Why are you always thinking about dating me?

"Dump her and be with me."

Her voice seemed to have an unquestionable quality, which gave her the air of a somewhat unreasonable older sister next door.

Lin An thought that if he nodded, Su Yuejin might give him candy.

Chapter Twelve: Don't Speak

The girl's lips were almost within reach.

Just lean forward a little, and you can kiss her, taste the flavor of this beautiful and cute girl in front of you, and let her be tinged with your own colors.

Just a simple nod is enough, right?

But Lin An just looked at her, his expression suddenly showing some weariness. "No, it won't happen."

"My girlfriend doesn't have your figure as well as you, but she's still quite pretty. She's also very gentle and has very sound values. She knows to study hard and improve herself every day, to live up to her parents' expectations, and to work hard. Even dating me took a lot of courage."

When talking about his girlfriend, Lin An's tone became very gentle, but looking at the expression on the boy's face, Su Yuejin felt inexplicably breathless, as if needles were pricking her heart, making it hard to breathe.

"But it's really not your fault. My girlfriend has a very good upbringing and a good family education, unlike you. A person's personality is often shaped by their childhood. Your family doesn't seem to be that happy, so it's really not your fault."

"Some people spend their whole lives being healed by their childhood, while others spend their whole lives healing from their childhood. So, different people have different ways of doing things. No one is absolutely right. But, Sister Su Yuejin, I really don't want you to become a bad girl like this."

"You were just saying that people are attracted to each other based on labels, and your girlfriend is so gentle, what you said..."

"So, I'm about to be dumped, aren't I?" Lin An replied with a wry smile.

Su Yuejin was stunned.

“She saw the hickey on my neck yesterday. If she still loved me, she would have argued with me, but she chose not to say a word to me. I guess she was completely disappointed.”

"If it weren't for this hickey, I estimate it would have been delayed by about a week. Now, I think she should be able to explain things to me tomorrow or the day after, once the rain stops."

"So, can you kowtow to me?" Lin An pinched Su Yuejin's blank face.

"Blame me?"

"Just kidding," Lin An replied helplessly.

“Then you’re a bad person too, so you deserve it,” Su Yuejin said, wiping away her tears.

"It's not that I deserve it, it's that I'm not right for her. I can pretend to be the kind of person she likes, otherwise how could I have won her over? But it's not who I really am. Pretending for love is a very boring thing."

Su Yuejin stared blankly at Lin An's profile, but couldn't understand his melancholy.

"I think I might actually like you, Lin An."

"Please don't, you're just acting on impulse. I'm not a good person. There's still hope for you, don't be foolish," Lin An muttered, though his voice grew weak.

Su Yuejin only then noticed that his face was somewhat pale.

"what happened to you?"

"I think you caught a cold and fever from being caught in the rain today. Stay away from me, or you'll catch it," Lin An muttered, and then happened to sneeze.

Su Yuejin leaned against him, saying, "I won't."

"You're crazy." Lin An didn't bother to pay her any attention. He just didn't know why this woman had suddenly stopped crying and even had a smile on her face.

"I'm a little cold, can you hold me?" Su Yuejin looked at his face.

"It's cold, here's your coat."

"But nothing is as warm as you holding me?" Su Yuejin's voice became sweeter. Lin An didn't want to do this, but she insisted on leaning against him. Lin An was a little annoyed, so he reached out and hugged her.

But instead, he pinched her breast hard.

Su Yuejin's eyes widened, her face flushed instantly, as she looked at Lin An's indifferent expression.

"Do you want another hug?" Lin An asked coldly.

Su Yuejin's cheeks flushed, making her look inexplicably cute, but she tilted her head back and said, "Yes, why not? I'm just cold, so hug me! Hug me tighter!"

Seeing her like this, Lin An finally couldn't hold back, "What? Do you really want to be a whore?"

"You just think of me as a whore, don't you? Huh? Now you're scared?"

"You think I..." Before Lin An could finish speaking, Su Yuejin suddenly moved closer, grabbed his shoulder, and cornered him against the wall. She leaned close to his face, looked into his eyes, and said, word by word, "I see you're scared."

"What do you mean?"

"Then keep going! Didn't you say you were a bad guy? Didn't you say you weren't a good person? Come on, kiss me, hug me, and come home with me later? And keep fucking me hard later?"

Can't you say something nice?

Su Yuejin's smile seemed to deepen even more. "Then, come home with me and continue to pamper me, okay? Do you dare? Do you dare to continue?"

"You're not really scared, are you, Lin An?"

"You still hope I'm doing well, you're still afraid I'll turn bad, aren't you afraid that you've fallen for me?" Su Yuejin pressed closer and closer, making Lin An's breath increasingly hot, until her lips met his again, her soft tongue parting his lips and gently brushing against his teeth, while her hands pressed against his shoulders.

Lin An's breathing became erratic, but a second later, he decisively bit Su Yuejin's lips.

Su Yuejin stepped back abruptly, and Lin An's face showed a hint of exasperation. "Crazy woman!"

But Su Yuejin didn't care at all. She pressed her hand on his shoulder and continued to look into his eyes. Her eyes seemed to be flashing with raging flames. Her hot and bright gaze made Lin An subconsciously want to look away.

"You...are you scared? Lin An, so you still like me, don't you?"

"It's just a feeling of guilt."

"I don't care about guilt or anything like that. You're afraid I'll turn bad now, aren't you? Afraid I'll really be stupid enough to give it to someone else, right? You still want me to change for the better, don't you? You want me to become a good girl?"

"Break up with your girlfriend and be my boy. I'll spoil you, and you'll spoil me too. I'll give you anything you want, as long as you love me well. I'll be your sweet girl in your arms, okay?"

Lin An felt as if a mad beast was approaching him step by step, and he hated this feeling of being manipulated.

"not good."

"If you're really that thirsty, come on, let's have a kiss, and then I'll go to your place, okay? Hmm? Let me make this clear, I won't take responsibility. We'll leave after we're done, okay? Hmm?" Lin An tried to take the initiative, looking at Su Yuejin's face.

Su Yuejin was also looking at him, tilting her head, "Leaving?"

Lin An did not back down, and stared at her for nearly ten seconds. The downpour gradually subsided, as if clearing a path for the two of them.

Lin An's expression showed more fatigue, and he finally lowered his head.

"Stop messing around. I can't like you, and you don't really like me either. Once the passion cools down, you'll regret it, Su Yuejin."

"Why would you think that? I didn't even say I regretted it. I said I love you, did you hear me? I said I love you!"

“You believe in that stuff, but I don’t,” he said.

Lin An stood up. "I can't talk to you anymore. I have a fever. I'm not feeling well today. I can't argue with you. I want to go home and get a good night's sleep. Please let me go."

He stood up, but his body swayed slightly. He didn't know when, but his fever seemed to have really gotten worse, and he felt a little dizzy.

Su Yuejin also stood up, took a transparent umbrella from her hand, and held it over his head. She took his arm and said, "Where do you live? I'll take you home."

"No, let me go." Lin An certainly couldn't let her deliver it. If she did, she would find out that he had an older sister, which would break their agreement.

"Then come home with me, I have medicine at home."

"Aren't you afraid I'll eat you up?"

"I just said, Lin An, I dare to give it to you again, do you dare to take it?" Su Yuejin seemed to have finally become a little smarter at this moment, and the original arrogance that belonged to her returned to her eyes.

Lin An remained silent. The two of them had already left the school. Su Yuejin's home was near the school, not far away. It was a house her parents had bought for her so that it would be convenient for her to go to and from school.

She lives alone.

So Su Yuejin really helped Lin An all the way to her apartment building. Lin An wanted to go home, but the girl grabbed her arm and she couldn't break free. She was led up the elevator and brought to her door. Then Su Yuejin pressed something on the lock of her door and pressed Lin An's finger on it.

"Now you have a key to my house too."

As she spoke, she led Lin An home. Su Yuejin's room was actually quite messy, with lots of clothes and other odds and ends on it. She placed Lin An on the sofa and then went to get the thermometer.

"Keep it in your mouth." Su Yuejin's tone left no room for argument.

Lin An was like a puppet being manipulated, obediently opening his mouth and taking the thermometer in. A few minutes later, Su Yuejin took it out; the temperature was thirty-nine degrees Celsius.

She prepared hot water, fed him fever-reducing medicine, then helped him into her room, took off his shoes, and placed him on her bed.

"Why... are you being nice to me?" Lin An's voice was muffled, and his vision was not clear.

"Who told you to be my first man?" Su Yuejin sat on the edge of the bed, gently tossing her hair. Looking at his vulnerable and helpless appearance, she suddenly found him very cute and wanted to hold him in her arms and comfort him.

She lowered her head and kissed him on the cheek.

"I'm going to take a shower. I held the umbrella for you earlier and your clothes got all wet. You better behave and don't go anywhere."

Lin An just stared at her as she walked away, and inexplicably felt a sense of loss.

Su Yuejin took a quick shower, in just over ten minutes. She came back wearing a white spaghetti strap nightgown, looking pure and innocent, untouched by any dust. She sat on the edge of the bed and gently pinched his cheek.

"Quickly, say it, say you like me," she said.

"I don't want to!" Lin An shook his head like a rattle drum.

"I'll make you say you like me, Lin An." She stood by the window, watching the rain pouring down on the city.

"I have someone I like...that day will never come." His voice was really weak, but very firm.

“But from childhood to adulthood, everything I’ve wanted has always been mine.” Su Yuejin turned around and suddenly smiled.

After a while, I felt like crying again.

"Why did I have to run into you, my nemesis?" she said, her voice trembling with tears. She walked to the bedside, snuggled into his blanket, and hugged him tightly.

"It's so hot."

"It should be hot. You'll sweat more as you get hotter. Others want to be hugged by their older sister but don't even get a chance."

"You just go to sleep quietly and don't say a word."

Su Yuejin leaned closer and kissed his neck again.

"Humph."

"You...you better break up with him right now."

"After we break up, come back to me obediently and love me well."

She looked at the obvious hickey on the other side of Lin An's neck and smiled sweetly.

Chapter Thirteen: Sister, please stop scolding me! Please stop scolding me! Please stop scolding me!

Lin An felt extremely hot.