Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Jiang Cheng should have a lot of friends.

How could someone like Alicia ignore her friends?

But what Jiang Cheng said was not a lie at all, he really wanted to chat with someone, even if that person was an incompetent and useless guy like me.

what……

Great.

It's great that as a bat in the shadows, I can actually pick up a fragment of light.

……

Tomorrow is Jiang Cheng’s birthday again. Alicia has prepared another birthday party. This time, she has made better preparations. The girl should not make the same mistake as last time and will not give herself the chance to take advantage of the situation.

After all, someone like me who can only hide in a corner alone even when attending a party can never touch the real protagonists.

It was worth it to feel so much tenderness and to be showered with so much attention, and it was satisfying to pick up a fragment.

Even if it's just a return gift, even if no one else cares about it, I must at least give Jiang Cheng a suitable and good enough gift.

I have been preparing for this for several months, and I hope I won't disappoint Jiang Cheng.

This is a pendant made from a purer gemstone prototype than the so-called Star of the Sea, and I spent several months specially polishing and designing it.

Since Jiang Cheng's preferences were not well known, the design of this gem even required the help of Alicia. Based on the suggestions made by Jiang Cheng's companions, they jointly selected the final design style and manufacturing method.

When selecting, Alicia was very enthusiastic, very passionate. It seemed that her indifference at the previous birthday party was just an accident.

I felt a little lost for some reason. If this continues, I'm afraid Jiang Cheng won't chat with me anymore soon.

I was actually upset because of something like this. It turns out that people like me are just rats in the dark corners. Jiang Cheng, as a friend, was obviously treated properly, but I was not happy for my friend.

I feel like crying or something like that just at the thought of not being able to continue chatting with Jiang Cheng, this is totally not the emotion that a qualified friend should have.

It's a jealous mentality.

It is obvious that the fairy-like girl and the cheerful boy are the best match, and the rats in the gutter are only fit to watch all this in secret.

I still want to cry.

The tears have already fallen.

It seems that I have to make a machine that can automatically wipe away tears, at least so that it won’t interfere with the making of gifts for Jiang Cheng.

If the tears cannot be stopped, even the act of manually polishing the gemstones will be interfered with, and it will be impossible to create the most perfect shape.

Every bit is ground by hand, although using a machine would be a little faster, but this is the method that truly carries emotion and blessings.

It seems that what those books say is indeed true. Handmade products can express another person's feelings better than mass-produced products made by machines.

Well……

My hands hurt.

Maybe for a long time I won't even be able to hold a pen.

Although as long as I think that this is a gift for Jiang Cheng, I feel that no matter what happens, it doesn’t matter.

Anyway, typing can be done with just one finger, as long as you reserve one in advance to reply to messages from Jiang Cheng in time.

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Chapter of Stars and Moon: 115. Velvet: How could Alicia do this? [Free]

How could Alicia!

Why does she ignore Jiang Cheng again?

This is clearly Jiang Cheng’s birthday party.

This is clearly an important day for Jiangcheng.

Why should she waste her time on those strangers, who had no idea who was hosting the party.

Alicia was so enthusiastic when she was choosing gifts with me, why was she so cold at the birthday party?

Is that enthusiasm fake?

Could it be that a useless person like me is more worthy of her cherishment than my companions?

Someone as good and kind as Jiang Cheng shouldn't, absolutely shouldn't, be stuck in a corner like me.

How could Ai Lixia snatch away Jiang Cheng's important day from him?

I have to deliver the gift.

I absolutely cannot accept Jiang Cheng continuing to be sad like that.

Tell him that there is another person at the birthday party, at least there is one person who cares.

what……

what……

"——Thank you very much for choosing the gift you gave me. I will definitely cherish it when I open it."

Jiang Cheng was smiling, smiling at the only person who gave him a gift at his birthday party, a stiff and sad smile.

Although he was obviously very sad inside, he was still willing to bless and respond to my concern, and was still willing to thank me with a smile.

The warm yellow light symbolizes lively and brilliant colors, and should definitely not carry any sadness, at least it should not make Jiang Cheng feel lonely.

Does Alicia really care about that so-called important companion?

perhaps……

Even if I can give the boy some help.

If we try our best, perhaps people like me can give back to the young man the gentleness of being willing to tolerate, communicate and listen.

Say....maybe.

No matter how useless a person is, or how unwilling he is to take a step out, he should be able to create some value of his own in the world.

Let’s start by getting to know the teenager better.

Use one month to quickly become a PhD in engineering, build two aircraft with cameras, and observe how Alicia treats the boy in her daily life.

It’s just to help the young man better. It’s just some simple things anyway.

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Today is the first day of spying on Jiangcheng. The necessary aircraft and routers have been prepared. They are guaranteed to be more advanced than the current level of the past fifty years, using the latest energy technology I just designed.

It has been officially released near Jiangcheng. It is so safe that it cannot be found even if the whole world searches for it.

It took a full month to repair and manufacture it, so there shouldn't be a chance that the aircraft will be discovered and Jiang Cheng won't like me.

Although in terms of convenience, making a pendant with a camera function is a better choice, which can be given as a gift at a birthday party.

But if that's the case, wouldn't it be an insult to Jiang Cheng's birthday party, which only happens once a year and is a party that only one person cares about?

Attaching a peeping device to a pendant and sending it to Jiang Cheng as a gift, and expecting a smile in return, this kind of thing is absolutely unacceptable.

If it was Jiang Cheng, he would definitely smile when I gave him a gift, just like he did before.

If even I have bad thoughts about gifts...

——Not allowed to be given as gifts.

——It is prohibited to make it into the shape of a pendant.

Because this would be an insult to Jiang Cheng, because it would be an insult to this birthday party that only one person would care about.

If even the last person you care about and cherish has disappeared, then who is this birthday party being held for?

If even the only friend chose to trample on Jiang Cheng's birthday party, how sad would the boy be as a participant in the party?

and so……

--Can't.

and so……

——Not accepted.

and so……

——Not admitted.

We must not let there be no one at Jiang Cheng’s birthday party who will sincerely give him the gift of new life with pure blessings.

It doesn't matter even if it means taking a long detour.

Even if it takes a lot of extra effort.

Isn’t the nature of love to be thankless?

Although a guy like me is not worthy of talking about these two words, but at this moment... at least at this moment, I can also have some bottom line.

Now that the drone is in place, let me take a good look at how that girl named Alicia treats Jiang Cheng on a daily basis.

How could someone like Jiang Cheng, who should be so lively, become so sad?

……

what……

This……

This?

How could this be?

Why doesn't she talk to Jiang Cheng?

Why would she rather communicate with other strangers than chat with her travel companions?

Why would she rather waste her time on people she just met for the first time than say good morning to Jiang Cheng?

Not right.

Something is very wrong.

Aren't they companions? Why is the communication between them even rarer than I imagined, and even more indifferent and one-sided?

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Today is the seventh day of spying on Jiang Cheng. How could this be possible? How could Alicia be so indifferent to Jiang Cheng and her companions?

Jiang Cheng is clearly her only companion on this journey, the only relative who stays with her and will do his best to help her at all times.

This kind of person can be trusted unconditionally, tolerated unconditionally, and even if he makes mistakes, it doesn't matter...

How could she be so indifferent to such a life?

"——Good morning, Velvet."

Until this moment, the boy still greets me.

Even though he had encountered the cruelest indifference...it could even be called sharing the same bed with different dreams, living in the same tent and not being able to communicate much.

How badly has this heart hidden beneath the gentle surface been hurt?

Why...why should a man like him go through this?

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Today is the first month of spying on Jiangcheng. I can no longer accept this and I can no longer accept life in Jiangcheng.

She is such a gentle person, and is so willing to be tolerant and have a kind smile, but she squanders it so unscrupulously. I can only pretend that I don't know, and I can't even say it out loud when we chat.

——Why?

Why can I only chat through the cold screen? Why can't I even get close to smell Jiangcheng's scent or touch her skin?

I know I'm just a bat hiding in a dark corner who doesn't even dare to speak. I'm the least worthy and least qualified person to say these words.

I can even only pick up a little residue from Alicia's fingertips when chatting every day.