite him. I grabbed the gap he didn't speak: "Grandpa, just tell me what's up."

"OK, then I won't hide and tuck in. Let's talk openly."

Zhou Jinyang twirled a pen in his hand. He scratched a few lines. His eyes flashed through the flat shoes under my feet: "since you and Xiao Wei have divorced, you are young people with ideas, I don't give you more suggestions. What do you have to do? Divorce is not a bad thing, At least Doran, you can relax later. Grandpa doesn't have anything to give you. I'll put the words here for you. As long as you're still in Shenzhen all day, you need help. You call Grandpa, that's one word. Don't be afraid to bother me. You can come to me whenever you need help. "

After a pause, Zhou Jinyang said, "as for my little great grandson, what are your plans with Xiao Wei? Doran, my idea is that you might as well bite your teeth and give birth to the child. In the future, if you are willing to take the child, you can take it yourself. If you can't take it, grandpa can fully cover the matter, which will never bring you any confusion. I've been thinking about this little great grandson for several months. At least it's a life. I can't bear to see these cruel things. I can only have the cheek to tell you and see if you can sell grandpa a face. Grandpa can't let you have any grievances. This child will be treated like a treasure in the future. No matter you bring it or me, I won't give less of what should be given. Look, duo an... "

I really didn't have the heart to spread the fact of fetal dysplasia in front of Zhou Jinyang. Let this cruel reality delay my broken heart again. I pursed my lips and remained silent for a long time: "sorry, Grandpa, I may not be able to keep this child."

Even if I tried my best to arch the muscles of my face to suppress my eyes, I still couldn't control my lacrimal glands well. I was just frowning, and my tears overflowed into my eyes.

Seeing this, Zhou Jinyang was at a loss. In a hurry, he took a bunch of paper towels and handed them to me. He was like a child who did something wrong: "don't cry, duo'an. Grandpa didn't force you to accept my advice. I mainly wanted to relieve you. I know that you and Xiaowei divorced. It must be Xiaowei who was the bastard. Xiaowei wronged you, Grandpa just wanted to enlighten you. I didn't... "

Teng stood up and I owed: "sorry, Grandpa, I thank you for still treating me as a family, but our family fate is still shallow. Zhou Wei and I divorced, and we have nothing to do in the future. I am grateful that you can take the time to comfort me, a stranger. My state today may not be suitable for chatting with you. I won't be here to affect your mood. I'll call again when I adjust my state another day. "

Zhou Jinyang also stood up. He leaned on a crutch: "duo'an, what grandpa just said doesn't require you to nod your head and promise immediately. You can go back and think about it first. When you figure it out, let's go on. If you want to break up and finish everything, you have made other choices, and grandpa can understand. From beginning to end, when you and Xiaowei were together, you suffered a lot of grievances. Grandpa saw it in his eyes and felt a little guilty about you. Don't tell me two words. You were my granddaughter-in-law before you and Xiaowei divorced. Now you are separated. Grandpa has more granddaughters. You still have to find me if you can't carry it. Remember. "

Han stopped. I said, "thank you. I'll go first."

Originally, I wanted to go out and take a taxi by myself, but Lao Daifei said he didn't give me a ride. Zhou Jinyang wanted to scold him, so I had to get in his car.

When I drove to the coast city, I asked Lao Dai to put me down on the roadside. He didn't stop. He drove me home with long and melodious light music.

At first, I was annoyed and irritable, but slowly my heart suddenly became silent. I closed my eyes and pondered silently all the way. My thoughts began from the night I met Zhou Wei on the Internet. All the things that had happened were rooted in my mind like a fleeting shadow, and more and more people later joined the film in my brain, Zhou Wei's bright and brilliant smiling face was squeezed into the corner by all kinds of ferocity and ugliness, and became weaker and weaker.

Soon, Zhou Tianquan and Xie Wei became the main melody. They were all violent and cold-blooded evil spirits in my mind. Their vicious faces made my breath short and suffocating. I also seemed to see the near future in this moment.

I seem to be able to see that after Zhou Tianquan and Xie Wei learned about Zhou Wei's condition, they proudly surrounded Zhou Wei and sneered. They would involve Zhou Wei, who had no Parry power, in a more crowded corner. They kept tearing at Zhou Wei.

I opened my eyes fiercely.

The light came, but at this moment I can only see the dark road ahead and the infinite hesitation in my heart.

I think I can't let go of my weakness and decadence like this.

The sun was just right. I got off Lao Dai's car. As soon as Lao Dai's car left, I stopped a taxi to catch up with the studio.

Ma Xiaoyan has returned to work after the holiday, and she has started to recruit people. When I arrived, she was in an interview. I took advantage of her pause to go over and say a few words in her ear. Ma Xiaoyan frowned, and she immediately said sorry to the interviewer.

After dealing with the mess on her side, Ma Xiaoyan came to meet me at the first time: "Sister Liu, why do you sprinkle? The studio is running well and is beginning to make money. You're going to end it now. What do you think? Are you worried that no one will work after I resign or something? I didn't come before. Don't you do the same? If it's not convenient for you to come too much now, you can do less, which is better than a pot of all. "

Her sight slipped from my face for a while. Ma Xiaoyan seemed to have discovered the new world. She suddenly shouted: "wogou, sister Liu, why have you been there these two days? Why are you so haggard? Your eyes are swollen like steamed bread. You didn't sleep well... Did you cry? What happened to you? "

After all, apart from the friendship between Ma Xiaoyan and me, we are still an alliance. After weighing and weighing, I told her frankly: "Zhou Wei and I are divorced."

Ma Xiaoyan was stunned for a long time. She still couldn't believe it: "are you kidding? You said it was not easy for you to get back together. Are you married or pregnant? Divorce at this time? Are you kidding? "

I'm afraid Ma Xiaoyan will go to Zhou Wei for trouble because of her impulse. I can only make up some lies: "I proposed the divorce. The more I have in-depth contact with him, the more tired I feel. His family background is too complex and the internal strife is also very fierce. Especially since Xie Wei married Zhou Tianquan, there are many small things and big events. I'm tired and see through, I think it's better to live alone. Zhou Wei didn't treat me badly financially. He gave me several sets of real estate under his name. He also gave me almost all the equity of wanmeng in his hand, which means that I don't have to worry even if I break my leg for the rest of my life. I just made a qualitative leap in my economic conditions through a short marriage. This deal can be said to be very cost-effective. "

"But sister Liu, you are not such a person who would rather ask for money? To be honest, did Zhou Wei make a fool of himself? Did he treat you badly or something? Don't always speak for him. If it's really his problem, I'll settle with him! "

As expected, Ma Xiaoyan was as excited as I expected. Ma Xiaoyan was not calm: "is it because you are pregnant and he is not as enthusiastic as he used to be? Does he have two hearts? It is said that a woman's pregnancy tests a man the most. Zhou Wei, this bastard, can't stand it after only four months. "

I pressed her arm and patted, "look at you. You're so excited. You don't look like a girl at all. I won't tell you. I brought up the divorce. It has nothing to do with Zhou Wei. "

Ma Xiaoyan was still skeptical: "really? In my opinion, you can't be the kind of person who is greedy for pleasure. I used to run a factory with you. You were very hardworking at that time. You are my example! "

Laughing, I lifted my lips: "the past is the past. It's hard for me to go back to the past. Well, I'll tell you what's serious. Later, you'll gather the two little girls together for a meeting. You'll explain to them that the studio is going to close down, and you'll settle their wages and compensation according to the labor law. You'll have to work harder. Contact and see if any thrift store wants those office equipment. You'll see to it. "

"It's no problem. It's all mine."

Ma Xiaoyan patted her chest: "that's what you've learned. I'm experienced and I promise to understand it well. Sister Liu, you are in such a situation now. Just rest. If you are in a bad mood and want to find someone to play with you, I can wave at any time. "

I kept smiling without emotion. I said softly, "I'm fine. You don't have to worry too much. It's you. When you go out from me to Yu Jie, don't bring your professional quality. Just mix your salary. Don't work too hard. You know."

After understanding it, Ma Xiaoyan immediately understood my hint: "Hey, I know. I have a lot of spectrum in my heart. If I want to be so capable, why do I want a man? I know, let Yu Jie fight the dog. I want to eat his meat and drink his blood at leisure, otherwise I'll work hard to make cattle and horses for him. I'm in a panic when I think about it."

I comforted a little: "just think so. I won't say much about the liquidation of the studio. Just let go. It's hard for you. I didn't sleep enough last night. I have to go back first and have dinner another day. "

When I came out of the studio, I stood in the corridor and hesitated for a few seconds. I immediately reached into my pocket and took out the previous key. I came forward and opened the opposite door.

I don't know if Zhou Wei asked people to come up regularly to do cleaning or what. I haven't lived here for so long. It's still clean and tidy. I sat on the sofa and scraped it with my hand, but there's no dust at all.

In the familiar environment, the memory that hasn't gone too far is easier to jump out. I seem to see Zhou Wei leaning against the kitchen door. He chatted with me while holding a bowl of eggs. He told cold jokes one after another. I used to dislike what he said was too cold to laugh, but now it makes me laugh like a fool.

Then the tears came up in the laughter, and I was overwhelmed with tears.

Later, I was tired. I grabbed a pillow and hugged it, so I fell asleep.

I was floating in the dream sea. There was a dull noise from the sudden door. I was surprised and suddenly opened my eyes. It was dark all around.

Just then, with a slap, the light suddenly poured down and flashed my eyes.

I followed the prestige and saw Zhou Wei standing there with his back close to the door. His face was full of embarrassment.