I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

Ye Jin didn't say anything, which is really worrying. How should I deal with this situation...

"Brother!" Ye Jin came to my room after dinner and yelled at me as soon as he entered the room:

"How shameless! You actually bought something like this! And you even let me see it!"

"Oh, no, I remember I tried to stop you, and it was you who insisted on watching it, right?"

"Well... I don't care. Anyway, you can't buy this kind of thing again in the future!" Ye Jin pointed at me rudely.

"Even if you're my sister, you're being too nosy, aren't you? Besides, you're leaving after today, so it doesn't matter what happens to me, right?"

"Hmm..." Ye Jin, who had nothing to say, stomped his feet angrily and slammed the door and left.

It seems that sometimes electronic things are less likely to be discovered... Speaking of which, it's time to change the password for my computer.

The feeling of giving up contact with each other remains the same

Chapter 16: I gave up the feeling of contacting each other but it still remained the same

It was the afternoon before we left for the training camp, and school was almost over. The atmosphere in the class was very lively, with many people discussing the training camp, to the point where I was annoyed.

Are you all elementary school students before the spring outing?

I couldn't help but think angrily.

"Sheji, are you excited?"

Liu Yan turned around and asked me, looking as excited as ever.

Faced with this scene with such a strong sense of déjà vu, I couldn't help but sigh:

"As the saying goes, a mother worries about her child even when he's a thousand miles away. I really couldn't bear to make my parents at home worry about my safety while traveling. So, instead of being excited, I felt a bit sad."

Liu Yan stared at me for a while and said to me lightly:

"Are you stupid?"

Tsk, a vulgar word.

"Do we still need to go to the club today?" I ignored Liu Yan and turned to ask Lin Quanchuan next to me.

Linquanchuan glanced at me and said, "Oh, sorry, I really didn't know that the actions of lower creatures could be controlled by humans."

Does this mean "whatever you want"?

Well, let’s go sit in the club for a while.

..................

"Ah, that," Brother Nan appeared on the podium, "quiet down quickly, I have something to say."

"It's not a big deal, actually. It's just about the grouping for the training camp. You can freely combine the sightseeing group and the accommodation group. However, the accommodation group can't have people of the opposite sex, and there's a maximum of four people and a minimum of two. The sightseeing group can combine as they please. Okay, now you have thirty minutes to combine and then report the names of the names."

Then the atmosphere in the class became even more lively than before... Oh my god, are you guys really that excited?

"Sheji, let's live together!" Liu Yan quickly turned around and asked me.

"I refuse," I subconsciously rejected this sudden, gay-filled remark, then added, "There are a lot of people you're close to, right? Go find someone else."

"Master Sheji, I know you have a cold personality, but this is a group activity and you have to team up with others. Besides me, the only person you've spoken to in class is Rinquanchuan. Is it possible that you and Rinquanchuan can live together?"

Hey...Rinquanchuan is listening right next to you, you are courting death, young man.

However, Rinquanchuan did not respond, it seemed that he did not hear it.

Liu Yan is right. I really don’t have anyone suitable to form a team.

"Well, that's it." I agreed to Liu Yan's suggestion, "Do you want to add some more people? There are still two spots available."

"You don't have to worry about this." Liu Yan said and turned back.

Ah... never mind. I just hope they don't bring any weirdos.

I've actually stated more than once that I don't want to participate in group actions. If you ask me why, it probably stems from a trust issue between people. It's easy to trust one person, but it's very difficult to trust many people, and even harder to get a group of people to trust you. Therefore, if there's even the slightest discord in such a delicate relationship, mutual suspicion will quickly ensue, or even worse... Well, maybe I'm overthinking other people and imagining human nature too darkly, but if there's a chance of this happening, I want to avoid it as much as possible.

If I'm alone, it doesn't matter.

...........

"Excuse me." I pushed the door and entered the activity room. I habitually looked at the teacup on the coffee table, and then found that the tea leaves had been changed. Well, the color of the tea was different, from green tea to black tea.

"President Rin, why did you change the tea leaves? Have you finished brewing the original tea leaves?"

"Oh, I'm sorry," an unfamiliar female voice said, "I didn't know what kind of tea you liked, so I made my own without permission."

"Huh?" I looked towards the source of the voice in surprise. Although I had never seen it before, it felt familiar. "Excuse me, but you are..."

"Oh, I forgot to introduce myself," she bowed to me, "I'm Rinizumikawa's older sister, my name is Hanekawa. I'm glad you took care of me."

"Oh, well..." I really didn't know how to deal with this kind of etiquette. "So you are Rinsenkawa's sister, hello." I had no choice but to respond like this.

No wonder she looks familiar, she does look somewhat similar to Rinquankawa, but she has waist-length hair and her breasts are obviously much better developed than her sister's, but she is not much taller than Rinquankawa.

"Hmm...where's Rinizumikawa-san?" I asked.

"Ah, I have something to tell her at home. I guess she will be here soon." She sat on the sofa opposite me. "Please sit down. I have something to tell you."

Well...although I was a little hesitant, I still sat down.

"To be honest, I actually founded this tea ceremony club," she glanced around. "It was actually for my younger sister, who was in junior high school. You can kind of relate to how my younger sister treats other people, right?"

"Ah...yeah."

She smiled and said, "So, I asked her to take over this club, just to make her change her way of dealing with people, but it seems to be of no use. There is not a single member in the club."

"Well, we need to take our time with this kind of thing. I don't think clubs like this will be very helpful."

"But you don't seem to mind my sister's attitude towards you, and you even took the initiative to join this club. Why?" She asked me with a smile, "Do you like my sister... or are you a masochist?"

...I didn't know how to answer, so I just picked up the teacup and drank. Well, it tasted good.

"So, you didn't come here to tease me?" I changed the subject.

"Well, I have something to discuss with you. No, it's more like a request," she looked at me, her eyes becoming serious. "My sister doesn't have any friends this time, so she won't be able to go through the activities smoothly. The only person she'll be interacting with is you. Could you please take care of her?"

Please... I don't think I can handle the responsibility. Besides, with Linquanchuan's personality, would she let me take care of her? It doesn't seem easy. Also, isn't this statement too ambiguous?

Perhaps because he saw my hesitation, Rin Hanekawa sighed and said:

"That's right. It's because that kid is so mean to others. Even though you don't say it, you still feel..."

"No," I interrupted Rinhanekawa. "I don't find Rinhanekawa-san annoying. On the contrary, I think she has a lot of personality and is undoubtedly kind-hearted. She's just not very good at expressing her feelings." I put down my teacup. "I'm worried about myself. I'm a person who values ​​giving up. I don't have much self-control and I'm afraid of trouble. I only come into contact with Rinhanekawa-san by chance, and I find it incredible that she trusts me like that. I even doubt whether I deserve your trust as my sister."

"What?" She breathed a sigh of relief. "There's absolutely no need to doubt yourself. The reason I trust you is that I must know something about you."

Who are you?... But now that you've said that, I have no reason to refuse.

"Okay, then I agree." After thinking for a moment, "But, there's no special meaning to it. It just feels like helping an ordinary friend. Yeah, that's it."

"Thank you very much." Rin Hanekawa stood up and bowed to me again. "Well, I'll take my leave now. My sister doesn't really like meeting me, so I try to avoid her."

"Well, goodbye then." Although I really want to know the reason why I don't want to meet you, I'd better not be so interested in this kind of thing.

"Okay, see you next time." After saying that, she left quickly.

It seems she still cares about Rinsenkawa. Even if she tries to avoid contact, her concern for her sister hasn't faded. Well, they are sisters after all, so it's impossible for them to give up on each other.

I'm actually a little worried about Rinhanekawa. I always feel that although she's good at socializing, she's not much better at expressing her feelings than Rinsenkawa. Maybe that's why we didn't touch each other today... But it seems that even if we gave up touching each other, my concern for my sister has not changed.

Well, let me take care of Rinsenkawa on behalf of Rinhanekawa. Even though it's troublesome, it's my elder sister's fault after all.

It seems that this training camp will not be easy... Well, never mind, we'll talk about it later. The most important thing now is to enjoy this moment of peace.

Give up unnecessary sense of responsibility, squad leader

Chapter 17 [Training] Give up unnecessary sense of responsibility, class leader

This is so strange... I clearly turned off the alarm on my phone... why is it ringing so early...

I touched my phone and took a look.

Oh, it's a call... Who is it?... Unknown number... Well, I don't know who's calling, but...

"Hello, who is this..." I said vaguely after picking up the phone.

"Sheji? I'm Liu Yan." The familiar voice and name came into my ears, instantly stimulating me who was still half asleep and half awake.

"Are you still at home now? There are only thirty minutes left before departure." Liu Yan continued.

Ah, departure? What departure? Looks like a training camp... Oh! Training camp! I actually forgot about it!

But why did Liu Yan call me?

Ahhh, never mind, move faster...

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Finally, five minutes before departure, I arrived at the school. There were many students and buses on the playground.

"You idiot," Brother Nan flicked his forehead without a word when he saw me, "I called you several times but you didn't answer. Then someone else answered. You did it on purpose, didn't you?"

"It's just a coincidence," I rubbed my forehead, "I just fell asleep and didn't hear it."

"Forget it, it's good that you're here." Brother Nan turned and got in the car. "Okay, everyone, get ready. We're about to leave."

"Sheji, come here." Liu Yan waved at me from the window on the left.

"What? Didn't you find anyone?" I looked at the empty seat next to me.

"Ah...it seems so," Liu Yan said nonchalantly, "Wouldn't it be better if it was just us? We could have an in-depth discussion on how to pick up girls."

“Who would talk to you about picking up girls?” I said as I put on my headphones. “I’m not going to talk to you anymore. I need to catch up on my sleep. Don’t bother me.”

"Ah~ Haven't you slept enough?" Liu Yan shook his head helplessly. "Forget it, whatever you want."

However, even though I said I wanted to catch up on some sleep, I really couldn't fall asleep at the moment because it was so noisy both inside and outside the car. However, playing music would make a difference.

While listening to music, I began to look for Rinquanchuan's location. After all, I promised to take care of her, but I had no idea what to do specifically.

It didn't take me long to find Lin Quanchuan. She was sitting about four seats in front of me on the left. Although there were girls sitting with her, she was still reading and had no intention of talking to them.

It's a bit worrying. The guidebook says we have a few hours of free time after arriving at our destination, but it would be tough to do it alone. Well, putting that aside, the school has arranged a hotel on the mountain near the scenic spot to make it easier to visit the scenic area the next day. While this arrangement isn't a big deal, and it allows for the fun of hiking, the question is whether those who don't exercise regularly will fall behind. Especially since Rinsenchuan always has to take time off from physical education classes, they're bound to fall behind.

Logically, I should have taken the initiative to approach her, but unfortunately, Ye Hui's intimate behavior last week made the classmates think that I was dating her. If I get closer to Lin Quanchuan...

"Sigh..." I sighed and took off my headphones.

"Hey, Liu Yan, do you remember when I first talked to you, you talked about Linquanchuan?" I think I should know more about Linquanchuan.

"Ah, how could I forget." Liu Yan showed a complicated expression.

"From your tone, it seems like you know a lot about Rinsen River. Can you tell me something?"

"Ah? Sheji, are you..." Liu Yan was shocked, "Are you planning to attack Linquanchuan?"

I knew it would be like this... But I still nodded, just to get the information.

"You are worthy of being a master," Liu Yan nodded in admiration. "In fact, Lin Quanchuan and I went to the same junior high school. It was at that time that I learned that she was cold and bad to people, but there was a reason for it." Liu Yan paused deliberately.

"Ah, what's the reason?"

"Master, haven't you noticed? Why is Rinquanchuan so good at studying despite having such a bad personality? Why is the tea ceremony club's decoration better than other clubs? It's because her family is actually very rich."

I noticed this a long time ago, and her sister also said that it was she who founded the tea ceremony club, so those decorations must have been obtained by her.

"Ah? So what? What do you want to say?"

"You want to capture the eldest daughter of a wealthy family? Even if you're a master, I think it's hard enough."

Liu Yan added, "Even if we ignore her identity, what's so good about a girl with such a bad personality?"

"Okay, I understand. Let me think about it." This is how the conversation with Liu Yan ended.

It seems that there is no information I want from Liu Yan. Her personality is already well known to everyone, and now it seems that tonight's training camp is worrying.

Tsk, this is a bit difficult...

"Even so, isn't there someone who is in the same group with Lin Quanchuan?" I asked Liu Yan.

"Ah, well," Liu Yan pointed at the girl sitting across from Lin Quanchuan, "It's probably because of the class monitor. She seems to care about Lin Quanchuan a lot, and she's very popular in the class. The girls around her are only in the same group with Lin Quanchuan because of the class monitor, right?"