I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

No relationship can last a lifetime, not family, not friends, not lovers, not seniors and juniors. All relationships are short-lived and fragile.

It's not just death that messes up every relationship; there are many things that can do a great job of destroying a relationship.

For example, both parties are too neurotic to communicate properly, everyone is prone to telling lies and not being honest, or someone wants to escape reality and can't move forward...

Too fragile.

Both life and relationships are too fragile.

"Okay, let's be together forever."

But despite such fragility and powerlessness, Kaname Rakuna will still give Chitose the most qualified answer.

Before Qiansui grew up completely, she didn't dare to do anything wrong.

She promised Qiansui a complete and perfect childhood, so she absolutely could not go back on her word.

"I love my mom the most...Thank you for taking me home."

"But even if I don't take you home, someone else will."

"But you are my only mother," Chitose puffed up her cheeks and pecked Lenai's cheek a few times, "I love Lenai's mother the most."

【I also like 2019 the most. 】

Lenai felt very uncomfortable, with bitter sweetness rippling in her heart.

【But...which age do I like? 】

Is it Chitose Noshiro who symbolizes the mother, Chitose Haizuka who symbolizes the deceased wife, or... Chitose Kaname who symbolizes the daughter?

No, none of this matters.

"Baby, I love you. I will take care of you for the rest of my life."

It's you I like.

"Just take care of yourself, Mom. No drinking or smoking."

There are really a lot of things to take care of.

"it is good."

Lenai held Chitose's buttocks with one hand and stroked her back with the other hand as she picked her up.

"After dinner, do you want to watch TV?"

You are meddling in so many things, but please pay more attention to me.

"No, I want to hear my mom play the guitar."

"Mother…"

"what happened?"

There was fatigue in Chitose Kaname's smile, but Rakuna Kaname didn't notice it at the moment.

She just feels that she is the happiest person in the world now.

"I like you."

……

Tobacco and foam.

They are ordinary in themselves, and according to their original fate they should not meet.

[Just like a six-year-old girl and a twenty-two-year-old girl...]

Two people who shouldn't have met each other met at this stage of life.

You as an adult are tobacco, and I as a girl are bubbles.

But tobacco is tobacco, destined to burn, to become tiny sparks. The flames swirl, get soaked by foam, and are extinguished bit by bit.

The bubble should have floated away freely in the wind when it was born, but it encountered burning tobacco, and inevitably ended up with a heavy and turbid end that was stained with smoke.

Perhaps the smoke and foam from the tobacco will dissipate in that instant and turn into wispy blue smoke.

When you were a girl, you were tobacco, and when you were a girl, I was bubbles.

When tobacco is lit, it turns into smoke, and the foam will eventually dissipate.

I am the only one who will remember the time we met for the rest of my life. In the days since you broke your promise, it has been difficult for me to find any proof of your existence.

The emotional notes in my diary? Or maybe a casual photo, a blessing character I got from a temple...these are just small fragments of my time with you.

But they ultimately cannot reflect you.

We once spent a long time together. At the beginning of that summer, I watched you go away in the evening breeze, and the promise you made casually brightened up my boring summer.

The cigarette is extinguished, and you are gone. I am waiting for your return at the birthplace of your dream.

But you left and never came back.

I...also shattered quietly like a bubble.

Later on - I have become tobacco, and you are my bubble.

The adult me ​​is tobacco, and the girl you are... bubbles.

I began to burn, and I will wither one day. My breath enters your soul, and you take me as an example and take pride in me, just as I once did to you.

But you are not her, you are not them, you don’t need to be anyone. You are a bubble.

Now I am tobacco.

……

The following year, early April.

Time flies. One second I was coaxing my child to sleep at home, and the next moment I was standing under the dome of the Nippon Budokan.

Kaname looked at the packed auditorium, with her little daughter sitting in the front row.

Quiet and enthusiastic, Chitose is so adorable.

Half a year passed, and she seemed to have grown up but also seemed to have remained the same... She looked more and more like them, except that the gold in her eyes was dimmer.

"We've finally made it this far!"

"Yeah...it's like a dream."

Teammates then comforted each other and reduced tension.

【yes. 】

It was simply a dream.

Before the performance, the venue was kept in darkness so that Le Nai could feel the hot and spicy smell in the air.

[The period from the beginning of the music to the end of the music is endowed with special rights by time.]

The prelude of their band's most famous song sounded, and Lenai and guitar lead singer Abby walked forward according to the rhythm they had rehearsed.

Countless sweat and countless encouragements from her daughter in half a year made Yao Lenai fearless.

If you want to make progress, you must understand the pain of life and still love life.

【At the same time, this period also determines the value of the musician.】

When the first chord of the next song sounded, Chitose Kaname in the audience stood up and waved her cheering stick for Lena.

The cherry blossom decorations at the martial arts hall fluttered down, creating ripples in Le Nai's heart.

[Many people risk their entire lives for a short period of time... and that period of time is only a few minutes.]

Another song ended, and Lenai stared at the cheering girls in the audience. She could no longer hear any noise around her.

This is another happiest moment in her life!

"Sister Chitose... Xiaosui! Did you see that?"

I have finally taken another step forward with your dreams.

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A book for everyday Py friends!

Summary:

[Orange; Love ALL; Supernatural Power Battle]

Chihaya Aine became a person with out-of-control supernatural powers due to a disaster and had to drop out of school in the UK and return to Tokyo to prepare to become an ordinary person.

But reality does not allow it.

She knew that she was surrounded by the old members of the former heroic team Crychic and formed a new team.

Unbeknownst to her, her five closest friends are actually members of the ultra-dangerous supernatural criminal organization AveMujica.

Deng shouted that he wanted to be with her forever.

Li Xi has a sour face every day and seems to have a prejudice.

Her most popular anchor Miao Mengqin and her favorite idol Sanjiao Chuhua invited her out on a date one after another.

Toyokawa Shoko, who is shrouded in numerous mysteries, lives with her, making lunch boxes during the day and becoming her enemy at night.

Plus Goto Ichiri who worships her, and Isen Jinna who has an inexplicable crush on her...

Oh, and from time to time I have to battle AveMujica with everyone from MyGO!!!!!

Alas, in this vortex of chaos, only Nagasaki Suyo is gentle and considerate, and she is the only harbor that can comfort my soul...

Eh? Why didn't Su Shi respond to me when I greeted her just now?

Huh? What do you mean I'm not needed?

Don't scare me!

Title:

Ch414. Because Lenai is the best mother in the world

"Budokan, Tokyo Dome, Tokyo International Forum..."

The tip of the pen quickly moved across the diary. In the basement at midnight, Lenai was wearing a nightgown and sitting at the desk, recording carefully.

At this point in her one-year career, she has already performed in three or four large venues. In time, she will conquer the remaining equally famous venues.

Life suddenly became clear.

"Saitama Super Arena, National Theatre…"

After today's performance, I spent a lot of time with my children and friends, and the dinner ended in the end because my agent was allergic to seafood.

When they got home, the moon was already hanging over the Noshiro residence, gazing at it and waiting for the mother and daughter for a long time. After Lenae coaxed Chitose to sleep, she hid in the basement alone to plan her life.

“Although there is no schedule for the next trip yet, it feels like it won’t be easy.”

Are you stressed?

She shrugged and muttered softly, imitating Chitose Haizuka:

"I want to crush reality... No, what did Xiaosui say then?"

I can’t remember those things anymore when I get old. I really hope I can be a little girl all my life.

"No, I'm actually looking forward to when Xiao Sui grows up and turns fourteen and starts forming his own band... but being in a band is a bit risky. I don't know if I'll get into arguments with the rebellious Sui then."

It's normal for family members to argue about things like band issues.

"We're not going to argue, Mom! There's also the Tokyu Theatre Orb, the Kabuki-za, and the New National Theatre! I don't even know if they're open, though, hehe."

Suddenly, a hot and furry little creature jumped onto her back and hugged Yao Lena's neck like a koala.

"Is Sui awake yet?"

"I woke up and found that my mom was gone... Mom, let's go and continue sleeping, okay?"

Chitose blinked.

"No, I need to sit for a while longer," he asked Lenai to get up and go upstairs to close the basement door. "I can't sleep. I'm very excited."

I put my right hand on my chest and touched the railing with my left hand to feel the coldness of the world.