The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

Zhu Yufeng: “???”

Before that? Why didn't he have any impression? Wait, Wei Wei used the word "concern", so he didn't have any impression, which should be... normal, right?

Sakura, who was in the background: "..."

I can't get a word in halfway through the conversation... Never mind, let her go cut some vegetables...

Chapter 173 Initial Deviation

It all started with a chance encounter. The fraudster girl who had just obtained the qualification to leave the isolated island followed the pink-haired girl who vouched for her to Flame Chasing Moth.

That was her first encounter with the boy who would later be called the Fallen Angel of the Dawn. However, at that time, he was only the deputy of the beautiful girl. Anyone who mentioned him would first say, "Ah, him, Alicia's deputy?"

When I first met him, he was still writing about someone who almost always wrote "very simple" in his mission reports.

"I'm just a mortal. I don't have the power like Kevin or Alicia. There's always a limit to what I can do," he once said.

She was curious about this because in her opinion, the boy could actually do a lot of things, but he found the wrong reference.

Curiosity is also one of the original sources of all emotions.

She also felt that she was actually the same. She had no talents, but she could be anyone if she wanted to, that was all.

She once accidentally picked up the boy's lost diary. He didn't have the habit of keeping a diary, so it was more like a complaint and rant about his daily life rather than a diary. It was then that she discovered that this boy who always seemed a little taciturn could actually have such rich inner activities.

It might be because the boy was just complaining in the notebook and didn't pay much attention to it, nor did he mention what he was carrying which she didn't know until everything started over again.

The only relevant information is probably that "Kevin is a natural hero and the central character of the play."

That was the first time she had the idea of ​​challenging something, and the trajectory of her destiny was slightly deviated because of this small notebook.

Of course, she also saw herself mentioned briefly in the notebook. He didn't seem to care too much about herself. At that time, he paid more attention to Alicia and Kevin. At that time, he always wanted to be someone who was qualified to stand by Alicia's side.

Also out of curiosity, she has been silently observing the boy. During the fifth great collapse, Kevin killed the emperor-level collapse beast Pavanti and recovered the Herrscher core of the fifth Herrscher. He organized and established a defense line to resist the spread of many alien collapse beasts born at the same time as Pavanti to the surrounding human cities. But people always pay more attention to the first place, don't they?

She wanted to know if he was disappointed, but he didn't seem to be dissatisfied with it. He even acted a little indifferent. But after reading his diary, she knew that it was actually a kind of inferiority complex. He knew that he couldn't surpass Kevin. In his eyes, Kevin could do all these things, and he also thought that he couldn't do it.

Who would have thought that the fallen angel who always looked down on the world and was almost indifferent and arrogant in the future was actually a person with some inferiority complex? If she hadn't got the notebook, she wouldn't have thought of it.

As for the notebook, it had been kept in the Spiral Workshop until [they] accidentally let him see it. But at that time, he seemed to have forgotten that he had this notebook and didn't even take a second look at it.

In the Sixth Herrscher incident, Kevin killed the Sixth Herrscher. Due to his momentary mercy, the Sixth Herrscher's counterattack before death destroyed the lives of an entire city. Kevin felt very guilty about this. Although he was commended as the main force in killing the Judgment-level Honkai Beast Yama, people still focused more on Kevin.

After that he left the Fire Moth, and when he came back, it was time to join the Fusion Warrior Program.

Kevin killed the Seventh Herrscher, but also fell into a severe depression because of the humanity displayed by the Seventh Herrscher at the end. Alicia specially held a special birthday party for him, and invited All the fusion fighters were involved at the time, and everyone was encouraging Kevin to get out of the woods.

At that time, she once again remembered what he had written in his notebook: "Kevin is a natural hero, the center of the play." The heroes in the story always get help from others when they are in trouble and then get out of the predicament. She had to admit that he seemed to be right.

She had been silently following his story until she developed some strange feelings in the end, but she also chose to remain silent because she knew that compared to the person he was following, she was just an unconfident fool with no talent.

When the destined end came, he became the hero he once looked up to. What was he thinking at that time?

After everything started over again, she was troubled for a while because she couldn't fully control all her personalities. She also thought about whether she should look for him in advance. If she had met him earlier, would there be any changes? But after she learned that other people were reborn like her, she felt entangled again.

This time, he is a hero, but she is still...

"If we continue to sit on the sidelines like this, will we still gain nothing in the end?"

"If you want to, you can do it, so why don't you dare to think about it when you come to Yu Feng?"

"I have thought about it!"

"The result you thought about is to stop thinking about playing badly and stop thinking about it, right?"

"But aren't your methods too radical?"

"Marriage first, love later. Isn't that how it's written in novels? If you can't get married, it's the same to find someone who's similar."

"Why would you read this kind of novel?!"

"I'll state in advance that it seems that the experts have started to look at it. Besides, how do you think we can win in this situation? You can't expect him to take the initiative if he wants to recall the past. Baiwei is more open-minded than you. At least she dares to take that step."

"……I……"

"Let me emphasize that this is not the one I started looking at. It was right next to me when I woke up. The one before me was the scholar, right?"

"I am just trying to follow the former's path. I did not take the first step. The one in front of me is the one who has coordinated us."

"Uh... I'm just... a little curious... We have to find a way. We... we can't just keep watching the surveillance or something, right?"

"Well, after all, if we continue like this, is there a possibility that little Padu can run farther than us?"

"..."

"Maybe even Mobius..."

"It's okay to lose to little Patuo, but it's a big problem to lose to Mebius, right? Didn't the book say that Tsundere retired from the environment?"

"Don't really take the novel as a reference!"

"Hmm... Come to think of it, I remember that you were the first one to read this kind of novel?"

"...That's it."

"?"

The noise in her mind stopped at a certain moment, and she said: "I... I'd better do it myself."

……

"Wow, as expected of Wei Wei, the dinner you made is exquisite." Alicia looked at the dinner on the table and said, "The one over there...was Feng you who made it? It looks delicious~"

"It's a shame." Zhu Yufeng said.

"So Baiwei can cook normal meals." Lilith said thoughtfully, "I thought the cooking style of Baiwei, which was derived from the scholar personality, was leaning towards the mysticism."

Zhu Yufeng was stunned. Didn't Wei Liwei say that Bai Wei was the personality she separated from at first? Why would Lilith say that...

Noticing that Zhu Yufeng's eyes were a little strange, Lilith looked at him in confusion: "Isn't this what you remember about Wei Erwei, in the story of the paradise in the past?"

She shouldn't have remembered it wrongly, because all the information about that game and everything about it caused her so much surprise at the time, so she read all the information very seriously.

Zhu Yufeng tilted his head. Is that true? Why doesn't he remember it?

Lilith shouldn't remember it wrong, right? He had forgotten a lot of things, but unlike Hua who deleted his memories regularly, he just buried them deep in his memory, making it difficult to recall. But as long as he used Yu Duchen or something, he could still remember it, especially in Lilith's state.

Alicia looked at Lilith and felt helpless, you know? Her love rival knew everything about the person she liked, and... now it seemed that there was a disagreement?

"Maybe you remembered it wrongly, Lilith." Wei Wei placed a dish on the table. "Baiwei, she is indeed one of the personalities I first separated... No, it's not that you remembered it wrongly, it's because the changes brought about by Yu Feng started from that time."

Rather than saying that, if you can really make this dish, is it possible that you can also use it on Zhu Yufeng?

Lilith looked at Wei Wei: "You are not Bai Wei... Are you the original Wei Wei?"

"Yes, for the time being... you can call me the [I] personality." A trace of shyness rarely appeared on Wei Wei's face. "This should be our first meeting, Lilith."

It's not wrong to say that she wanted to be a chef on a whim, because at that time she read a novel that mentioned "to capture a person's heart, you have to capture his stomach first", and then she casually read some cooking books...

Moreover, this sentence has been mentioned in many books. In addition, from the actual situation, it seems that Lilith did the same thing? After returning to the Fire Chaser Moth in this life, Lilith prepared breakfast for Yufeng every day. Baiwei had a similar idea a long time ago, but did not dare to...

The best reference example is Lilith who successfully poached Alicia, right? Although she may not have poached all of her friends, at least she succeeded in some way, right?

Alicia: "..."

I don't know why, but I have a strange feeling that someone is hinting at me...

"Speaking of this...you said you have been paying attention to me for a long time, what's the situation?" Zhu Yufeng asked puzzledly. Of course, he did not write down all the archives about the paradise of the past, and as time went by, he only remembered the overall context of events related to the previous civilization.

Wei Erwei looked at Zhu Yufeng and said with a resentful tone: "The first time I met you was when Alicia and I returned from the isolated island where the Fire Moth imprisoned me."

Zhu Yufeng tried to recall, but failed. He had no memory of that time. He only remembered that he was busy writing mission reports during that time, trying to improve his abilities by crushing Honkai. Occasionally, he got upset because Alicia and Kevin were getting close...

When he thought of this, he wanted to roll on the ground. It was another dark history that could not be told!

He really didn't pay much attention to other people. At that time, the only person of the opposite sex he paid attention to was Alicia. He had some impression of the Sixth Herrscher Seele. She had even slapped him in the face when she was still a human and thought he was a bad guy. As for Mobius, that was during the Seventh Herrscher incident...

Seeing Zhu Yufeng still looking confused, Wei Erwei looked up at the ceiling and said, "Forget it. At that time, I guess the only girl you had eyes for was Alicia. It's normal that you don't remember her."

Alicia: "..."

Although he was talking about Feng, why did she feel like he was talking about her?

What happened at that time... So the earliest rival was not Lilith but Wei Wei? No, I didn't have this idea at that time, so... that means she was the one who came later?

"But... I don't think I was worthy of your attention at that time, right?" Zhu Yufeng said.

"You are Alicia's deputy, and a man. Isn't this enough to attract people's attention?" Lilith said with empty eyes.

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

Yes, that makes sense.

"That was the first time we met, and I was indeed interested in you for this reason." Wei Liwei said, "But I became really curious when I picked up your diary."

Alicia: “!”

Maple's diary!

Lilith crossed her arms and complained, "His diary... He just writes whatever he thinks of. It's full of his complaints and resentments. I've also read it after the Fallen Angels were established... He wouldn't write anything secretive about him in there. What kind of diary is it if it doesn't have any interesting secrets in it..."

Zhu Yufeng looked at Lilith. So you started peeping at that time, right?

Lilith said calmly, "I have to see how my image in your eyes changes so that I can think about what to do next. And I'm not the only one watching. Xila will also watch."

Xila, who was acting as an invisible background: "?"

Does she have one? What is a diary?

Ying, who was also in the background: "..."

I remember that Phyllis seemed to have known Feng during the Twilight Street incident, but I only officially met this person during the Ninth Herrscher incident...

"Maybe Yu Feng had already let go of his relationship with Alicia by then." Wei Erwei lowered her eyes. "The diary I found at that time contained a lot of his resentment towards Kevin."

"In short, jealous, right?" Lilith laughed, "Otherwise he wouldn't have confessed his feelings to me and then come to Europe so I can just ignore him and not be bothered by him."

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

How to make dinner? It's starting to become a discussion meeting for his dark history again? Fortunately, Kosmo and Destobia are probably still out on a date or something, Mobius locked himself in his room as usual, Su also went to relax alone, and Padu and Eden took Ling and Gracie to play near the villa.

Alicia: "..."

They were clearly discussing Feng's affairs... Not only could she not get a word in, she didn't even seem to want to continue understanding.

Chapter 174 The Real Thought

"But I didn't expect that you, as the original Wei Wei, not only chose to come out, but it seems that you and Feng had dinner together this afternoon, right?" Lilith said, "When did you come out? Or has it been you since lunch?"

cherry:"……"

Actually, she did help... Although most of the time she was cutting vegetables and helping Wei Erwei and Zhu Yufeng check the time... There was nothing she could do, she only knew some simple home cooking and she really didn't know how to make what Zhu Yufeng and Wei Erwei wanted to make...

"To be exact, it has always been me since the beginning." Wei Wei said, "Whether it was during the magic show or when I came back... After all, Extreme Evil and the Magician also came from me, and I... am still a trickster after all. I can separate them, and similarly, I can imitate them. The feelings they have, in the final analysis, come from me. Without a doubt, they belong to Wei Wei."

"But Ji'e is undoubtedly more open-minded than you, right?" Lilith said with a smile, "If it were her, she would definitely dare to sit on Feng's lap to eat."

“I, I can’t do anything about it… Although she is also [Wei Wei], but… when she was separated, all of [Wei Wei]’s feelings for Yu Feng were included with her.” Wei Wei lowered her eyes, “In the later years, even if these feelings were separated from her as soon as they arose, in the end…”

"You can't finish dividing it, right?" Lilith looked at Wei Wei with interest. "So, what exactly do you want to do by telling us all this today?"

Wei Erwei looked at Zhu Yufeng: "Because I... I really don't want to continue doing nothing. No, I should say that I finally figured it out. I also want to be like you guys, to be able to spend time with Yufeng every day."

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

Is that so straightforward?

Alicia looked at Weiliwei. She was quite familiar with all of Weiliwei's personality traits, even the Evil who she had seen the least. Now she knew why Evil always seemed to have a grudge against her. It was likely that what Weili had given up was not only her feelings for Feng, but also her jealousy towards herself.

Because... if you think about it carefully, Feng at that time was really alike to Jiwu. He did acknowledge Kevin's excellence and strength, and even spoke for Kevin when others questioned him. But when Kevin tried to talk to him, he always spoke with thorns, which confused Kevin. He even came to her to ask if he had done something wrong.

The same goes for Ji'e. Although he always speaks to her in a bad mood, but no matter how reluctant she is, when Ji'e really needs her help, Ji'e will help. As for how he helps, that is another matter.

Similarly, has she ever had such emotions herself?

There must be.

She had also been jealous that Mebius knew more about Feng, such as the plan to ascend to godhood, and Feng's side effects... In addition, until now, she was jealous that Lilith knew more stories that she had never known, and she was also jealous of the past that Lilith and Feng had spent together.