The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

Jealousy is a normal emotion and part of being human.

but……

According to my understanding of my true self, Velvet, who is always insecure and second only to Kevin Armed Model 5 in shyness among all personalities, could she be so bold to hold Feng's hand at noon?

Come to think of it, from the time of rebirth until now, it seems that Kevin's Armed Model 5 has never appeared?

"Is it because love can make people timid, but it can also make people bold?" Alicia thought to herself. She would hesitate because she found out that she liked Feng. It is normal for my self, Velvet, to become more proactive because of this, isn't it?

It would be a lie to say that I don't care about Velvet's declaration that she is ready to officially join the "battlefield", but... after all, Velvet has been hovering on the edge for so long. From the time I met her after my rebirth and knew about Velvet's feelings for Feng until now, Velvet has indeed rarely taken the initiative to do anything. Most of the time, she just watches. Even someone as awkward as Mobius is more proactive than her...

So even if Weiwei really thought it over, it didn't seem strange at all.

Alicia looked at Lilith, and Lilith's expression remained unchanged. That's right, she has always been indifferent to anyone competing with her.

Zhu Yufeng felt a little uncomfortable when being looked at by Wei Erwei. Although he always believed that his emotional intelligence was definitely higher than Kevin's, he had to admit that he was not as open-minded as Kevin when it came to emotional matters. Being looked at like this, his little conscience would still make him feel guilty for being a scumbag.

He looked away, then at his watch, and changed the subject immediately: "It's about time, Su and the others will be back, and dinner is ready. I'll go upstairs and call Mebius."

Watching Zhu Yufeng's back as he left, Lilith crossed her arms and said, "He is indeed a scary straight man sometimes, but he is not that stupid. It's just that he is too indecisive when it comes to his own feelings."

"Those involved in the matter are often confused, while those who are not involved can see things more clearly. Is that what you mean?" Wei Liwei said.

"Not necessarily. After all, our situation is different from the relationship that normal people can have." Lilith spread her hands.

Alicia looked at Lilith and Weiwei with empty eyes. Indeed, this was completely different from the love that normal people could have. Which normal person would take action to bind his consciousness with the person he likes and read his memory? Which normal person would put eavesdropping devices and surveillance cameras in the bedroom and body of the person he likes to keep a 24-hour watch on him...

In comparison, Mebius seemed much more normal.

"Then I'll go outside and call Eden and the others to come in for dinner." Alicia said.

"I'll go too." Sakura said.

As for Xila? She had already followed Zhu Yufeng upstairs.

Then only Lilith and Velvet were left staring at each other.

"Okay, now that they've all left, shouldn't you tell me your true thoughts during this short time, Wei Wei?" Lilith looked at Wei Wei and said, "'I finally figured it out' is a really good reason, and I believe it's true, but the art of speaking is that you can only say half of something."

Weiwei looked at Lilith, she seemed a little hesitant. Indeed, this "finally figured it out" was not only because she wanted to get along with Zhu Yufeng normally like everyone else every day, but also because of the support brought by Weiwei's long-term observation and wiretapping of Zhu Yufeng and various intelligence collected.

In addition, after Lilith joined the Fire Moths, [Vilvi] also maintained a certain degree of attention to Lilith.

Lilith's ideas might indeed be different from those of ordinary people, but when it comes to Zhu Yufeng, Lilith might not be as magnanimous as she appears. She knows very well that one of the factors that led to the gradual decrease in communication between Zhu Yufeng and Alicia in the previous life was Lilith's interference. For example, on every Alicia's birthday, Zhu Yufeng "happened" to be on a mission, and the mission would either be brought forward or postponed. As Zhu Yufeng's deputy, Lilith could not have played no role in this.

In addition, when Lilith confessed her love, Zhu Yufeng did not walk through the venue but took a detour to the agreed location. However, Lilith chose to dress up and walk through the venue, attracting the attention of almost everyone. She chose the garden outside the venue as the place for her confession, which was just the right location for curious people to hear the confession in a hidden place. As for the reply, even if Zhu Yufeng's words of rejection were heard by other people who still stayed, she only needed to lower her voice and say something else, and the subsequent dancing under the moon was enough to make other people who might still be there think that she had succeeded in the end.

Not to mention the sun and moon earrings she tricked Zhu Yufeng into wearing later...

She always got everything just right.

If Lilith really didn't care, she wouldn't have prepared so many details when confessing.

If you think about it more, is it possible that Lilith wanted Alicia to see it? Regardless of whether Alicia had any related ideas at the time, at least she had to let Alicia have the preconceived idea that "Zhu Yufeng agreed."

So why doesn't Lilith care now?

Maybe... it's because she knows that Zhu Yufeng can't let go of Alisha no matter what. In her previous life, she deliberately reduced the opportunities for communication between Zhu Yufeng and Alisha. In addition, Zhu Yufeng and Alisha had problems getting along with each other, which led to the estrangement between them in the end. Now that the two of them have made things clear this time, Alisha's chances of winning are actually not low.

If everything didn't start over, there would be no second chance even if they made it clear. The tragedy of restraint was undoubtedly the biggest barrier between Zhu Yufeng and Alicia, and the most important reason why they could overcome this barrier now was that everything started over. Although the world had lost its memory, the tragedy of restraint had not yet happened.

The reason why it is said to be crossing is that Wei Erwei does not think that Zhu Yufeng can truly let go of the tragedy of restraint. He is more indifferent than anyone else, and cares about the people he cherishes more than anyone else.

The evidence is probably that Zhu Yufeng hardly mentions the tragedy of Constraint, and Alicia has never asked about it. They probably both know that the rift caused by this incident cannot be repaired until they face the Ruler of Constraint again.

The tragedy of restraint is indeed a dilemma, or an almost unsolvable dead end, and the two of them should be very clear about it in their hearts. This is also the premise that Zhu Yufeng can understand Ai Lishiya's choice, and Ai Lishiya can understand Zhu Yufeng's choice. They understand each other's choices, which is the basis of all communication.

Lilith, who had no other choice, finally chose to accept it. She couldn't force Zhu Yufeng to make a choice or anything, and the harem route might be a little difficult for Zhu Yufeng to accept, so he chose to give up. But if there were more people and it would increase his acceptance of this matter, then it wouldn't be a loss for Lilith.

Velvet briefly told Lilith her speculation. Even if she was wrong, Lilith really didn't care about the result, so it was nothing for her to join the battlefield.

"Interesting and reasonable speculation." Lilith looked at the sunset outside the window. "The first half is right. I did think about separating Feng and Alicia step by step. I did plan that confession... But you are fundamentally wrong. I never thought that Alicia would like Feng. Really, everything I did was to reduce the possibility of Alicia falling in love with Feng. However, until the [Last Banquet], I still realized that Alicia might have developed feelings for me, but at that time, you know, they had no chance to meet. I tried, but there was no way."

"You really don't care?"

"Why should I care?" Lilith spread her hands. "At that time, Feng and I were already one body. Why should I care about this? In that situation, I would be by his side no matter who he chose. This is also another point I mentioned that you didn't understand. As long as he is there, that's where I will be. I have always thought so."

After Lilith finished speaking, she looked upstairs again: "But you are right, Feng can't let go of the tragedy of restraint... At first, I just wanted to die alone, or as long as I died, it would be fine. I didn't expect that Admiral actually calculated the final step of the ascension plan, making everyone determined to help Feng ascend to the godhood..."

"Are you so sure that if Admiller hadn't figured out the final step of the deification plan, Yufeng would have used Vishnu's power to devour you?" Velvi asked in confusion.

"This is a bet. After all... opportunities don't come easily." Lilith replied, "Think about it. A deputy who has sincerely confessed his love to me wants me to devour him before his death. And Vishnu can indeed increase his strength by devouring everything. What do you think is the probability that he will refuse?"

Wei Wei was silent. She could only say that there was a reason why Lilith was able to dig into Alicia's corner... This madman's characteristic of treating herself as a gamble...

"It has nothing to do with the ideals of all living beings, and it has nothing to do with the fate of the world. I put my own life into the barrel of a gun, just for one person." Lilith turned her back to the setting sun, her purple pupils flashing with a strange light. "Oh, right, this should have been said by Kevin. In the original world line, Kevin's memory in the paradise of the past said this. Feng should also remember it very clearly."

"That 'only for one person' is..."

"Alicia."

Wei Wei: “…”

No wonder Yu Feng had such a big opinion about Kevin at the beginning... Although it is Kevin's memory and not Kevin himself, the way of thinking and memory also come from Kevin.

Lilith looked at Mebius and Zhu Yufeng who were going downstairs, and then looked at Alicia who was telling the two children to wash their hands well at the door. She remembered a conversation she had had with Alicia in the earliest days.

"Alicia, do you have a boy you like? I mean, the kind you like in a romantic relationship with."

"Hmm... probably not."

In fact, she is quite good at deceiving herself. If you say nothing, then just pretend it doesn't exist.

Of course, if there is any, it won’t affect her from poaching.

Chapter 175 Eden: There is no harm without comparison!

"Eh?! Did Brother Yufeng and Sister Weierwei make all this in the afternoon?" Padu's eyes sparkled as he looked at the table full of dishes. "How amazing! I've only heard from Sister Mostima that Brother Yufeng can cook before, and the only thing I've seen is the instant noodles you made for Sister She."

"Ying also helped." Zhu Yufeng said, "In terms of knife skills, I am far inferior to Ying."

Ying looked at Zhu Yufeng with some surprise, then silently looked away, because she really couldn't help in any way except cutting vegetables and checking the time. But she was still happy to hear Zhu Yufeng say that.

"I really don't know how much Lilith has taught you." Mebius chose a seat farther away from the vegetables and sat down.

"Not much, actually. They are just some life skills." Zhu Yufeng noticed the position of Mebius and reached out to switch the order of a plate of vegetables with another dish in front of Mebius. "I also cook during the Fallen Angels' team building. Besides, Mebius, even on vacation, you can't just change your eating habits back to the way they were before."

Mebius: "..."

Snakes are carnivorous animals, right? Why does she eat vegetables? She is so angry, but she can't do anything to Yu Feng...

"One more thing to add, most of the time, Feng and I cook together." Lilith smiled and raised her index finger. "As the leader of the fallen angels, what's the problem with learning more skills? Kevin can cook too."

"Kevin can cook?" Eden cast a puzzled look. "But in my memory, every time Kevin organized a team building, the scene was basically a dozen soldiers eating noodles around a table..."

"Because Kevin learned to cook specifically for Mei. In other words, he only cooks for Mei." Su said as he walked over from the direction of the door. He looked at the food on the table. "Hmm...it's delicious and looks good. It's worthy of being cooked by Feng and Wei Erwei."

Eden sighed softly and said helplessly, "It's not true that every team building he organizes is just eating noodles, right? I've seen that kind of scene more than a dozen times."

There is no harm without comparison. Even if Kevin, you learn to cook just for Mei, don't always eat noodles during team building. Look at the leader of the fallen angels! If it wasn't for Ellie wanting to observe Feng, she wouldn't have gone to this kind of team building more than a dozen times.

"Speaking of this, Feng learned to cook specifically for Alicia~" Lilith looked at Alicia jokingly, "A boy who can cook is a plus point in the eyes of girls. That's what I told Feng at the beginning, and Feng studied very seriously, that's it..."

“I didn’t see anything…” Alicia’s eyes twitched. Lilith taught Feng how to dance, but she never danced with Feng once in her previous life. Lilith taught Feng how to cook, but she never ate it once in her previous life. Lilith taught Feng a lot of skills to talk to girls, but she still never heard anything from Feng in her previous life…

So we learned everything for her, but she's the only one who hasn't tried anything, right?

What the hell is this?!

Alicia cast a resentful look at Zhu Yufeng. Zhu Yufeng looked away guiltily and tried to explain: "Because Kevin and I have similar goals, both of us are after the girls we like...but Mei has been Kevin's girlfriend from the beginning. At that time...I wasn't as open-minded as Kevin..."

"After all, there are only two results for confession: acceptance and rejection." Lilith spread her hands, "This is especially true for a 'shy' boy like Feng."

"Indeed, that makes a lot of sense." Su nodded.

"Later, as you all know, Feng is best at accepting and playing it down. Although he learned how to cook, he was embarrassed to do it in front of Alicia. So, in order to at least make what he learned play a role in his life, he cooked during the Fallen Angels' team building." Lilith said with a smile.

Wei Wei looked at Lilith. Was this also within Lilith's calculations? Most of the time, Yu Feng cooked with Lilith. Although Yu Feng learned it for Alicia, he was not very good at taking the initiative, so in the end, Lilith got the advantage.

Wei Wei felt a little aggrieved for Alicia. He learned everything for her, but the results of his study were basically never shown to her. On the contrary, the relationship between him and Lilith was promoted in the process of "learning". That was fine, but he also created a couple atmosphere, allowing other people in the Fire Moth to gradually accept it, and then further hindered the development of the relationship between Alicia and Yu Feng...

To be honest, if Yu Feng had been more proactive between the two, or if Alicia had realized her feelings earlier and taken more initiative, there wouldn't have been so many things that happened later.

But thanks to Lilith for being able to dig into Alicia's corner, otherwise I would not have much chance now...

"These dishes seem to require a lot of thought from the makers. Although I have learned how to cook, I can only make some home cooking now. Could it be that Feng and you have been learning for a long time?" Hua looked at Lilith and asked.

"Of course I only taught Feng to cook some home-cooked dishes at the beginning, but we can't always eat home-cooked dishes for the Fallen Angels' team building, so I taught Feng some more skills while cooking." Lilith said and looked at Wei Wei again, "Besides, even if I didn't teach him, didn't Feng still ask Baiwei for advice?"

Alicia crossed her arms and looked at Zhu Yufeng with empty eyes. She also wanted to complain about this. Although she liked her, among the girls who were known to like Zhu Yufeng, she was the one who had spent the least time with him in the previous life... If you don't count the time when Zhu Yufeng was in her team before he went to the European branch.

"So..." Eden looked at Alicia and said speechlessly, "Now that we're talking about this, Su, you and Feng are the ones who always go there whenever Kevin organizes a team building. Have you ever... tried to talk to Kevin? For example, make some changes or something?"

This topic didn't seem to be very friendly to Ellie, so she tried to change the subject...

Su looked at Zhu Yufeng, who hesitated for a moment, then said, "Because I don't care... it's just eating noodles, and Kevin doesn't organize team building very often, so..."

Eden: "..."

Very good, this answer is in line with Feng’s personality. After all, every time he participates in team building, he just comes to eat a bowl of noodles and leaves... and he doesn’t seem like someone who cares about what to eat during team building.

After Zhu Yufeng finished speaking, Su said helplessly: "I... probably have the same reason as Feng... In addition, Kevin organizes team building activities, which are basically required by his superiors or Mei suggested that he hold them regularly to rally morale or something, so he doesn't take it too seriously. If we eat noodles, we can save a lot of time and effort in the preparation process."

"So... in order to save time, out of the dozen or so team building events I participated in, I even ate instant noodles a few times?" Eden didn't know what to say. The purpose of team building was to rally morale. Wasn't Kevin just being perfunctory? Didn't Ellie participate in the previous life because she knew that Kevin's personality wouldn't suit her style?

Of course, it is not ruled out that Feng will go there later, and Ai Li has an avoidance mentality towards Feng.

"Usually, we would spend a whole day preparing for the fallen angels' team building." Lilith said, "That day was spent on team building, so we had plenty of time to prepare."

Then Lilith added: "However, that was also the result of my strong request. Of course, there are other people who think the same way. Otherwise, according to Feng's personality, he would definitely organize a noodle party like Kevin did."

"That's definitely not the case." Zhu Yufeng looked at Lilith, "Kevin has already organized a noodle party, why should I organize another one? He should organize us to play games or something... Besides, I'm not responsible for organizing team building, right? Isn't it usually you who is responsible? If you don't have time, it's Rolfko, and sometimes Astaroth."

Anyway, he definitely won’t slurp noodles. In his previous life, Kevin slurping noodles became a meme, and he doesn’t want the same thing to happen to him.

Everyone: "..."

Isn't that the same as Kevin's noodles? Thirteen top fusion warriors playing games together...

"Team-building activities organized by Lilith must be very interesting, right?" Alicia was talking about Lilith, but the person she was looking at was Zhu Yufeng.

Zhu Yufeng's expression froze. Why did he feel that there was something else behind Alicia's words... If he said it was interesting, would it trigger some incredible ending?

"It probably doesn't matter to him, right? I can't expect him to come to his senses at that time." Lilith took over the conversation naturally, "The team building I organized sometimes goes to the beach to enjoy the evening breeze and eat barbecue, sometimes it's a picnic in the wild, or go fishing at sea together... Oh, by the way, the team building on Mount Everest was also very interesting."

Eden: "..."

So, why does Kevin always organize team-building activities by eating noodles in the conference room?

Alicia: "..."

She...at least everything is back to normal now, she still has a chance!

The corner of Su's eye twitched slightly. Team building on Mount Everest? Is this a team building that normal people can do? And the environment... well, for those guys who have played with artificial landslides, even team building on the back of the moon is no problem...

The honest child Hua found something wrong: "But, at the altitude and temperature of Mount Everest, ordinary food can't be eaten, right?"

"The time when we were at the Mount Everest team building..." Wei Erwei seemed to think for a moment, "The magician said she remembered it. It was Yu Feng who came over and borrowed a heat preservation machine from her."

"Lovkov also made a special tent. Although it is a bit heavy, it is not too heavy for Beelzebub." Zhu Yufeng added.

magnificent:"……"

That's okay...

Eden looked up at the ceiling. Really... there is no harm without comparison!

"By the way... can we have dinner now?" Padu touched her stomach. "I've been playing with little Gray and Lingmei for the whole afternoon. I'm a little hungry... When will Amo and the others come back?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Kosmo's voice came from the door: "...We are back."

Padu: "..."

What do you call it in Shenzhou? What do you mean by something?

"Now that you're back, let's eat. Phyllis just complained about why you haven't come back yet." Mebius leaned back in her chair. She would never say that she had wanted to eat for a long time.

Kosmo looked at Desdobia and said, "...Sorry, Desdobia and I bought some things when we came back, so we were delayed for a while."

"Things?" Zhu Yufeng looked at the bag in Kosmo's hand.

Desdobia had no intention of hiding anything. She took the bag from Kosmo and took out two dolls from it. "These are gifts for Gray and Ling! Of course, there are also some souvenirs and other things."