Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Can it collapse?

It's really scary stuff.

It's something special that I wouldn't dare to make up in a novel.

It possesses even more advanced energy than humans have ever mastered and is infinitely more practical. It can perfectly replace all energies. Even I cannot develop an energy that is more versatile than Honkai energy.

If there are no sequelae.

Then this energy may allow humanity to take several leaps forward.

As long as we can initially master the results achieved in a short period of time, we may be able to surpass all the progress and wisdom of all geniuses since the birth of mankind.

If we work hard, it will probably only take a few decades for all of humanity to be able to build the aircraft that I casually made when I was seventeen.

It feels like the spiritual energy revival novels in Shenzhou. Honkai energy is the omnipotent spiritual power that can even allow humans to evolve.

Along with this convenience comes a terrifying corrosiveness that is not limited to living things, but can corrode anything on the material level.

Because even if there is a brand new, useful energy without any side effects, it is touched by humans at will like a treasure dropped from the sky.

It is impossible for humans to unite and develop, and even Honkai energy cannot be properly used. There may even be wars because of conservatives.

Because of interests, the older generation of world hegemons are firmly bound to the products of the current era. As innovators who break the previous era, they will also stop the products of the next era like a brave man turning into a dragon.

The hegemon born out of the First Industrial Revolution and the hegemon destroyed in the Second Industrial Revolution were the same entity from the very beginning.

The old energy used by the world's most powerful organization was crushed by the new one. In order to consolidate its position, it began to suppress it, causing conflicts.

The new forces that have risen to power by binding themselves to new energy are destined to be unable to accept a world that has been divided up without any leftovers.

They need to demonstrate their superiority, they need a status that matches their superiority, and they also need to maximize their own interests.

When a new organization that wants to be in charge collides with the old one, a world war will come, creating a new bloody massacre on this planet.

With the development of technology, this war will kill more than half of the human population, and it will only stop when no one dares to continue fighting.

Next, a lot of time will be spent on reconstruction and repair of the collapsed institutions, and it is unknown how many years it will take to develop new energy.

In a sense, the existence of Honkai energy may be a good thing for humans, turning the original civil war between humans into a foreign war.

This foreign war is not as cruel as the war between people, but in terms of lethality...

It would be better to say that if it weren't horrific, it would be impossible for humans to unite.

These things actually have nothing to do with me.

Save the world, help others or something...

just forget it.

A few years earlier, I might have thrown myself into the battle filled with righteous indignation.

Perhaps because the Fire Moth concealed the truth, people would mistakenly believe that this organization was the mastermind behind all the disasters.

He fought against the evil forces like a bat without a father or a mother. After he was caught one day, he learned the truth.

As for now...

I don't have that much free time anymore.

I don't want to repeat Alicia's mistake at all.

I have done too many wrong things. If I make another mistake, even I won't forgive me.

If it weren’t for Jiang Cheng, I would probably still be struggling in loneliness, until I hated myself so much that I wanted to die.

This time will not be too long.

In just a few years, I will choose to die.

I won’t do that now, and never will.

Except Jiang Cheng, no one should and no one can hurt me, not even me, not even mentally.

Jiang Cheng is different from anyone else. He is a perfect person like the sun. Even if my feelings are hurt, he will feel distressed.

It is absolutely unacceptable to cause a young man heartache.

The only thing that is absolutely not allowed!

Compared to all these messy things, the most important thing now is the gift that is right in front of me, which is like a dream and has fallen upon me - Jiangcheng.

What's more important is to find a way to create something that can resist the invasion of Honkai energy, whether it's defense or resistance. In short, we must find a way to design and research something that can make Jiang Cheng absolutely safe at any time and anywhere.

As long as you have the intention of helping young people, no matter how difficult the task is, you can overcome it.

Definitely! We must cross it!

……

Jiang Cheng patted my butt today, and it should leave a mark at my special request.

I feel that love has reached my heart through the harmonious place.

The boy was good in everything except this one thing where he went too far.

Cherish me too much.

It's obvious that someone like me who has absolutely no memory, who makes mistakes immediately after being reminded and who can't even delay gratification, needs a good lesson so that my body can remember the rules firmly.

Just "exceeding the limit" in the normal way will not make the boy remember me more deeply. It must be excessive to the point that no one can cover it.

cough cough...

This is not the point.

After a long period of research, I also learned a deeper understanding of Honkai energy, a truth that is probably enough to make anyone despair.

As human technology develops, the upper limit is completely unclear. The energy of stars can be explored to the limit, but the equipment cannot be destroyed.

A deeper look reveals the word "infinity", which symbolizes an infinite energy that has absolutely no end and completely disregards all laws of physics.

Its corrosive ability will increase with the increase of concentration, and anything that has been corroded, including the human body, will become a new source of infection.

It cannot be isolated by any means known to man.

Although I didn't put my hopes on those old-fashioned, overly rough techniques.

When the concentration reaches the standard, monsters that are themselves mobile sources of infection, called Honkai beasts, will be randomly refreshed.

There are at least thousands of silicon-based life forms with unknown life forms, which can be specially modified according to human measures.

The weakest individual found so far, referred to in the archives as a breakthrough-class individual, also possesses several times the power of supersonic speed and nine times the defense of steel.

Although it is not that powerful, this feature has the potential to refresh a lot of features anytime and anywhere, plus it has mobility and is itself a source of infection.

This is also a big problem. If they continue to develop like this, the boy will not be able to continue traveling around the world in the future.

It seems that I need to make a special insecticide.

We must protect this world that Jiang Cheng loves and let the cherry blossoms retain their beauty when they are flying.

As for the erosion of Honkai energy itself, it is something that is hard to prevent, and nothing can last long based on the isolation of the material layer.

If it's just about resisting erosion...

Maybe it is not an impossible thing.

The essence of Honkai is just energy. Since it is energy, it is possible to filter it. Jiangcheng's requirements are relatively high, so it is unlikely to be mass-produced.

The only problem is...

Can Jiang Cheng accept that under special circumstances, he is the only one who can survive?

If I want to protect him, it must be all-round protection. He would even care about the heart of a loser like me and carefully protect his fragile emotions. How could I ignore the heart of a young boy and act on my own?

Who is the most important person to a teenager?

The one person who must never be lost or ignored.

Could it be Alicia?

It seems that he has not forgotten his former companions until now... Travel friends are still willing to show kindness even if they have been neglected.

Could it be his home…Mom and Dad?

The last time he spoke to his parents on the phone, the boy excitedly told them about his experiences and even introduced me to them.

Or could it be someone else, someone I don't even know?

Let's ask tomorrow.

We have to protect the young people.

In the name of Vivi, the boy must not be allowed to come to any harm.

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Vivi...

Is that so?

No wonder I hear this name from time to time.

It turns out that from the very beginning, I had never forgotten her name, it was just hidden and it was difficult for it to show up in my life.

Jiang Cheng swallowed his words gently, "So that's how it is" and suddenly realized something. His fingertips gently stroked the name that was finally mentioned and revealed in the diary. It was a name that no longer felt strange when it was read out from the beginning.

It is obvious that this constraint could only be imposed by the fairy-like girl, and has nothing to do with her, and the same goes for the subsequent additions.

If I had not been guided in the wrong direction, perhaps with the natural recovery of memory, one day I would not need to rely on external objects to awaken this memory.

Am I still being deceived?

Being cheated by the most important person.

I was deceived by the person I trusted the most.

and so……

Why on earth?

Why did Alicia do this?

It would be ridiculous if this was done just out of jealousy.

She shouldn't be the kind of person who is jealous of others, at least not the kind of person who is disgusted by true and passionate love and would hurt it.

Whether it is the scenes in memory or what really happened, the understanding of Alicia has been engraved in my mind over the past few years.

There are many differences between them: gentle, heavy, lively... completely opposite personalities are displayed at the same time, changing with time.

Among them, only pure beauty has never changed.

Right before my eyes.

That lie that should never have happened was completely exposed.

The person who would not have doubted himself was proven to be false in his words.

——The most complete betrayal.

Jiang Cheng originally thought that the restoration of his relationship was an impossible and distant thing, but at this moment, a feeling that could almost be called anger and dissatisfaction with being deceived arose in his chest.

Although it is still out of reach compared to reason, it finally shows a glimpse of it. The flawless image is ultimately flawed by a tiny bit.

call……

Let’s read the subsequent diary first.

Maybe things can be reversed again.

There are still many pages that I haven’t seen yet.

Jiang Cheng took a deep breath, and more doubts made him pause. He had never found the look of anger in his memory, and his body without emotions could not show his dissatisfaction perfectly. His fingertips still lightly swept across the pages of the book.

At least don't take too much action before you fully understand it.

If you are confused, don't fire.

……

[As the diary turns the pages again and again, it enters a new time node. This story moving towards a better future also blooms new flowers. Even if it has been through loneliness and suffering, it will bloom under the watering of love.]

[Perhaps flower seeds are born so beautiful, so fragile, or perhaps the place where they grow is stained with filth and dirt from the beginning.]

[This does not mean that beautiful flowers cannot bloom in the mud, and that the beauty rarely seen in the world cannot bloom in the name of love. ]