Love's Gone

"Look at you. You said you wanted to see me. Did I ask you the first time?"

Disgusted and smiling, Deng Junying said, "we'll have dinner together and talk later. What's your hurry?"

With one breath, Deng Junying said, "give me your address so that I can find a middle place to book a restaurant. If it's just you and me, we can meet and eat whatever we like. But Luo Zhizhong has to follow. He's fussy about what to eat. I still order a restaurant so that he won't affect his dining mood. "

I've seen enough of Luo Zhizhong's bad temper. I infinitely agree with Deng Junying's exquisite practice. We can hit it off at once.

My hands and feet are so sharp that I can't. Deng Junying sent me the address just after I hung up the phone for a while.

The address she chose was a little convenient for me. I had to make do with the working hours. I waited for a while when I arrived. Deng Junying and Luo Zhizhong were late.

Indeed, Luo Zhizhong made great progress. Although he still had a cold expression on his face, he did not violate Deng Junying's appearance of holding a small bag and umbrella. He even came first, helped Deng Junying remove his chair and waited for Deng Junying to sit down. He sat down slowly.

Seeing these two awkward people go around in love and kill each other, I have finally achieved positive results and happy. I am happy for them from the bottom of my heart. My eyebrows are about to be twisted into a knot.

After ordering, Deng Junying took the initiative to move her chair and gather around with me. She said, "Liu duo'an, don't you have something to tell me? Tell me quickly. I'm so curious. What else can you gossip with me?"

Holding the teacup in my hand, the more I tightened my strength, I reluctantly smiled: "you have something to do, you say first, I'll break after you finish."

"Well, I'll start first. Well, he and I are going to settle in Zhuhai."

Pointing to Luo Zhizhong, Deng Junying had a faint sweetness in her mouth: "the pace of life in Shenzhen is too fast. I like to shake everything slowly in Zhuhai. It has the breath of life, few people and good air. Anyway, it is very livable. We have finished the house over there. I'll go first. When he has finished arranging the work of the general assembly, he will come with me. "

Although I am a little disappointed, after several ups and downs, I have been able to safely accept that all the music ends and all the people are separated. I cover up the light loneliness and pretend to be optimistic: "that's good. It's good to change the place. Shenzhen has a fast pace of life. Anyway, Zhuhai is not far from Shenzhen. You can come back to me to play when you are free, and I can sneak to Zhuhai to eat and drink when I'm free."

"There's no problem eating or drinking."

Deng Junying weighed the chopsticks and said, "when your baby is born, you come to Zhuhai to play together. You must let Xiao Wei come too. Then we'll let men take the children, and I'll go shopping with you."

Frowning, my hands intertwined: "Zhou Wei and I divorced."

Stunned, Deng Junying stared at me: "what are you talking about? Did you say it wrong or did I hear it wrong? Liu Duoan, don't worry about silence. Tell me what's going on? Didn't you get well for a long time? The children divorced when they had children. What are you playing with? It's so exciting. Come on, what's the matter with you? "

I opened my mouth and was about to speak. Luo Zhizhong, who had been silent, suddenly stretched out his hand to tease Deng Junying's hand. After he completely attracted Deng Junying's eyes, he winked at Deng Junying again.

Or this is the unique tacit understanding between them. Deng Junying suddenly restrained her excited questions, and her voice was soft: "Liu Duoan, if you have any grievances, tell me, I'll help you out."

I reluctantly smiled: "there is no grievance. Zhou Wei and I broke up peacefully. Don't care so much. You can move your home and raise your baby."

"Ah, how do I think the more you say so, the more fishy it will be. I can't. I'm dry. I can't see my friend suffering from those unclear birds. I have to call Xiao Wei. I call him out and ask him what he's doing!"

With these words, Deng Junying tried to take out his mobile phone.

This time, Luo Zhizhong first restrained Deng Junying: "you said you, what are you involved in the couple's affairs? Don't help more and more, more and more chaos."

What else does Deng Junying want to say? Luo Zhizhong winked again.

Well, Deng Junying was properly taken by Luo Zhizhong again. She put her mobile phone on the desktop: "well, I won't have more trouble. Anyway, Liu Duoan, you are so big. You can pay for your own choice. I put it here. No matter what your relationship with Xiaowei is, our friendship is unchanged. You don't want to stay in Shenzhen any day. Come to Zhuhai and I'll cover you. I'll go to Zhuhai first to develop more excellent young people. Maybe you'll come to Zhuhai later. I can introduce you a dozen high-quality men for you to choose from. Men, don't take them too seriously. Keep them when you're happy and kick them when you're not happy. Like the man in my family, he looks good now. One day he makes me unhappy. My mother still returns to the throne and slaps him to the Pacific Ocean. "

Obviously, he was stabbed by Deng Junying's last two words. Luo Zhizhong's face was a little ugly. He dialed the menu with his hand and said, "what else do you want to eat? Why don't you order two more dishes? "

"I think I have enough. You ask Liu Duoan if he wants it."

Standing up, Deng Junying turned out a paper towel from her bag: "I'll go to the bathroom."

He told Deng Junying to be careful of the slippery road and watched Deng Junying turn into the bathroom. Luo Zhizhong turned back slowly. He carelessly filled his own cup with tea. He glanced at me: "I will be in Shenzhen for most of the next half month. If you need help, you can find me. Don't say anything to thank you. Apart from all the things before, you and Lao Deng are friends, that is my friend. The friend didn't shirk when he called, did you understand? "

Not in the mood to ridicule Luo Zhizhong's embarrassing title to Deng Junying, I smiled gratefully: "OK, I remember."

"Very good."

Luo Zhizhong immediately stood up: "I'll go and have a look. I'm afraid the washstand is slippery."

From Luo Zhizhong's simple sentence, I heard a strong consideration. I am even more happy for Deng Junying. I think about that I once sighed and regretted for Deng Junying because I saw Ma Xiaoyan's happiness and sweetness. I didn't expect that Feng Shui took turns. Instead, Deng Junying escaped the sea of bitterness and ascended Shanghai first, which makes me very sad.

Luo Zhizhong didn't interrupt much during the whole meal. While listening to Deng Junying and me talking quietly, he was able to give consideration to pouring water and handing paper. He looked at Deng Junying with such cohesion and determination, and the tacit understanding between Deng Junying and him almost blinded me.

After eating and eating so much dog food, my stomach was full, but my heart was empty, as if it had been hollowed out.

When I got home, I collapsed on the sofa and didn't want to move. I didn't come back until aunt Zhong called me.

When I heard my aunt say she was going to buy vegetables, I thought about it and suddenly came to strength. I pulled a piece of paper and brushed it for a while. I handed it to her: "aunt Zhong, please buy vegetables according to my note. Just put it in the kitchen and I'll do it."

The simple middle-aged woman was embarrassed: "this... Miss Liu, if Mr. Zhou knew I asked you to work by yourself, he would dismiss me."

I said slowly, "don't worry. Do as I say. It's okay."

After opening her mouth, aunt Zhong said nothing more. She went out with a vegetable basket.

When she came back more than an hour later, she equipped all the vegetables I asked her to buy. Without asking me to make a noise, she took the initiative to wash them one by one.

These days, my mood has been so low that I can't. I closed myself and sealed in a small shell. I didn't communicate with aunt Zhong, but it doesn't prevent me from having some good feelings for her. Her hard-working and honest appearance gives me a lot of familiarity and makes me feel soft.

Cheer up, I also plunged into the kitchen. I took the initiative to talk to her: "aunt Zhong, I think your cooking is very delicious. It's no worse than many hotels outside."

Seeing that I took the initiative to talk to her, aunt Zhong was stunned at first, and she soon smiled a little restrained: "just as usual, before I came to Shenzhen to be a resident nanny, I sold pork in the village. I killed pigs and sold meat every day, then set up a pot next to me and cook something by myself. I'm not an old child. There is a supermarket in the village, and pork is not easy to sell, My relatives introduced me to Shenzhen as a nanny. "

I said, "Hey, I can't see. You can kill pigs."

"Yes, my last employer didn't see that I killed pigs at first. Later, he learned that he disliked me for killing pigs, so he dismissed me. I thought about my previous career. Maybe some people can't accept it. I explain it to others every time before I go on trial. Many families don't want me. "

She said, "until I met Mr. Zhou, he had great strength and courage to kill pigs. He decided to invite me. I am very grateful to you. You and Mr. Zhou are good people."

I vaguely felt that Zhou Wei chose aunt Zhong. He either took a fancy to her. He was used to seeing bloody scenes and was not afraid of things. At this moment, he was still planning for me. I couldn't help but be mixed.

With a very low mood, I perfunctorily pulled a few more words with aunt Zhong, and then buried my head in burning and stewing.

I finally put all the dishes on the table. I took out 500 yuan in cash. I apologized and handed it to Aunt Zhong: "aunt, I'm sorry. I'll ask Mr. Zhou to eat at home later. I have something to tell him. Take the money and go out to eat something delicious and buy some daily necessities."

For a long time, aunt Zhong couldn't beat me. She took the money at a loss. She took a shopping bag and said she was going to the supermarket to buy some snacks and send them back to her hometown. She went out.

I turned off most of the lights in the restaurant. I only had a small light on the side. I rummaged through the boxes and cabinets and found half of the candles. I saw Zhou Weizheng coming this way through the window. I lit it.

Knocking on the door, Zhou Wei poked his head inside: "power failure?"

I leaned against porch: "no, I thought it was too bright and turned off some lights."

After a few seconds of hesitation, Zhou Wei came in. He slowly changed into the slippers I prepared for him. He said, "it's better to be brighter. Don't knock."

He just said that. He knew the switch positions of all the lamps at home, but he didn't take the initiative to press the lights.

Following him, I gently closed the door and said, "Zhou Wei, I cooked a meal for you..."

Before I finished, Zhou Wei said in a hurry, "I'm not hungry. I'll pack up my things and go right away. It won't take you long."

I twisted my fingers and said obstinately, "I don't mean anything else. Let's take it as a break up meal. I've always felt that I haven't eaten the separation of break up meals. There are more or less playful ingredients. This is just a break up meal."

His eyes flashed over my face and floated to the table. Zhou Wei frowned: "did you do it? Where's aunt? "

I tried my best to stand upright. I raised my face and coagulated him unscrupulously: "can you just eat a little, even a mouthful?"

Don't open your face. Zhou Wei avoided my sight. He said, "I'm really in a hurry."

"I know."

First, I echoed and said, "I've put away all the dishes and chopsticks. It's only a few minutes for a meal. After you finish eating, I can help you pack up later. I won't delay you."

Maybe he refused me when he saw me so indomitable. I should be ashamed. Zhou Wei reluctantly said, "well, eat a little."

Finally got his consent. My heart was intertwined with joy and bitterness. I hurried back to the table: "I'll bring you soup."

Sitting down, Zhou Wei quickly picked up the bowl. Despite the fact that the soup I reminded him was still hot, he lifted his neck and drank it like drinking. He then dunked the bowl back on the table. He kept stuffing vegetables into his mouth silently until his cheeks bulged out on both sides. He put down his chopsticks, covered his mouth with his hand and pressed hard into it. After he swallowed it hard, He looked up at me: "the taste is very good. Thank Miss Liu for her hospitality."

Many depressed emotions trapped in the chest began to look like fermented fruit wine. There were small bubbles arching and arching there. I needed to squeeze out a smile to stop my lacrimal gland from getting out of control and said, "you're welcome. You've been taking care of me for the past few months. I've arranged three meals a day. That's all I can do. "

His mouth opened and closed. I don't know how many words Zhou Wei said. Finally, he was defeated in hesitation. He stood up and said, "take your time and I'll pack up."

Watching him turn into the bedroom, I looked at the dishes on the table that didn't move much. I tried my best not to let my mood collapse. I turned on the light and hesitated again and again. I followed Zhou Wei into the bedroom. I had the cheek to approach him again: "do you need help? I can do things like folding things. "

"No."

With a crisp refusal, Zhou Wei devoted himself to: "what do you want to do? Go for a walk. I'll help you close the door later."

I tried to resist the acid coming out of my nose. I pretended to be relaxed: "if I don't go out, I can watch here and help my eyes, otherwise you accidentally take something wrong of me, it will be in trouble."

The action was obviously stretched. Zhou Wei was silent for a long time before he slowly replied: "that's OK."

There was another silence. He was cold and mentioned the topic of abortion: "you still have to hurry to the hospital."

I even said, "yes, I'm still making psychological preparations. I can overcome it soon."

"As soon as possible."

After a slight pause, Zhou Wei lowered his voice several degrees. His next words were undoubtedly like a rough and cold iron rod, which pierced a big hole in my heart.