Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

It has nothing to do with dignity, nor does it care about dignity. Ignoring the posture that should have been in the memory, at least after resurrection, all the girl sees is humbleness.

They actively beg to be hurt, actively beg to be treated in a more brutal way, and will guide and accept even some extreme behaviors.

So……

Are memories false?

Was it really something that went wrong during the resurrection?

The sadness that was recorded, the cruelty that was ignored by the girl, and the birthday party that should have belonged to him that he had to spend alone in a corner.

Is all this fake?

Is all this the nightmare of becoming a Herrscher?

……

"Yes."

Alicia nodded her head without hesitation and bit her rosy lower lip lightly. Her voice sounded inexplicably faint, as if it came from behind a layer of gauze.

He did something that his past self would have definitely cursed him for if he had seen it, and completely flushed all his morals down the drain.

The once flawless girl has now lost all her dignity. She is not just lying, she is lying with open eyes.

——It doesn’t matter anymore.

Wouldn't I be scolded if my past self saw all the things I had done and how I had hurt Jiang Cheng so many times?

As long as I can keep the boy by my side...

Whatever it is.

"After becoming a Herrscher, the Herrscher's body will be forcibly infused with memories of disappointment in this world. Even if they have experienced happy times, they will be buried and twisted into a sad past by the disaster called collapse."

"The Herrschers were transformed from humans, whether it was the First Herrscher or the Sixth Herrscher before that, including you, my most beloved and inseparable Jiang Cheng."

"This world is not that bad. How could there be so many lunatics who simply want to destroy the world and commit mass murder?"

"These Herrs... they are all gentle and kind people. In the past, they were good people in every sense of the word. They would never hurt others casually."

"If it weren't for the massive amount of feelings that were stripped away, if even your memories were deceived, you would never have hurt those innocent people, right~?"

"I've been with you since I was born, so I don't think you'll ever get hurt, right?"

"I want to hurt you, unless someone can get rid of me first~?"

……

Whether in memory or in reality, everything was impeccable. The sadness in Alicia's eyes was by no means a false performance.

This flawless fairy has never been a liar.

I can't find any reason, no words to refute.

The Herrscher is indeed a life born with a lot of negative emotions.

It is impossible for normal people to engage in random massacres.

Even if they had lost their feelings, even if their memories were shattered like himself, apart from the initial great collapse, they had never committed any unnecessary killings. They had merely collapsed in accordance with the process.

The absence of emotion means that there will be no subjective initiative, no progress, no driving force for action, and no desire at all.

Even if those Herrschers really started to slaughter people at random with an indifferent attitude, it is absolutely impossible for them to be filled with anger, and it is impossible for them to show even the slightest emotion like normal humans.

——The Third Herrscher has a little bit of emotion.

There are still a few memories of the battle against the Third Herrscher that can be pieced together, and one can see the numbness and despair in those crimson-purple eyes.

Perhaps it is because when becoming a Herrscher, one is deprived of a large number of emotions and is instilled with memories of disasters, turning beauty into pain, that the life called Herrscher kills so violently and recklessly.

There are very few people who have the talent to become Herrschers.

The number of people who can survive even being touched by the collapse is extremely rare.

Most people, even if they are only slightly affected by the Honkai Energy, will inevitably face the fate of having most of their bodies completely paralyzed.

There may be more than one person who is not treated kindly by the world.

There can’t be only one person who has experienced misery.

However, if we add another filter to this miserable group of people, and only those who are talented and can become Herrs are counted among them, the number that can be obtained will be too narrow.

It is too much to say that such a small number of people each experienced an unparalleled blow.

The number of people who are capable of uncontrolled massacres is not simple. Even if most people suffer, it is just that they have their own faults.

This memory might really have been bestowed by Honkai to increase anger towards this world and to make the Herrscher become his accomplice.

"Can……"

"But……"

——It shouldn’t be like this.

But my beating heart is refuting it with all its might. Every beat is the biggest denial of these words and a lie that I will never accept.

——The truth of the past should never be like this.

The guilt in Alicia's eyes was not a fake, but a real sadness from the heart and soul.

The ignored sadness deep in our hearts is not false either.

——What is true?

——What is real?

……

[You once thought that your memory was already fragmented enough, with only the part before the age of twenty-one, and the only part that could be called complete was about Alicia. This could already be called pathetic, even pitiful.]

【Until this moment.】

【Until this moment.】

[Until the girl you trust and are willing to love with all her heart tells you in person that even the memories you have now are false.]

what?

what?

"Everything I experienced in the past was fake?"

"Were those ignored birthday parties just a dream?"

Jiang Cheng could no longer suppress his emotions. A sound of surprise almost came out of his mouth. His pupils, which were slightly tinged with a deep and dark color, could only reflect a feeling of incomprehension and bewilderment.

All other emotions have been squeezed out of the room, and this sense of empathy has reached the point where even the feelings are exactly the same.

There is only one.

Only one.

only one.

doubt.

Because that fairy, who should have been perfect in both memory and plot, was always chasing her own eternal paradise...

——is shamelessly telling the most blatant lies.

For that beautiful girl, the fairy of youth and vitality, even the act of putting on makeup only exists in the last ball of her life.

——She was lying to her closest lover.

what……

what……

what……

This matter is really inexplicable.

Could it be that I didn’t wake up this morning?

Obviously I got enough sleep.

Coming to this aristocratic school, even high school is not like what I remember before, where I wasted my life just trying to pass exams.

How could he become a walking corpse like he used to be, with a fragile body, extremely numb, and a useless person who might even die suddenly on the spot in the next second.

The young man rubbed his eyes, then stretched out two fingers and pinched his face mercilessly, feeling the extremely clear and dull pain.

I'm not dreaming.

It seems that I really didn't sleep very well this morning.

probably.

Maybe.

Even though this possibility was extremely narrow, even though this body was emphasizing the error, even though the healthy heart was still beating, compared to the fact that Alicia was lying to him, it was more likely that he hadn't woken up that morning, or that the simulation had lasted too long and he was dazzled.

The girl who even hopes that the heroes will have a grand end in their memories, the girl who hopes to build her own eternal paradise.

How could someone be so stupid and so bad as to tell such a terrible lie?

Incomprehensible.

Can not accept.

Can't admit it.

This kind of Alicia would lie to me, to the person who just a second ago said that we would never be separated forever...

No! Absolutely! Absolutely no!

This is the only thing I absolutely cannot agree with even a little bit!

No details can be accepted.

It's too outrageous.

Even if the sun rises from the west, even if a sow climbs a tree, even if some people who like to open the box at the slightest thing will never open the box.

No matter how unacceptable it is, just hearing about it is ridiculous. I am afraid that only a miracle can make this happen, and it cannot be compared with what those dark blue pupils see.

Such a shameless guy.

Is it really Alicia?

……

PS: I thought I was defusing a bomb, but a real bomb actually fell.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 88. Alicia: We used to live happily

In his previous life, he had been ignored, treated as a common passerby, and neglected like weeds on the roadside, but he had never felt such dissatisfaction. Only at this moment, Jiang Cheng found it difficult to accept it.

dissatisfied.

It's no longer what it used to be, but I just can't accept the treatment I've received.

It's not just the sadness that comes from the bottom of my heart, that I'm ignored by the people closest to me, but that even my birthday has become a topic of discussion for others.

——It is dissatisfaction in the true sense.

It was only at this moment that he began to feel truly dissatisfied with Alicia.

It is acceptable to be ignored like a passerby, it is acceptable not to be visited before death, and it is still acceptable to be suddenly resurrected after death.

Because the girl is someone who is incomprehensible from an ordinary person's perspective and only exists in a fantasy world like a fairy tale.

Will care about those who need to be cared for.

Will embark on a journey to pursue the eternal and beautiful paradise.

When he came back and found that his lover had lost his life, he chose to do everything he could to bring the beauty of the past that was preserved in his memory back to the world.

Including the fact that she chose to be tolerant of the journey she and Velvi had decided on instead of directly denying it, this represents the essence of Alicia.

It's just that he's just a rookie and his emotional intelligence may be a little low.

In the story, Alicia is a girl whose journey has ended.