Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

I've forced you to trample on me so many times, but in the end I'm going to take advantage of your persistence once again.

I am so shameless.

what……

Still don't want it to end like this.

Really...

I really want to apologize to you in person, go on a date with you again, play balloons with you, and taste the cake you made again.

I know clearly that the result of struggling like this will not make any difference, it will only add more pain to myself, and I will be tortured before I die. My body has already found it difficult to even write simple words.

But anyway.

I still...

——I don’t want to die!!!

……

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PS: This is the end, and we have entered the Great Cold. From now on, everyone should take good care of their health.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 126. This is the truth of everything

I don’t want to die. ...

I don’t want to lose everything after getting love, and I don’t want to be forced to face the final end before I can even feel enough of this beauty.

I want to love you personally!

I want to apologize to you as Weiwei! !

I must be crazy to plan to be forgotten by the person I love the most!!!

……

indignation.

unwilling.

Words have lost all their beauty and splendor.

Because of the genius's characteristic, the ability to invest a lot of emotion in one's description is extremely enhanced.

It was clearly just a twisted, somewhat rough stimulation, but it seemed like a cry from the soul, revealing all the emotions of the last moment.

Not accepted.

Absolutely not accept.

Absolutely unacceptable.

Absolutely unacceptable.

No matter how lightly the initial description is made, it cannot conceal the loss of control of emotions, and the subsequent text completely abandons the existence of rationality.

The plural words are not part of any rhetorical device, but simply express the extremely suppressed and unexpressible emotions in one's heart.

Just by reading the text, one can seem to empathize with the girl's unwillingness at the moment before her death, and her reluctance to accept that her lover was taken away from her.

No matter how well you know your preparation is right, in the end, no one can calmly accept the worst outcome for themselves.

Velvet...

Really just an ordinary guy with some talent.

Whether you feel lost, sad, happy, excited, passionate, or dull in your heart... they are all just ordinary emotions.

Hidden beneath the appearance of a genius is a fragile heart that is no different from that of an ordinary person. In fact, because of emotional sensitivity, it is easier for him to capture emotions than an ordinary person, and he is more vulnerable to various kinds of harm.

Anticipating and expecting the expected result to actually occur are two completely different situations. The former can only be called a cautious, unnecessary action when bored, while the latter is the actual occurrence of the most desperate scenario that was expected.

Just as humans have had preparations for dealing with nuclear war since the birth of nuclear weapons.

But absolutely no one wants this filing to take effect.

Even against the top architectural engineers.

pity……

It's too late now.

……

The wind blew through the desolate ruins, the whistling sound echoed among the broken buildings, and passed through the broken holes, carrying a hint of desolate whine.

Even though the debris of the past has faded somewhat under the influence of gravity, what is revealed is no longer the technological city of the past.

Only half of the building is left, which is still as beautiful as the Tower of Babel in the myth, proving its past glory.

The central area of ​​the ruins is the most damaged and scattered. Apart from the plaque, there is nothing left to prove its usefulness.

The walls collapsed and the ground was covered with rubble. Unlike other places where there were huge ruins left, this workshop was more like a home belonging to the two of them.

Spiral Workshop...

Maybe remove the next two words.

It would be more appropriate to change it to Spiral House.

What Wei Liwei said from the very beginning was the most sincere confession. She never made any second-rate compromises at the birthday party. She didn't say "I love you" directly. It was just that she felt inferior and didn't think she was worthy of it.

People who are inferior and lack love have extremely heavy emotions. The moment they make a choice, they reveal everything about themselves.

There is no in-between state, no warming of romantic feelings. After identifying her lover, Wei Liwei will not think about anything unnecessary.

The styles prepared by Spiral Workshop have always been wedding rooms, a paradise for two people to live together, and also a symbol of a new journey.

Home and work are two completely different places, and the warmth revealed in the decoration can still be retained even with the wear and tear of time.

Perhaps it is because this place was once the most well-protected place, so the invasion of Honkai energy is relatively rare and life has not yet been completely extinct.

Weeds and vines remain in the ruins that have been unearthed, and the wild grass sways in the wind, as if silently telling of all the warmth that has been lost in the past.

The defensive measures that could preserve the plants and the last trace of life were unable to protect the girl who should be protected.

The remnants of the ruins were ruthlessly worn away by time, with broken furniture, broken glass and souvenirs scattered all over the ground. These debris made a low and desolate sound, like forgotten memories crying in the wind.

The scenery before me might still bear some resemblance to that in my diary—a painting with roughly the same structure and still retaining the last bit of color.

A gadget that records Weiwei's sudden ideas, with an ingenious mechanism that is still barely usable until now.

It seems that everything still retains the shadow of the past, given to the old owner, but the spiral workshop has lost the warmth engraved here, leaving only silence and desolation, despair and cruelty.

The whimpering and desolate howling of the wind and sand have become fragments of the abandoned past, witnessing the trials of years and the changes of time.

Jiang Cheng gently raised his head and looked at the dark golden cloth that was blown by the wind and swirled gently in the air. The once soft material had become rough and its extremely tattered state made it impossible to see the graceful style it once had.

The first time I met Weiwei seemed to be in the wind. It was a season when cherry blossoms were in full bloom, and a pink petal was floating gently in the wind.

Like the rhythm of an organ, slender, long, soft and graceful. The brown skirt is blown up by the wind, like flying flowers that bloom, wither and die.

It was an uphill road, and the encounter was just right. I was excitedly preparing to attend the birthday party, and I didn’t know yet that the person I inadvertently met when I looked up would be an important partner who would influence the rest of my life.

At that time, I also gently grabbed the girl's clothes that were blown up by the wind. They were as soft as petals. The exquisite hat flew to a height that was just right for my hand. If it was a little higher, I might not be able to reach it. If it was a little lower, I might not be able to lift my head. It was injected into the girl along with the dancing of the flowers.

Everything went so smoothly that it seemed as if a god had designed a destiny that could not be changed.

But at that time, I was holding a hat.

Now I see Fatty.

As if returning to the past, the boy subconsciously stretched out his right hand and grabbed the girl's unclean cloth in the same manner as before.

The dark pupils seemed to have returned to the past at some point, with the girl's eyes reflected in the black pupils that symbolized a normal person.

A little star-like pink light between the silver-gray eyes seems to be stained by the flying petals, and the cherry blossoms in full bloom at their most gorgeous fall into the silver-gray flawlessness. Under the shyness and inferiority is the purest heart.

in fact……

There is nothing appropriate or inappropriate.

In this world, apart from downward compatibility from superiors, there is no such thing as people who can get along perfectly without any problems.

When I see her smile... no, just seeing her makes me happy, it proves that she is the most important person in the world.

……

……

Wei Liwei is the most talented person in the world. Just based on her talent and wisdom, I am afraid that no one in this era can compare with her.

This ability has reached a level that is beyond human comprehension, and even the human body cannot bear, undertake, or accept.

This is no longer a posture that can be sustained by human life, a species that has grown on this planet for millions of years and evolved countless times.

With this talent, one should know better than anyone else in the world what is good for him, what will lead him to the worst outcome, and what kind of emotions will lead him to a dead end.

No matter how talented one is, no matter how powerful one's abilities are, no matter how many choices one has, no matter how many endings one has, and how bright one has been... at least a path that is full of hope in a universal sense, it will all disappear after one sets foot on it, leaving only a dead end ahead.

Love.

It is enough to make even the gods fall in love with it, to make the perfect goddess voluntarily sacrifice her life, and even to live with the name of a traitor. It is enough to make a fool persecute countless heroes and turn into the ultimate devil.

——It is unfortunate to fall in love with someone from the bottom of your heart, because you don’t know what kind of changes you will make for the person you love.

The two words "like" have multiple meanings, just like cabbage, when cut open carefully, they become undeniable love.

Love is more cruel than any curse. Even a genius, no matter how gifted he is, will be ignited by the flame like a moth, fearless of his own safety, and burned both physically and mentally, until not even a trace of ash is left in the end.

This is not an existence that can be described with simple words. In this already abnormal world, it becomes even more bizarre.

No wonder……

Alicia will be obsessed with this.

Just watching from outside the door is like being addicted, and it is even enough to arouse curiosity that does not exist in theory.

So, can people who have no emotions also feel that feeling that goes straight to the heart?

--have no idea.

This is too profound.

It's like asking a blind man what red is.

Even if the color is right in front of you, even if you have studied it systematically, you still won't be able to truly name that color from a new perspective.

Jiang Cheng now doesn’t know whether he really has no emotions or whether he has temporarily lost the ability to distinguish emotions because of the great shock he has suffered.

Inexplicable……

There is no feeling inside.

There is not even the slightest feeling.

It was just like being in the deepest part of the ocean, where even light could not reach, and being pressed by heavy pressure so that one could not move at all.

Open your mouth, breathe, move your eyeballs...it seems that even your heart is under this pressure, losing the ability to beat, and the trembling sound can no longer be heard.

……

At least I know one thing.

Alicia's deception was actually a white lie.

It is an act of good intention.

It's even possible that this was part of the backup plan that Weiwei prepared, to make him completely forget about her and escape from the sadness of being alone.

The girl's designs were always so comprehensive. As long as it was related to her and was truly crucial, nothing would go wrong.

Maybe because we always make mistakes in other things, we hope to feel cared for by others after making mistakes instead of being scolded.

It is even possible that he simply enjoys his occasional dissatisfaction, like a pervert, using his incompetence to prove the truth of everything.

There was nothing wrong with Alicia's deception, and she was doing her best to help him and help herself escape from the sadness of the past.

In a sense, this can perhaps also be said to be a situation where no one did anything wrong, but it resulted in an extremely wrong and distorted result.

Wei Erwei did a lot of wrong things, and she really should apologize to herself. Even if all the soldiers stepped down, it would not be a sincere enough apology.