Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

With the will not to hurt the residents of the town, the girl embarked on a journey relying on the paradise she had seen in the fairy tale, anything is possible.

It is understandable that the previous thing prevented him from understanding the past in depth. The girl who had already parted ways and embarked on her own journey certainly did not know how heavy the experience was after separating from her.

Out of comfort and protection, I don’t want to experience the sadness I once had again.

This is a very common, ordinary and normal thing.

This can only mean that the interactions during Alicia's journey really had nothing to do with the Fire Moth, and that the girl was too concerned about herself.

He didn't even know what he and Weiwei experienced later, and he didn't even know about Spiral Workshop, the Fire Moth's dispatched specialist.

Just at this moment.

Only this moment.

This moment can no longer be concealed by any immaturity.

The boy's deep pupils had been unconsciously dyed with a blue tint, and the seemingly beautiful girl's lips and teeth were clearly reflected in his eyes.

——You can even lie to the person you love without batting an eyelid.

【only……】

[Can this really be called a lie? ]

[Alicea clearly has such deep feelings for you. ]

[After reuniting with you, I refused to even go back to town to prepare a room. I would rather do something in public in broad daylight that would be investigated and deleted if I told anyone, but I still wanted to hug you with all my strength.]

[The ground that you repaired with the Great Collapse of the Gravity Field is very flat, but this does not mean that the words "Bai Ri Xuan ○" can be deleted. ]

[No matter how private it is, for normal people with normal ethical concepts, doing such a thing is completely abnormal. ]

【abnormal.】

【madman.】

【Exposure ○.】

[Even in today's society, the only evaluation you can get is still these few words. ]

[If you were a man, it would be understandable. ]

[It seems that Alicia doesn't care about her dignity at all. As a woman, she made such an excessive request without hesitation. ]

[——It’s too much for her.]

[The so-called atonement, the resulting brutality and harm is actually realized on the body. Even if you try your best to suppress it, the pain caused by this brutality will definitely be clearly felt by Alicia.]

[That girl...]

[Aliceia...]

[Until she is satisfied, until she really turns into a puff, until even the body of the Herrisher feels a pain in the waist and a sense of emptiness.]

[——Never said even a single safe word.]

【You don’t know if this is because of your physical sense. 】

[But you are willing to think that the girl is doing this for your hobbies. ]

【ah……】

[What other words can you use to evaluate this love? ]

[You can't compare the girl in front of you who has a low self-esteem and heavy emotions with the person in your memory who ignored you. ]

[Just as Tarzan and the feather may be mentioned in the same sentence, it does not mean that they are equal in weight on the scale.]

[It’s just that before you completely believe it, you still have a lot of doubts buried deep in your heart. ]

"Why didn't you refute what I said when I was resurrected? You just cried alone and knelt on the ground feeling guilty about yourself."

"I had already said that I had ignored the incident."

Jiang Cheng stared at the girl who was so close to him, and looked at her without hesitation, her eyes looking like cherry blossoms blown down by the wind.

There is one last problem that has not been solved, one last question that remains.

If my memory is really false...

——Why didn’t you say it at the beginning?

……

"The reason why I didn't refute your words before was because I was worried that you might not be able to handle the problem of having your ideas denied after your resurrection."

"I cried because I didn't expect that my resurrection would insult you and make you lose your memories of the past and the emotions that should have been abundant."

"I'm really sorry. I... didn't think of this. I didn't expect it to have such a big impact on you."

Alicia bit her rosy lower lip lightly, her heart filled with guilt, even making her voice, which should have been soft and sweet, become a little distorted.

That feeling is by no means a false existence, and the perfect match is a bubble-like cover-up.

——Jiang Cheng can see it.

Even now he can see it.

The slightly low mist was gently covered by the shadow of the long pink hair, and even in the darkness one could still feel the surging emotions.

sad.

Guilt.

Incomprehensible.

It was so obvious that it could be easily analyzed like an explanation in a textbook. Even though the emotions had been lost, one could still see the emotions from the small movements and the subtle details, which could almost be written down like a chart.

Alicia...

Is it really because you are worried about yourself?

If so, isn't my behavior a bit too excessive?

……

"I didn't expect those false memories forged by Honkai would cause such great harm to you. The psychological blow of being there in person even forced you to forget the good things we experienced in the past."

"If I have a chance next time, I will definitely tell you the problem earlier. Telling it now... may be a little hard for you to believe."

"If you're having a hard time choosing."

"So……"

"Please at least trust me~?"

The girl's slender fingers gently pressed on her chest, pressing the white, plump and soft flesh down, allowing them to rub against each other until the buttons were almost broken, revealing a deep, white and tender slit in the collar.

Being able to do this definitely does not mean that the girl is so naive that it is beyond words, or that she doesn't even know that this kind of thing is essentially an act of seduction.

He didn't realize that the buttons would be put under undue pressure if the top was deliberately designed to be a little tighter than the one prepared by Weiwei.

On the contrary, the design of the girl with low self-esteem intentionally shortened the size. Although Alicia today cannot completely compare with Velvet in terms of figure, she can no longer be said to be too inferior.

The size is intentionally shortened so that the middle button is like Spider-Man pulling a train, doing its best to support the poor fabric.

The girl who grew up in distortion is not the flawless invitation that should have appeared.

It's not just mentally unhealthy.

The same is true in behavior.

He has been able to hurt others for his own selfish desires. He has done too many wrong things and destroyed too much happiness, making it difficult to reverse the situation.

So……

It seems that it is not impossible to be more shameless.

After all, he is already a Herrscher.

——It’s normal for a collapsed life to do something terrible, right?

"You can pinch my body, you can hurt me as you like, as long as you want, no matter how you do it, no matter how rough it is, okay~?"

"As long as I can prove my love for you, as long as I can prove my will, as long as I can prove that this relationship is definitely not just some bubble in the sun~?"

"The Herrscher's body is very strong. No matter how much damage it takes, it won't really affect me. Don't worry that I might not be able to bear it~?"

"Didn't I recover quickly from those previous behaviors?"

"You can't even see your mark when you're wearing a swimsuit~?"

what……

what……

what……

I have spoken such firm words.

Is there any point in vetoing it?

Although the emotions in my heart were still strange, and although I could still feel the waves gathering beneath the seemingly calm sea level, as if they could penetrate the sea surface at any time and form a huge vortex connecting the sky and the earth.

Jiang Cheng was no longer able to veto anything, not even with just a word of rejection.

At least when looking into those soft pink eyes filled with love.

At least when you see the gently flickering mist.

All the words on the lips were swallowed back. Even if he opened his mouth, he couldn't spit out the words that were melted by the burning love.

There is really no reason to reject the ideas put forward by Alicia now, and structural errors and loopholes can be found in these words.

It is impossible that this flawless girl in memory would rather sacrifice her purity and morality just to deceive one person.

impossible.

It would be more likely for the sun to rise from the west.

Rather than believing this, Jiang Cheng would rather believe that Honkai is actually an embrace of humanity, rather than a complete disaster designed to destroy the world.

Because both things are equally impossible, and the latter is even more likely than the former.

That can't possibly be fake.

The girl would never lie.

In his memory, it really seemed like someone was always holding his hand, and begging for more brutal behavior with eyes full of inferiority and tenderness.

That is the opposite of sadness, the happiness of being saved by others, the happiness of hugging each other with the one you truly love and conveying your inner feelings.

Although it is not as clear as the ignored scene in memory, it does exist clearly in memory, even if it is only a shadow.

Yes.

Someone has said this, someone must have said this.

"You can pinch my body, you can hurt me as you please, as long as you want, no matter how you do it, no matter how rough it is..."

The vague shadow in my memory is still vivid. No matter how vague it is, no matter how much I try to cover it up, it is impossible to deny the feelings in my heart.

It's definitely not fake.

It is definitely not a delusion.

Such self-deprecating remarks as if one does not care about oneself at all, must have been made by someone in the past.

and so……

So is the shadow Alicia?

Is the girl who has always been with me Alicia?

It seems that the only person in this world who has a reason to be so close to me and who has a reason to be willing to hug me like this is Alicia.

what……

How could you forget such an important thing?

……

Alicia has already given a perfect answer.

This is all explained with a logically consistent reason.

The boy, who had been deprived and forced to lose a lot of emotions, was no longer able to distinguish subtle differences. He could only analyze the general emotions flashing in the girl through the feelings in his heart and the rhythm of his heartbeat.