What's wrong with me?

He didn't know how she found her way here, but seeing the water on her shoes and her hands that were already red from the cold, he knew that she must have run all the way here, and this place was seven or eight kilometers away from where she and he had lived before.

"moon……"

Qi Xia's lips couldn't help but tremble. The thing he least wanted to see finally happened. Looking at her appearance at this moment, he couldn't help but feel distressed. He wanted to raise his hand to touch her, but he still held back.

He was thinking about how to explain to her, but before he could open his mouth, he suddenly saw her raise her arm, revealing a dark and familiar device from her wide sleeves.

That seems to be...

The next second, Qi Xia felt a sharp pain in his chest. In just a moment, the pain spread to his whole body, making all his muscles stiff.

The feeling of numbness and the pain from the chest reached Qi Xia's brain at the same time, causing his brain to work in overload.

His eyes widened, as if he couldn't understand the situation.

The intense pain at that moment made Qi Xia more sober, but his body, as if he had drunk a bucket of alcohol, was completely out of his control. He fell straight down and fell into the soft arms of the girl in front of him.

Although her body was cold, the softness remained unchanged. He fell on her without worrying about getting hurt.

She hugged him, just like he used to hug her, because the electric current at that moment paralyzed his vocal cords, and at this moment he couldn't speak even if he wanted to.

He felt her fingers brushing gently on his cheek, and then he heard her whisper in his ear.

"Why? Why do you say that, honey? Aren't we supposed to be getting married next month? Why do you suddenly want to break up with me?"

"fraud."

she says.

Her hair fell on Qi Xia's ears, making him feel a little itchy. He struggled to speak, but the electric current that still did not dissipate made all his struggles in vain.

Under her gentle gaze, Qi Xia felt his eyelids becoming heavier and heavier. Finally, he could not hold on any longer and he passed out.

Chapter 4 Pathological

It was unknown how long it had been before Qi Xia woke up. To be more precise, he woke up with a sharp pain. It seemed that he had consumed too much alcohol before, and the alcohol had been stimulating his brain, causing him to feel a dull pain in his head.

The familiar environment of the rental house was still in front of him. He felt like he had a dream. In the dream, he seemed to have dreamed of his aunt, who was still with him. Unfortunately, in the end he dreamed of Yue Ran who suddenly rushed into his room and shocked him with an electric baton, which woke him up.

It seemed like a long time had passed and the room became completely dark. In the darkness, Qi Xia tried hard to adapt to the environment, but due to excessive drinking, he could not tell whether this was a dream or reality.

"water……"

He opened his mouth and tried to make a sound, but the friction between his teeth and the dry inner wall of his mouth only made him make a hoarse sound.

The aftereffects of a hangover reappeared. His throat was so dry that it seemed to smoke. He immediately wanted to get up and pour himself a glass of water, but before he could exert any effort, the feeling of restraint from all parts of his body pressed him tightly to the bed.

"Would you like some water, dear?"

Suddenly, he heard a familiar and pleasant voice. He stopped struggling and looked in the direction where the voice came from. Then he realized that she was sitting next to him.

She was wearing her black cotton jacket and sitting on the edge of the bed, seeming to blend into the darkness in the room.

She looked at Qi Xia calmly, picked up a glass of water that seemed to have been prepared long ago from the table beside her, then opened her lips and took a small sip.

Under Qi Xia's uneasy gaze, she gently leaned down, kissed his lips, and slowly poured the water of life into Qi Xia's mouth.

At this moment, Qi Xia forgot to struggle. He just wondered why he ended up in such a situation.

Her lips were still so soft, and in a trance, there seemed to be a heart-warming fragrance, but Qi Xia had no time to enjoy them. The moisture from her mouth relieved his thirst for moisture, and he found that the fragments that had just appeared in his dream were actually real.

There was a slight abnormal blush on her cheeks, as if she was enjoying this long-awaited kiss. After she sent all the moisture in her mouth into Qi Xia's mouth, she chuckled and straightened her waist.

The smile was still the familiar smile, and the voice was still the familiar voice, but at this moment, she seemed so strange in Qi Xia's eyes.

Those eyes were so beautiful that they should have been able to speak, but now they revealed an indescribable madness and coldness. Just looking at them made Qi Xia feel uneasy.

He looked at her silently and sadly.

"My dear, you seem confused, curious about how I found you? That's because I installed a location on your phone, which is a quality that every girl who aspires to be a good wife must have."

"So, shouldn't you explain it, dear? Why do you say such cruel words? Didn't we agree to just calm down for a while? If I did something wrong and made you hate me, you could have told me. No matter what you like, for you, I can become what you like. But why, why, do you suddenly want to regret it now?"

The hot yet sweet breath blew on Qi Xia's cheek, making Qi Xia unable to help but struggle. However, his limbs were tied tightly by something, making all his struggles in vain.

Her voice was sweet and charming, as if two lovers were whispering sweet nothings to each other. However, as she spoke, her tone became more and more awkward and stiff, and in the end, she even gritted her teeth before she could squeeze out these words.

"Yue Ran..."

Qi Xia's brain was still in extreme shock at this time. He had never seen her, who was so gentle and considerate, do such a thing to him. No, she shouldn't be like this. In his mind, she should be perfect. Even if she broke up with him, she should still be perfect and elegant.

"Is it because of my aunt? Or is it because of those damned female cousins? I know, they must have said something to you and tempted you to leave me, right?"

"Sure enough, these damn bitches, I knew they would never give up!"

Cousin? Did he mean aunt? Seeing her expression twisted again, Qi Xia opened his eyes wide in disbelief. She was so hysterical at the moment that she even uttered words that Qi Xia thought should never appear in her mouth.

If they didn't have the same appearance and the same memories, he would have thought that she must have been possessed by another person.

"I shouldn't have been so soft-hearted in the beginning. I actually dared to ruin other people's relationships. These damn bitches really don't know what shame is?"

Vicious curses kept flowing out of the mouth of the woman in front of Qi Xia. Her snow-white skin showed blue veins due to excitement, which not only destroyed her original beauty, but also added a hint of morbid madness to her.

"Yueran, why have you become like this? You shouldn't be like this."

Qi Xia couldn't understand who the cousin she was talking about was, because since he graduated, there were no other opposite sex around him except his mother, aunt and her.

Looking at Su Yueran like that, Qi Xia really couldn't believe that she was the girl he had lived with for several years.

Because of him, she became like this, because of him, she was dragged down by him, because of him, she was no longer so perfect, and did such a thing as she is doing now.

Looking at the crazy appearance of the girl, the feeling of guilt kept attacking his reason, making his head dizzy. It seemed that he could not accept such reality, as if he would faint in the next second.

"Honey……"

As if she had noticed Qi Xia's terrible condition, the crazy girl calmed down all of a sudden. She held his head and let him rest on her soft thighs. She bent down and buried her head in Qi Xia's neck, breathing greedily, absorbing the deadly and tempting breath that was like poison to her.

"Did you get scared, honey? I'm just too excited."

She smiled, as if the look just now had never existed, and she was still that beautiful, sweet and perfect girl.

The usual gentle and lovely girl appeared in front of Qi Xia again, but Qi Xia could not forget her shocking look just now. Although he was tied up, Qi Xia did not speak. The two of them just stared at each other until Qi Xia could not help but spoke first.

"I'm sorry, Yueran."

Although it was just a few simple words, it seemed as if Qi Xia had used up all of his strength to say it. He was really sorry for her. He had wasted her youth and her future. Even before they were about to enter the marriage hall, he was the first to regret.

He looked at her calmly, and this... seemed to have touched the girl's soft spot. The girl's brows softened all of a sudden, and in a trance, she seemed to have turned into the gentle and obedient girlfriend again.

Chapter 5: Madness

"It's okay, as long as you can think it through, dear. It must be very hard to live in this environment for so many days apart, right?"

The girl, whose words were full of tenderness and attachment, leaned on Qi Xia's chest, and her originally colorless eyes seemed to come alive at this moment.

There was a hint of joy and peace of mind in the lively light. She looked at Qi Xia's cheek and whispered softly beside him.

"I've already paid the rent for you. Let's move back in tonight and have a nice dinner together."

Qi Xia was also struggling, and he almost softened his heart because of her appearance at that moment.

He felt like he was going crazy. Guilt and self-blame were tearing at his heart, but his head was terrifyingly calm.

"No, Yue Ran, what I mean is... I'm sorry, we shouldn't have been together in the first place. This is all my fault. I should have let go earlier, otherwise you wouldn't have become what you are now."

He squeezed out these words from between his teeth. After saying these words, he felt as if he had been soaked in water, and he felt weak all over.

It was visibly that the girl's eyes turned cold again. She withdrew her hands that were about to help Qi Xia untie the restraints, lowered her eyes, and let the shadow cover her long and beautiful eyelashes.

"Why, I want to know why."

She asked coldly.

"Yue Ran... There's no reason, it's just because we are not suitable..."

"Hehe..." Hearing Qi Xia's words, the girl suddenly laughed, but her eyes were so cold, like an ice knife, almost cutting Qi Xia's skin.

"Not suitable? We are not suitable? Just because of such a ridiculous reason? Do you know how long I have been waiting for this day? But just a few days before we are going to get married, you told me that we are not suitable?"

The woman said this with gritted teeth. She stared at his eyes angrily, then pinched Qi Xia's neck viciously, like a she-wolf who saw her prey trying to escape from her sight. The sudden force made Qi Xia find it difficult to breathe.

"Yueseran...you, you shouldn't be like this, calm down, this will only hurt yourself..."

The frightened Qi Xia squeezed out words from his throat. Her madness at the moment frightened him, and the instinct for survival also made him breathe heavily, trying to struggle out of this fatal feeling of suffocation.

"Harmed me? How can you say such a thing now? Oh, are you scared? Is this the first time you see me like this? Do you know that all this is because of you?"

"Yes...I'm sorry...ahem..."

Qi Xia really didn't want to believe that the girl he had been pursuing for so many years would have such a crazy and scary side.

His panic and pain seemed to calm the girl down a little, and her uneasy and distressed look seemed to be blaming herself for the behavior that had just hurt him.

She let him go and let him lean on her, letting him breathe in deep gulps of the fresh and cold air, his cheeks a little red due to lack of oxygen.

She patiently raised her arm and gently stroked Qi Xia's cheek, her movements as gentle as if she was stroking a precious and fragile luxury item, "Dear, do you remember what day it is today?"

Qi Xia was stunned. Looking at the girl's expression gradually softening, he gradually remembered that it was on this day a few years ago that he and she became a couple.

"Yes, today is our anniversary. I have been looking forward to it since I woke up this morning. Will you come back today, back to our little nest? Then we can spend time together happily and happily like before, and look forward to our wedding in the near future."

"You don't know, dear, but I have been preparing for pregnancy during the past few months when you were away. I am waiting for us to get married so that I can give birth to a healthy and lovely baby for you. Of course, I am still a little greedy. One may not be enough. It would be best if we could have a pair, a boy and a girl. I have even named them. The boy will be named Qi Ranxia and the girl will be named Qi Xiaxia. You don't know, every time I imagine such a situation, I will wake up from my dream with a smile of happiness."

She looked at Qi Xia's face with love, and her beautiful eyes were filled with deep admiration that seemed to be overflowing. However, the next second, it was like a few drops of thick black ink were dripped into pure water, and coldness and madness suddenly spread across her perfect face.

"But all of this was ruined by you. My hope, my life, my future, the meaning of my life, were all smashed to pieces by your own hands on this important day."

"But I don't blame you, because you are dear."

She screamed hysterically, but suddenly became extremely calm. At this moment, she seemed to be a mixture of two emotions that should never appear at the same time: extreme madness and extreme rationality.

"But, Yue Ran, even without me, you can still live well. I don't understand..."

Qi Xia was also frightened, he had never seen such a scene before, he was so dazed that he let the girl touch his cheek.

He couldn't understand the girl's feelings. He knew that she loved him very much, but he never imagined that his decision would lead to such consequences.

She is not like him. Without her, he would just be an ordinary man who is doing nothing and would have to worry about making money to support himself all day and night.

But she is different. She will only live a better life without him, a burden. Even though she will feel reluctant to break up and will be sad for a long time, in his opinion, that is not a hurdle that cannot be overcome.

So, he didn’t understand, let alone comprehend it.

"Of course you don't, dear, of course your silly head can't comprehend it."

She blinked her eyes, hiding the madness in them, and poked Qi Xia's nose with her soft fingertips.

Of course he didn't understand, just like how a firefly could possibly understand the brilliance of the full moon. He certainly didn't know how much she loved him.

In order to be with him, she paid so much in places he didn't know. In order to drive away those annoying bitches, she had to be careful all the time, for fear of being found by them. But there was nothing to say about these, because for him, she could give everything she had.

She and he were destined to be together. The red string between her and him had long been entangled together, without distinction between you and me. She had always firmly believed this.

"Even if you don't understand, my dear, I won't blame you, not now and not in the future, because you are everything to me."

"Honey, can we go home? I'm so cold and I miss your warm embrace again. If you come back with me, I will agree to anything you want, even if it means doing embarrassing things at night."

The girl gently leaned her head on Qi Xia's chest, listening to his strong heartbeat, her soft face with a shy and cute blush.

The girl held Qi Xia's arm and clung to him like a cat stretching its waist.

Qi Xia was speechless. Facing such a girlfriend, he couldn't help but feel soft-hearted. He seemed to have seen what she said, that after they got married, he and she would sit together happily with their lovely children in their arms, but... he couldn't.

Chapter 6 Blood

"If I were you, I would leave her because you are just wasting her time by staying with her."

Suddenly, Qi Xia's ears seemed to echo with what her best friend had said to him. He seemed to see the disappointed look in her parents' eyes. He also remembered those guys who had competed with him but had failed without exception and were now far more successful than him.

How can he compare with them? They don't even need to check the day of the week when they eat at KFC.

And what qualifications does he have to continue to stay by her side and shamelessly eat her food?

The love between the two is enough to overcome all difficulties, Qi Xia once believed so, but the accumulated estrangement and inferiority complex are like a natural chasm, constantly hindering him and preventing him from getting close to her.

He still believed that he left her for her own good. As for what this meant to her, he was too timid and cowardly to want to think about it, let alone dare to think about it.

"It's impossible for us, Yue Ran... You know, I've been living off you for so long. Wherever I go, I hear people say you're stupid for finding such a useless gigolo as your boyfriend and letting him eat you like a scumbag. Now you finally have a chance to get rid of me, a gigolo. Why aren't you happy?"

Qi Xia propped up his head and forced a smile from the corner of his mouth, trying hard to convince her, even if it would reveal his scars.

But after exposing his most inferior and vulnerable side, Qi Xia felt ashamed in front of his girlfriend, so he lowered his head again.