Love's Gone

There's nothing wrong with him. He spoke very slowly. Every word he said was like an aggressive blade. He flapped his beautiful and charming lips. He was extremely cruel and said, "next Wednesday, I'm going to be admitted to a mental hospital. You have to be before that time, otherwise I can't go with you."

He's an asshole.

I'm so patient, I'm going to successfully lock all my vulnerabilities in front of him, I can calmly continue to disguise and ignore my inner estrangement from him, but he just used these words to drive me into the haze of hell, which not only makes my tears flow, but also makes all my reason and forbearance feed the dog, At this moment, there was only a huge collapse, which also dominated me to go forward regardless. I squatted and threw myself at Zhou Wei from behind: "I don't allow you to go to that place! I forbid you to go to that place! Zhou Wei, will you stop making trouble? Come back, let's live together and let me take care of you. Let's invite a doctor to our house. Let's invite the best psychiatrist. Even if we lose our money, we can't escape, let alone hide from the doctor. Let's try again... "

His body stiffened for a while. Zhou Weiyi tried to break away from my hug with a mild strength. He was still calm: "I didn't make trouble. I can face the reality before I made the decision to stay in the mental hospital. You don't have to be so excited. The so-called emotional power is useless. Only the mental hospital is the place I should go. There are good doctors and drugs, Those things can control me not to go crazy and destroy. Only the mental hospital is my most deserved destination. Liu Duoan, you have to correct your ideas. You are not omnipotent, and you are not the Savior. You are just an ordinary girl. You are not as powerful as you think. You don't need to bind yourself with moral shackles. You don't have to. "

I opened my mouth in a hurry. I lost my calmness too much. I accidentally bit my tongue between my lips and teeth. The pain drilling into my heart and lungs stopped my brain for a while. I reacted and stubbornly entangled Zhou Wei with my hands: "Zhou Wei, just let me try again. Let's try again. If the current environment makes you unhappy and depressed, Then we can change to another city. Just like Luo Zhizhong and Deng Junying, they plan to leave Shenzhen and take root in Zhuhai. We can also choose a city we like each other. We can stay away from all the troubles in Shenzhen and go to a quiet place... "

But he was not moved by me. Zhou Wei slowly grabbed my hand. He just broke my fingers one by one like peeling corn kernels. His deep voice seemed to pour thousands of emotions, but it seemed that there was no emotion at all. He said: "Liu duo'an, you are still in your dream. You should wake up. There are countless wonderful changes in your life, but for me, My good days have come to an end. I will slowly be swallowed up by disease. I will slowly become a person I can't accept when I'm awake. If you still love me, when I beg you, you let me retain my last dignity and dignity. I only wronged you for the last time. I beg you not to shake me again. I can't afford such full emotional ups and downs. "

In my decadent and loose hand, Zhou Wei slightly pulled my body to the side. He stood up with illness. He shook off his soul on the ground: "I shouldn't come to pick up these things tonight. You'd better throw them away. Anyway, it's hard for me to have a chance to wear these clothes in the future."

Leaving me as if I had been fixed, Zhou Weiyi stumbled and ran outside. The muffled sound of closing the door outside was like a thunderclap in my heart, falling apart and blooming.

I reacted and chased out. However, Zhou Wei ran too fast. I still had the ball. Finally, I could only watch him drive away, leaving only a small miniature of me.

I was at a loss and stood in place for almost ten minutes. I came home in a state of panic, facing the cold leftovers all over the table. I sat down like a stone man without thinking and began to pick things from my mouth. I stuffed my mouth until there was no gap, I almost ate everything on the table in one breath, but I still wasted food. Within a while, I ran to the bathroom and vomited darkly, as if bile were pouring out.

After a lot of tossing and cleaning up myself, I washed the dishes silently, and then sat on the sofa in a daze. In this familiar environment, my brain is always inexplicably active. If I don't move, there will be things that have happened before. It's easy for me to see Zhou Wei's appearance of quietly washing vegetables and cooking and seriously mopping the dishes. My brain is about to explode and feel miserable.

I sat until aunt Zhong came back.

She took the 500 yuan and didn't buy anything for herself. She bought a handful of flower glue, which was strongly recommended by the girl in the drugstore. She will stew it for me tomorrow.

This little warmth is really what I need most at this moment, but it is also a drop in the bucket to melt the mountain of glaciers in my heart. After a perfunctory word with her, I went back to my bedroom, took a perfunctory bath, and then I fell into bed and slept in the dark, unaware of the cycle of day and night.

On the way, I woke up several times. I grabbed my cell phone, glanced at it, closed my eyes and forced myself to continue to entangle in the dream. I hope I can sleep and dream all the time. At the moment I wake up, all the noise has disappeared. Even if Zhou Wei no longer belongs to me, I also hope he can return to the original Ivory like purity.

But I may have too much extravagance, and even God can't bear to tease me again. The more I want to escape, the more I push me from this confusion to another displacement.

It was Wang Heng who woke me up.

When I cut off the sharp bell and slowly put the mobile phone to my ear, Wang Heng was only a casual person from the beginning. He was impatient and surging: "Liu duo'an, where are you? Come to wanmeng, childe Zhou. Something happened to him! You have to be fast, as fast as you can! "

My soul was torn apart. I flew all the way to the outside of the community. When I was in the taxi, I found that two buttons of my clothes were missing. I buried myself and buttoned my clothes while holding the money to urge the driver to fly with me.

I went straight to Zhou Wei's office without any image.

I'm still a step slow.

Zhou Wei once had a neat and orderly office, and many things were smashed into pieces. The mess of chicken feathers in that place was like a vicious woman grinning at me, which made my eyes black. There was no figure of Zhou Wei, but Wang Heng with a heavy look and Mao Jieqiong with a meaningless face.

Seeing the woman who once gave birth to Zhou Wei but didn't give him any warmth and only knew to ask for it, there was a creaking noise in my bones. I vaguely guessed that Zhou Wei was in trouble because of Mao Jieqiong's arrival, but I was concerned about Zhou Wei's safety. I didn't care about her. I rushed straight to Wang Heng: "how's Zhou Wei? Where is he now? "

Wang Heng buried his face in some negative depression: "childe Zhou was just excited and smashed all over here. He also ran around with a knife and scared many colleagues of wanmeng into a mess. Zhou Tianquan said childe Zhou had schizophrenia and he had an anti social violent personality, so Zhou Tianquan called the mental hospital. Someone came and forced him to detain childe Zhou, Take it away. "

Even if I bite my lips, I still can't control my body. I keep trembling and trembling. Slowly, my voice also trembled: "he's good. How did he go away?"

Wang Heng still couldn't accept all this. He buried his face and pointed to Mao Jieqiong's direction: "she, she may have received someone's money. She deliberately ran to childe Zhou to talk disorderly, constantly stimulated childe Zhou and said that childe Zhou collapsed."

The pain went to the bone, and I insisted, "OK, I see."

I still walked to Mao Jieqiong with one breath. I didn't give her any reaction time. I raised my hand and slapped her in the face: "I slapped Zhou Wei! Scum like you don't deserve to be a mother! "

It's not a gas-efficient lamp at all. Mao Jieqiong immediately blew her hair and fought with me. She was about to fight back: "Liu duo'an, what kind of person are you, and what qualifications do you have to hit me..."

I quickly grabbed her hand and threw it back: "don't touch me with your dirty hand! Now I hold 25% equity of wanmeng. You'd better get out of here without stopping, or I'll call the security guard to lift you up and throw you out! Get out! "

She covered her face and stood in place for more than ten seconds. Mao Jieqiong was angry: "Liu Duoan, you bitch, wait for me."

She's gone.

After beating and scolding, relying on this time difference, I can finally digest and accept the fact that Zhou Wei was taken away in such an unbearable way. I try to keep a calm voice: "Wang Heng, do you know which mental hospital Zhou Wei was taken away by? I'm going to see what's going on. "

"I don't know."

Shaking his head, Wang Heng felt powerless and guilty: "when I received the notice, the people in the mental hospital had been in place to subdue Mr. Zhou. I wanted to go forward and say something, but I was stopped by the security personnel here. It was not easy for me to break away from the encirclement. The people in the hospital said that I was not a patient's family member. Considering the protection of the patient's privacy, I had no comment on me, I want to negotiate and ask the people over there to wait until you come. Zhou Tianquan will sign as a family member of Duke Zhou and ask someone to take Duke Zhou away. I'm alone. I'm outnumbered and can't pull. "

There was astringency in my eyes. I said, "it's okay. Thank you very much. I'll go to find which hospital Zhou Wei was taken to. I must meet him first."

Wang Heng wanted to stop talking for a while. He said, "Liu duo'an, I may have to pour cold water on you. I see Zhou Tianquan's posture and attitude today. He doesn't seem to want us to know where Mr. Zhou was taken. If my guess is correct, it may be difficult for us to see Mr. Zhou for a while. Mental hospitals are different from ordinary hospitals. Sometimes medical staff will strictly follow the advice of their families and do not easily disclose patient information for the sake of the mental status of patients. Even if we ask one by one next to those hospitals, we may not have an answer. "

I was particularly anxious. My anxiety was like a balloon to break me. I tried my best to warn myself not to mess up. I tried my best to keep my thinking in order: "Wang Heng, you know many people and many doorways. Can you help me find out everywhere? Shall we act separately? Please help me to ask. I'll find Zhou Tianquan... "

His eyes were as dark as carbon. Wang Heng frowned. He closed the door in three steps and two steps and inserted it: "Liu duo'an, I can't let you find Zhou Tianquan. Just before Mr. Zhou was taken away, he may have realized that he came back. He kept shouting in the direction I stood and told me to stare at you. Zhou Tianquan has too many minds. Maybe he designed all this. He used coercion or inducement to get Mao Jieqiong to talk nonsense in front of Mr. Zhou. In this way, he provoked Mr. Zhou to go wild. Then he arranged a mental hospital to force Mr. Zhou to do so. His purpose is to let you find him. I just heard you and Mao Jieqiong say that you have a 25% stake in wanmeng, which can better support my speculation. Running to find Zhou Tianquan now is equivalent to sending sheep into the mouth of a tiger. He has a 99% chance that he wants you to exchange these things in your hand for childe Zhou's information. You can't go to him. "

My eyebrows also rolled out countless wrinkles. I crossed my hands and hugged my shoulders: "I know what you said, but Wang Heng, I don't hide it from you now. Zhou Wei is ill. He is schizophrenic. You should know his temperament and arrogance. He has always been at the top of the food chain, He was suddenly treated with such a loss of dignity, which would crush him and defeat him. I can't wait. I can't wait for a moment. I must see him as soon as possible. I must see him as soon as possible! "

Rubbing his eyebrows and feet with his hands, Wang Heng pressed the voice line: "Liu duo'an, you should remember that you are a pregnant woman, you are pregnant with children, and your stomach is pregnant with the blood of the Zhou family. What I mean is that even if childe Zhou has been clamped down by Zhou Tianquan, you are still a threat to Zhou Tianquan who can compete for interests with him. He will not let you go so easily. Now he wants the equity of wanmeng. You give it away in exchange for only a short peace. When he eats and wipes the things you offer, his next step is to calculate you. You underestimate the snobbery and cruelty of this circle. The richer a person is, in fact, sometimes he has a stronger desire for money, because the higher he stands and enjoys the pleasure of standing high, he wants to get more look up. Zhou Tianquan should not be an exception. Liu duo'an, listen to me. Don't go to him first. I understand you're worried about childe Zhou, but you have to plan for him under the condition of self-protection. This is the smartest way. "

Without missing a word, I put Wang Heng's words into my mind. I subconsciously put my hand in my abdomen and stayed for a few seconds. Suddenly, there was an inspiration. I was afraid that Wang Heng would see the secret of heaven. I quickly gathered my mind: "thank you for reminding me. I have considered what you said. Wang Heng, I thank you for taking Zhou Wei as a real friend, I still want to take the liberty of asking you to inquire for me. As for Zhou Tianquan, I'll think of something else. I won't tell you first. I'd better go to find Zhou Tianquan first, otherwise I'm afraid Zhou Tianquan will be too crazy. He will let people torture Zhou Wei. I'll at least stabilize Zhou Tianquan and prevent him from acting rashly. "