Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

"You're not the potato mine produced by Xumi in that game."

"Your hair isn't white, your eyes aren't green, and you're not a flat-head with blue hair."

"Haven't I told you that I forgave you for everything you did before? They were just trivial matters. But now you want to sacrifice yourself in front of me. Do you want to make me regret it for the rest of my life?"

The young man was as indifferent as ever, his eyes were still as calm as in the photo, but there was a rare hint of anger on his face.

"Things related to me do require a long time to sort out and resolve, but that doesn't mean I have to be alone."

"Do you really think it's a good thing to live healthily in a world that is full of scars and almost no one important to me?"

It was the first time that they had such close contact while being sober, and the scent of the boy clearly flowed into the girl's nose with its warmth.

The previous smell has long been blurred over time.

Alicia couldn't remember how long it had been since she lay in Jiang Cheng's arms with desire.

Because of the fear of the truth, I choose to escape from myself as I did before, so much so that I suffocate my mind and even ignore the things that are right in front of me.

No matter how loving and intimate the contact is, as long as it is tainted with some impure thoughts, it will be impossible to experience the complete beauty from the bottom of your heart.

Until this moment, Alicia truly felt the vastness of the universe and the moisture of the sea, as if she could hear the waves hitting the rocks.

This is very strange. I have never felt it before, no matter how intimate the contact is, although there is a part of desire.

Even though there is now room for an opening, for contact without desire, this weirdness visible to the naked eye cannot occupy even a second of thought.

Because the young man who was so close to him had a body shape that he had never seen before.

Moreover, because of this posture, there is no doubt that...

——Princess hug.

The girl who always inadvertently calls herself a princess was actually picked up by the prince in the way that princesses in fairy tales have always been.

All kinds of emotions instantly filled Alicia's mind, filling her wounds, causing her to close her eyes, not daring to look him in the eye.

This is an experience I've never had before.

It is something I dare not even imagine in my dreams.

Even before, before the girl decided to die for the first time, she quietly approached the boy when he was sleeping, and she only dared to gently smell the boy's scent when he closed his eyes.

The invitation to embrace after resurrection was interspersed with excessive selfishness, and he never even thought of a loving princess hug that the boy would take the initiative to extend.

Although they had more intimate behaviors and more distant contact, they never did the actions that lovers should have.

what……

It's really stupid.

Even though he already owned Jiangcheng, did he not realize until this moment that there were so many things he had not done?

Because she was too timid and cowardly, she didn't dare to take any action as Alicia did, and could only cover herself with a mask.

Anything that Weiwei has done, then learn it; anything that Weiwei has used, then imitate it; anything that Weiwei has not used, then ignore it.

Is the end result to be standing still?

It has never brought any new experiences to Jiangcheng.

It has never brought me any unique feeling that only belongs to the human named Alicia...the feeling between the Herrscher and Jiang Cheng.

Didn't you expect that it would be completed at this time?

Decided to die, but prevented from dying.

Just like last time in Fire Moth.

When Alicia was reading in the past, she once heard a famous saying. Someone said that he pounced on the book like a hungry man pounced on bread.

Although I could understand the feeling of satisfaction after getting something, I couldn't really empathize with it.

Until now.

Alicia felt that she could empathize with him.

The girl could finally understand why those people cheered and celebrated together after finding the paradise, shouting its name excitedly.

original……

This is really happy!

Did you find it only now?

……

Jiang Cheng watched all this without saying a word. It was so quiet that not even a sound could be heard. He allowed his own body temperature to rise, dispelling the coolness from his body, and transforming from a cold celestial body back into a human with a normal temperature.

He held Alicia carefully, supporting her calves and the back of her neck. She was exhausted, seriously injured, and her heart was broken into pieces, but she was only barely stitched together with a little bit of obsession.

The greedy breathing from the tip of the nose and the lips and teeth had gathered a mist that had wet the entire piece of cloth on the chest, and the saliva had probably seeped into the clothes.

It doesn’t matter, just hold it like this.

He wanted to do it instinctively.

There is no reason, and I can't find any reason.

It was just like the first day of his resurrection, when there was nothing and he had never heard or believed any lies, but he still couldn't help but go up to comfort the girl. Something called the heart was prompting his actions.

very warm.

Even the hot springs in my memory couldn't compare to it. The only thing that could be compared was Weiwei's smile and that gentle, somewhat sickening embrace.

It feels like every cell from top to bottom is infused with light and heat. Even the memories can find warmth from the pain that seems to be crushed by the towering mountains. This feeling can be called happiness.

——Can even such a simple thing make Alicia happy?

——What exactly did Alicia go through?

Just a promise, just the last words left by Weiwei, can all this really turn the lively girl in memory into this?

……

silence.

There is only silence.

Until the Herrscher's body felt a little tired, until the girl threw herself into his arms and almost fell asleep with happiness.

Shao Jiangcheng lowered his tone, trying to use an accent that in his memories could be described as cold and cruel, and that was usually used to treat people who had made mistakes.

"If there's something wrong with your brain, I can help you take a look. Although I'm not a professional doctor, my previous communication with Wei Wei has given me experience in treating patients with mental illnesses."

"It may not be easy to use, but it is impossible for the Herrscher to have any problems."

……

"Feel sorry……"

"sorry!"

Even though that slow mind couldn't comprehend what was happening.

Even though my incomplete self is much less capable of thinking.

Even though the last bit of courage in my heart was melted by the sun,

Facing Jiang Cheng's accusations, the girl admitted her mistake without hesitation, lowered her brows, and made an attitude of accepting being beaten and scolded, if her hands had not tightly grasped the boy's sleeves and her head had not buried in her chest.

——Faced with this sudden concern, the courage in my heart seeped out from my fingertips as it did before, leaving only a tiny residue.

People's courage always rises at first, then declines, and finally runs out, even if they know that not doing so will only make their future life more decadent.

But when Jiang Cheng really looked at you with this kind of eyes, no matter how tall the Tower of Babel was, it would still be blown away by the wind like sand.

"What's the use of apologizing?"

"If an apology is useful, why do we need the police?"

The young man watched all this calmly, his eyes slightly tilted downward, staring at the girl in his arms.

"I'm... so sorry!"

Alicia's voice has also improved by more than one level.

If she had not still been intoxicated by the arms of the young man and the happiness of the paradise, she might have stepped down from her seat right then and there without hesitation.

After two years of hard training, I can now express my deepest apologies while simultaneously appealing to both young boys’ brains.

“Can you see the mistake now?”

Jiang Cheng finally bent down and stopped looking down at her coldly. The corners of his mouth lifted up and the familiar smile in his memory finally appeared.

Alicia, who had finally lost all her courage and all her expectations for the future, could only nod her head.

"I can..."

"Okay, very energetic."

"In that case, please accompany me for a walk."

Jiang Cheng's invitation followed closely behind. Even before Alicia's mind had yet to come back to its senses, the dark golden invitation letter, which was controlled by gravity and shaped with Honkai energy as the material, had already floated to her side.

I have always been the invited one, invited to the town of the past, invited to the swimming pool of the past, and invited by the girl to her bed.

Only this time, he was the one who took the initiative to invite Alicia.

"it is good……"

"Eh?"

"What did you say?"

Alicia raised her head unconsciously, and her pink pupils reflected the corners of his raised mouth - the ruthlessness in her dark blue eyes faded a little, replaced by a cunning light mixed with a little thought.

The exquisite dark gold invitation was so close to her eyes that it could even reflect the expression on her face, which was dull and stupid.

"I said that since you realize your mistake, you should make it up to me and go with me to the places where we used to be. Maybe it will help me regain some feelings, some emotions that should belong to me, whether happy or lost."

"Since we are going to start a new life together, we should at least clean up the mess we made before and not get away with our sins."

"I heard this very clearly. Don't even think about shirking your responsibility."

“I don’t want to keep going like this.”

……

[Jiang Cheng has sent you an invitation, leaving no room for rejection. The invitation is already in front of you, you can just reach out and take it.]

[Perhaps you know that you can refuse now, and try to knock Jiang Cheng unconscious or escape, and once again make the sacrifice you should have made.]

[This is the best way at the moment. Solve the problem as soon as possible and give Jiang Cheng freedom. This is far better than dragging it out and forcing it to be delayed.]

[Because delaying it until the end won’t change anything, it will only cause more people to get hurt and make the time available for choices narrower.]

[But everyone in the world knows that if there is unity, if there is no greed and selfishness, as long as fairness and freedom can be achieved for everyone, everyone can live happily. Who would do this? ]

[Even you know that if you could have given your blessing, if you could have left Jiangcheng from the beginning, perhaps the impact would not have been so tragic. ]

[It is true that the Herrscher is a disaster star, but that does not mean that you must put the blame on the innocent boy.]

【Saying and doing are always two different things. For a person, the most separated thing is never anything else, but the mind and the body.】

[When a young man gives you an invitation with a little cunning in mind, just to be with you, what else can you refuse? ]

[Courage has long since flowed through my fingers like sand, and no matter how hard I try to catch it back, it will only spill out more.]

[You have never been a courageous person. Compared to the so-called Herrscher, the so-called goddess, and the so-called saint, you have actually been just an ordinary girl and an ordinary person from the beginning.]

[Be happy like a human being, be lost like a human being, be sad like a human being, watch everything in the world like a human being, sometimes be excited, sometimes be depressed, sometimes feel happy because of some small things, sometimes cry because of sadness. ]

[The so-called divinity is a word created by humans. It was a false proposition from the beginning. How could it be implemented by humans? ]

[Jiangcheng now invites you to take the past journey again, as a true partner, just two people, there will be no other journey. ]

[Look at how the flowers bloom, how the water flows, how high the mountains are, how deep the sea is, how the fish swim, how the birds sing, instead of carrying the names of one person after another to influence and change.]

[——You can finally make amends. ]

[——You finally have a chance to make amends. ]

[If it was in the past, if it only existed in your imagination, if you had not experienced it yourself, you might have wondered in your heart whether you were qualified to do this.]

[Are you qualified to be by his side? ]

[A monster and a Herrscher are really a good match? ]