Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Gladly agreed to my greed.

"--I agree."

It was like a god, with a holy voice. Just recalling those words now makes me want to kneel on the ground and express my gratitude.

"My promise is not a bubble, and it will not be under the sun. It is the glaciers in the Arctic, stubbornly cold, hiding in the dark. If they want to melt, at least the sun is getting closer to this planet."

There was no trace of emotion or indulgence in Jiang Cheng's pupils. It was not a condescending look out of pity, but a direct gaze of equality. It was a sincere promise that came from the bottom of his heart and was not influenced by anyone else.

It’s not about feeling pity for others and giving them help, nor is it about thinking you are noble and helping those stupid trash with a contemptuous attitude.

What was contained in those eyes was definitely something called love, the desire for equal communication and the desire to embark on a new journey with a lover.

"My dear great inventor, please don't feel inferior to me anymore. This is everything you deserve and it is the reward for all your hard work."

"I accepted your confession without hesitation. Please allow me to embark on a new journey with you in the rest of our lives."

There are no words to describe my emotions.

Even though all this is a bit too long to be written as a diary.

I am so so so so so excited!

All the past lives and all the things experienced at all times combined do not seem to be one-tenth as meaningful as what I am experiencing today.

The reason why I live in this world, experience so much loneliness and travel to so many places, must be to meet Jiangcheng.

For sure!

My meaningless life is just to see Jiang Cheng.

Just to be able to see and hear his voice.

If everything I have experienced in the past is for the hardship of meeting Jiang Cheng today, I can accept it even if it is ten times more.

Every sentence can make me roll around in bed for three hours straight, and even three days and three nights with the most excitement without any slackness!

I have experienced so much today that even the most emotional person would feel very tired at this moment.

But when I said this, I was still shamelessly letting my own joy be greater than my guilt, greater than my inferiority, greater than everything.

I forgot all the wrong things I had done, all the clownish behavior, all the sacrifices and efforts Jiang Cheng had made for me, and even ignored the fact that I was fundamentally unworthy of such a beautiful thing.

All calmness has been shattered. After all, human beings are not rational creatures. Forcing rationality is just against nature.

Anything that violates the laws of life and the natural order must be suppressed and will eventually lead to a doubling of its consequences.

She was so happy, so joyful, and so excited by Jiang Cheng's words that her soul seemed to be about to jump out of her body.

This was a promise in the true sense, given by that gentle voice personally that all this would last forever, that he would never leave my side, and it was not some short-lived bubble oath under the sun.

If you are a lover, or just a normal partner, companion, or fellow traveler, then the things that cannot be done will surely be lifted.

Then there should be some deeper contact, and Jiang Cheng could use some rougher behaviors that might cause some harm.

No matter how shameless you are, please give me some feeling of being loved.

No matter how rough it is.

Or the rougher the better.

It left on my body a mark that is unique to Jiang Cheng and will never fade away, proving that all these wonderful feelings are as real as his words, and are definitely not a dream, let alone some bubble in the sun.

……

……

This is really crazy behavior.

I've been shamelessly exploiting you for a whole day, trying to vent the emotions that have been suppressed in my heart for a long time. Guys like me are really good at taking advantage of others, and they will be happy just by getting a little bit of sunshine.

I also need to repair my body and prepare for exercise, otherwise I will be in crisis from time to time and won't be able to enjoy Jiang Cheng.

If my vitality and body were stronger, I should be able to ask Jiang Cheng for more excessive and radical actions.

This human body is still too fragile. Although its health is well maintained, it has not exceeded the limits of human beings.

Injuries that are too serious cannot be repaired, and even slightly severe ones must be treated with medical treatment to ensure recovery without side effects.

The most excessive thing now was that when we were doing it, I pulled his hand and put it on my neck, wanting to give Jiang Cheng a better experience.

This is already the limit.

Or it's based on a whim.

It can only last for a while without prior preparation.

Even driven by a sense of atonement, he was unable to further shake Jiang Cheng's power.

He seems to have become much stronger. Has he been exercising recently?

Being strangled by the neck and suffocated is obviously a very dangerous and terrifying thing, but as long as I look into Jiang Cheng's eyes, I feel at ease.

Even though the air in the lungs is about to run out, the body does not naturally struggle, and the corners of the mouth are slightly raised in a smile of joy.

Unfortunately, Jiang Cheng is still unwilling to go beyond anything that carries even the slightest bit of real danger, and will not accept anything with sequelae lasting more than a week.

The act of suffocation itself didn't last more than twenty seconds before Jiang Cheng forcibly freed my hands, leaving not even a mark of the replacement collar.

Obviously, if I just use a little more force, I don't need to buy a collar. With the same mark, I even have a reason to buy a collar.

As long as you say it's to cover up the scar on your neck, Jiang Cheng should agree to buy a leather pet collar.

——"This may be considered as a little entertainment in daily life, but the love between us cannot and should not be maintained by such things."

"The relationship between us was never based on any purely physical behavior from the beginning. You don't need to try to please me."

"This is the reward you deserve for your courage. It is also everything you deserve for your shining heart that has persisted until now."

"You are definitely not a rat, and you definitely shouldn't stay in the shadows. Don't let yourself be disappointed by those strangers who have nothing to do with you."

"If you are willing to listen to the sarcasm of those who are simply jealous of your talent, why can't you believe my sincere praise?"

"If you still have to pursue something to calm down, I can entertain you for a little while, that's all."

"I will not and cannot accept any harm to you unless the reason for your behavior is to hurt me and make me feel heartbroken."

“You may have had an unhealthy life in the past and never had healthy relationships, but I hope I can start with me and give you a healthy love.”

Feeling heartbroken because of my injury is something I have never felt in my past life and only exists in novels.

I never thought that a guy like me would one day experience being cared about by others, because my every move touches their hearts.

As expected, it still feels perfect. Even though we became lovers, it seemed more like I was going even further to taint something that shouldn't be pure and flawless.

But since it is absolutely impossible to lose it, Jiang Cheng should forgive it even if it is selfish.

Please allow me to be a little greedy.

-

At last……

Is this how it was solved?

A breath of depression was gently exhaled, and Jiang Cheng's fingertips turned another page. Once again, the disaster that could separate love was easily resolved.

The inexplicable feeling seems to fit my behavior.

Without a doubt, it's something I would do.

The previous description of the gentleness and brilliance was really exaggerated, but this is the only thing in this matter that makes me feel a sense of immersion.

Even though beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, there is a limit to the description of some things that seem to be full of a sense of salvation.

Since it is heavy, then bear it. Since you have decided to accept this love, then all the responsibilities that come with it will also be taken on and accepted.

He has never been one of those dirty, evil and disgusting people who only know how to take but not how to give, and he can hurt others without going against his own heart.

For those who cannot treat the pure love of others as garbage, cannot accept it, and cannot treat the one they love as a pet or a toy to be kneaded at will, and hope to exchange some retro pure love.

Compared with the benefits that can be gained from doing something, the responsibilities that need to be taken and the prices that need to be paid are also things that must be paid attention to.

This attention does not mean evasion, it simply proves the absolute fulfillment of responsibility and not making mistakes due to carelessness.

Even though he has lost his memory now, before today's events, he was still doing his best to contribute to the construction of the paradise in the past life.

Groups of Honkai beasts, endless mountain ranges, and end-of-law Honkai beasts floating in the sky, orbiting the planet like small satellites.

These enemies that Qianjie finds difficult or even impossible to deal with are not entirely handled by Alicia, and it is not necessary to trouble the girl for all of them.

The use of instinctive authority, the power that was born seemed to have touched some kind of limit, which was enough to crush everything under the Ruler.

He once thought that this power was just an almost useless bonus, and at most it could help Alicia in some insignificant ways.

But I didn't expect that in a sense this was also a key, a key that could lead me to the Fire Moth and pursue the past in the face of the violent Honkai energy storm.

If I had the power.

is not it……

Can it change those tragedies?

Do not……

It’s too early to say this now.

Both early and late.

The time to gain power comes too late when the disaster occurs.

When ideas come into being, it is too early to understand the truth.

Now I don’t even know the reason why I and Weiwei finally separated. Maybe it was a very twisted reason that cannot be solved by force.

But I actually had this thought instinctively. Could it be that the reason for my separation from Weiwei was some kind of physical force majeure?

Maybe it's really possible.

To be exact, this seems to be the only possibility.

Since I have already made a promise to the girl, there is absolutely no way I can break my oath myself and go against this love.

The original speculation that they chose to separate because of their different personalities also completely disappeared because of the diary of the girl's birthday party.

So what if there are some personality problems?

Let love fill in what is missing.

The only possible reason for separation seems to be...

Until death do us part.

I……

Did he die early?

There is absolutely no way that the world's top genius could die. The only weakness that could be exploited was that he was a complete mortal and could not find any characteristics, advantages or strengths that far surpassed others.

……

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 124. Alicia... lied

Fire-chasing moth...

Although we already know the reason why this organization was established, it is definitely not a trivial matter to be able to unite humans who are generally greedy and like to fight among themselves, and to achieve common exchanges in the highest technology and large-scale economy.

Wars have never stopped in human history, and people have never stopped killing each other. Even if there is peace, it is only local and small-scale peace.

After entering the modern era, we can only guarantee peace in some countries and regions, and the means of harming others on the surface have been turned into covert ones.

For hundreds and thousands of years, human beings have never escaped from this inevitability which is actually constructed by nature, and it is almost impossible to cross it.

Because this is the nature of life, even if a group of monkeys are given weapons, a modern-style life-and-death battle will inevitably arise.

Today, human beings can shake hands and make peace. All countries can ignore the conflicts of faith, ignore the differences in culture, ignore the hatred accumulated from the past, ignore the differences and gaps in world views, hobbies and customs, and reach a large-scale compromise.

If there weren't some organization that even liked to be a troublemaker or stab someone in the back, this kind of thing would be absolutely impossible.

did not expect……

What is hidden behind is so terrifying.

Just like the growth of entropy, ignoring the constraints of physical laws, it is even longer than the existence of human beings, including their ancestors.