I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

"Years old? Awake?"

"Well, good evening, mommy," he rubbed his eyes sleepily and asked Chitose to hold Lenai tightly and not let go.

"Mom, what happened that made you so happy?"

"We can go to the Budokan...ah, it's a big stage. Mom's band is a success."

"That's great... Then can Xiao Sui continue to peek backstage at the performance?"

"There will be guest seats in the audience. I'll have someone arrange it. You can watch your mother from the audience."

"That's good too," Qiansui rolled his eyes and said with a smile, "That's great, Mom!"

"Life! Is it getting better again?"

Yes, life is getting better again.

Kaname Rana didn't know the multiple meanings in Chitose's words, and the doorbell of the delivery interrupted the words that were about to come out of her mouth.

"Mom ordered beer again? That's too much."

Qiansui put her hands on her hips to block Lenai's way forward. Although she couldn't stop Lenai at all, Lenai still cooperated and stopped moving forward.

"I'm so happy today. Xiao Sui, can you allow me to have a drink for once?"

"No, no, I'll stink all over myself after drinking it. I hate my stinky mom."

“Hey! But…”

"How can there be so much? Mom is such a bad mom."

"Ok."

In the end, Lenai brought the beer in, but instead of putting it in the refrigerator, he piled it at the door.

This feeling of being disciplined by my daughter is actually quite good.

Just like when I was with them before.

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P.S. After my exam yesterday, I went home and planned to stay up late to write, but my mother killed me at 2 o'clock. I will never stay up late to write again...

There will be two updates today, and another update tomorrow.

Py~By the way, py a friend's book!

Summary:

When she opened her eyes, the girl suddenly found herself traveling through time and space. Not only did she travel to Arknights, but she also turned into the little loli Grayxiu from Honkai Impact 3rd next door.

However, the depression of becoming a little loli at the beginning did not last too long, because as time went on, she found that in addition to Grayshu, the darling of every place, there was also the thief Padu who robbed the rich and helped the poor in Longmen, the swift guest Saifeier, Mobius and Ruan Mei who opened a pharmaceutical company in Tremont, the Herrscher who created warships for the Integration Movement and walked the earth, Fu Hua, the immortal who protected the people in Dayan, Alicia who liked to stick with all kinds of girls, and so on... They were all her!

(ps: Transformation is only available for female characters in Honkai Impact 3rd and Star Iron. This article is by Orange.)

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Title:

Ch412. Mom, can you stay with Xiaosui forever?

"You really can't drink even one bottle?"

"Don't even touch it! Why do you think about drinking every day?"

Chitose Kaname was perched on the beer box like a cat occupying a litter box.

"If you don't want to drink, then don't drink... Can you come down first?"

"No way! Mommy, throw the bottle opener over here first!"

Pointing at the metal product in Kaname's hand, Chitose pouted and gave what he thought was the most ferocious response.

"Okay, Mommy, I won't drink anymore. Let's go practice guitar, okay?"

Haven't you had dinner yet?

Looking at Chitose Kaname who tilted her head, not knowing how to respond, Kaname Rakuna also tilted her head in a proper manner.

"I want to practice guitar, too...but I feel so sleepy."

Feeling listless and in poor condition, Chitose lay down in Le Na's arms and closed his eyes.

She looked like she was asleep, even though she had just been standing with her hands on her hips trying to domineeringly stop Lenai's drinking plans.

"Get more sleep."

Lenai blurted out, and added a few more words in a gentle tone:

"Little kid, get some sleep. Mommy will cook for you later."

As the house fell into silence, Yao Lenai's heart became uneasy.

Ever since Chitose followed her home, the Noshiro residence, which had been quiet for many years, became lively for the first time.

Even the fruits and vegetables planted in the yard have become more vibrant.

Now that the noisy little angel had fallen asleep, the world was no longer silent, and Lenai felt as if the earth had stopped spinning.

"You've been very sleepy lately, Xiaosui."

After searching the refrigerator for some time, she found no meat or fish, just some simple food. If she didn't have children, Lenai could have managed to eat it all by herself.

No, if Chitose hadn't been asked, she wouldn't have eaten but would have gone straight to practicing guitar until late at night.

After preparing the food, I went to the yard to pick two fat cucumbers to make a cold dish.

To this day, it is impossible to find the head of the Noshiro family with the surname Noshiro.

The cherry blossoms bloom and fall, and spring will come soon.

Which will come first, Chitose's death anniversary or the performance at the Budokan?

"It's time to practice."

I play a few songs and then go cook. When the meal is ready, I wake her up and we can read comics together in the evening.

Chitose doesn't know many words but likes comics, so usually Lena reads aloud while Chitose looks at the pictures.

Thinking of this, the corners of Lenai's lips would slightly rise. This kind of life would never get boring.

When passing by the sofa, I saw the afterglow of the setting sun covering half of Qiansui's body. The boundary line between the orange light and the black shadow fell on Qiansui's body like a scar caused by a guillotine.

Lenai covered her with a blanket, her movements quick because she didn't know whether the little girl was sleeping deeply or lightly.

"Have a good rest. You are cheering for your mother at every performance. Thank you for your hard work."

After thinking for a moment, she still couldn't help but speak, and Lenai quietly touched Xiao Qiansui's forehead with her lips.

She didn't know Chitose's birthday, so the dean told her a number but added that it was just the date Chitose was registered when she was found in the garbage dump.

Strictly speaking, no one knows the date of Chitose's advent, but it is probably in June or July in the middle of summer.

"Wait until our first anniversary and I'll write you another song, okay?"

Kaname Chitose's eyelashes were thin and somehow always had a little teardrop in them. Kaname Lenai fixed the ends of her hair and reluctantly left.

Standing at the door of the basement and wearing noise-isolating headphones, Lenai's daily training began.

"See you later, Sui."

……

"Time to get up."

Open your eyes and close them, the training is over.

When Kaname started to pay attention to the time, she found that an hour had passed.

When her shoe soles touched the ground again, the room was already pitch black, and her little girl was curled up in the darkness, still unable to wake up.

"I don't want to get up... Mom, let me sleep in for a while."

"But today isn't over yet, it's time to eat."

I pinched Qiansui's little hands with heartache, and always felt that Qiansui's hands were much thinner than my own clumsy hands which were slightly chubby when I was a child.

"Uh... okay then... Mom didn't drink secretly, right?"

The light had already driven the darkness of Chitose's house into a corner. Chitose, who was held in Lenai's arms, pinched Lenai's face with her small hands.

"Mom won't become a bad child, will she?"

"I didn't drink. I won't forget what I promised you."

Whether it was about prohibition or something else, Lenae would never forget what Chitose had said.

"Really?" The girl asked in surprise.

"real."

"Well, I'm really curious, why does Mom like drinking so much? Every time she uses the excuse that she's under a lot of pressure, but even if she's under pressure, I still have her by my side."

Curled up in Kaname Lenai's arms, she was more obedient than a kitten, probably because she had just woken up and had no strength left.

"Because alcohol can remind me of old friends."

Kaname Lenai was shocked by the fact that she said this so lightly.

[It seems that he has really accepted the reality.]

"Old friend? Is it the one that Mom talked about a little bit before who can represent Qiansui?"

"Yes, but not just her."

"Who else?"

"There was another guy I can't quite remember—his name was Huizuka, my bandmate from high school. He was the idiot who took me drinking."

She lowered her eyes and kissed her daughter's head, but as if she was not satisfied, she kissed Qiansui's eyes again and again.

It’s true that no amount of intimacy is too much... It’s too much to be a thousand years old. Why is she so delicate?

"How could that person be so mean? Fortunately, Mom doesn't remember her anymore!"

"Haha, huh. Um... yes. Yes... I did forget about her."

Hypnotize yourself with several affirmative answers in a row, and prepare to start escaping from reality!

I'm in a good mood today. Sorry, Xiaosui, I'm going to selectively forget you for one night.

Memories flooded back, but she still insisted that she couldn't remember clearly. When Lenna curled up in a ball with Chitose in her arms, she suddenly asked:

"If your mother is tobacco... then what do you hope you will be?"

"Foam it."

"Why do you say that?"

Such a familiar answer... Was my answer at that time very similar?

“Because foam is delicious.”

"Can I eat it?"

"Yes. The foam will absorb all the smoke from the burning tobacco into their stomachs, and then they will never be separated."

"You want to be with your mother forever? But one day, your mother will leave you first."

Kaname Lenai wasn't sure if it was appropriate to talk about this with Chitose right now. After all, not everyone had experienced countless separations and deaths from childhood to adulthood like she had.

But, there are some things I still want to say, and this is not only to Chitose but also to myself.

"No way, Mommy wants to be with Xiaosui forever."

Chitose was too small and Rakuna was too big. She tried to hold her mother's face and pecked her nose.

"Mom, can you stay with Xiaosui for the rest of your life?"

Ch413. Now, I am tobacco and you are foam

Today, the little girl I adopted told me seriously that I wanted to be with her forever.

How is this possible?