Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

——Don’t be confused.

Jiangcheng, here I come.

Alicia, who had wrapped herself in a gift box, directed the winged notes to pull the huge box, and slowly flew over the long carpet like a church, following the candlelight on both sides, and entered the birthday party hall.

Jiang Cheng was standing there, with his right hand behind his back, gently holding a white napkin, and there was still sweet cream at the corner of his mouth that had not been wiped clean.

The night dress trimmed with silver thread fits the body well, just like the dome itself. It looks dark and cold, but it will sparkle with starlight in the midnight.

The weapons that symbolize the Herrscher were removed, and even the gravitational celestial bodies that often surrounded him disappeared, leaving only the deep night stars that formed the background of the sky. He stepped on the floor of the room in the softest and weakest posture, as if he was walking in a fairy tale among the stars.

Only those pair of blue star eyes seemed to be still waiting for something, looking forward to something.

"Are you satisfied with this birthday party?"

"Have you tried your best and erased all your regrets?"

"Is this the best effort of the person named Alicia?"

His voice was quiet, as if he was speaking from across the deep ocean. Every character was precise, yet it had an inexplicable vibrato, making it a bit mysterious.

"In that case, there is nothing to do."

"That's all I can do."

"Everything called Jiangcheng."

……

After the last sentence was spoken, Jiang Cheng closed his eyes slightly, and his drooping eyelashes gently pressed against his eyelids, as if preventing him from opening them again.

This somewhat inexplicable, incoherent conversation, which sounded more like a soliloquy, was the first time it occurred in this day-long banquet.

Eh……

——Did the boy already know that he would give a gift?

……

never mind.

Alicia no longer had time to think.

Her mind was completely overwhelmed by countless things, and the girl, who was the Ruler of the Origin, didn't have even the slightest bit of attention.

Ignore the exquisite cake.

Ignore the delicious food.

Ignore the floating light painting.

Ignore the weird collapse energy.

Ignore the slimy sea.

She just wanted to go up quickly, and the moment Jiang Cheng opened the gift box, she would see pink flying flowers, a petal that expanded and shot out, the red gift ribbon covering her body, and herself lying among the flowers, wrapped in fragrance.

Next, you just need to offer your blessings and you can present yourself to the boy who will never refuse, will unconditionally forgive and is infinitely gentle.

Everything was going great until...

"——Peng!"

There seemed to be the sound of wind in my ears, but before the limit of my sight, a black celestial body, beyond the posture of light, bloomed in place.

——The distorted gravity tore open Jiang Cheng’s chest.

—He fell backwards like a rag doll.

……

……

……

……

Ok?

?

?

???

? ? ? ?

Seeing the boy's delicate, wrinkle-free dress being pierced through, and a big hole appearing in his chest, where she always buried her head, she could no longer suppress her gentle voice that she had practiced so hard.

"This is……"

"what happened?!"

"In the end what happened?!!"

……

The gift box was broken open in an instant, and Alicia rushed to the boy's side in the blink of an eye, using all her strength to heal the wound on her chest, exerting all her authority as the origin, and not caring about the excessive consumption of energy.

No...

No!

Why not?

Why can’t I do this?!

The wound is full of gravitational interference, directly unfolding a position, and is an all-round attack, which will instantly harm every part of the body.

This was the greatest blow to the Herrscher of the Stars, directly destroying the Herrscher's core gem, the core where his true soul and self were stored.

Even if the power of Origin has the potential to rewrite everything, it is impossible to save a dead person, or even a person whose heart is dead, for a second time.

It can't be saved.

Unless he uses his authority once more, activates the core of the Herrscher of Death once more, and starts a new desecration from scratch, he can still shamelessly resurrect the young man knowing that he will trample everything about him.

Since Jiang Cheng's fatal injury was caused by himself, is there really any point in continuing to think about it?

Why……

Why did Jiang Cheng do this?

Why choose to end your own life? !

——This is different from the script I expected!!

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PS: Now it is Jiang Cheng who cannot keep up with Alicia's emotional changes and is one version behind. When the girl has already realized it, he is still thinking about what happened last time. If Jiang Cheng was resurrected in a complete state, he would probably have seen Alicia's intentions and would not be so stubborn in preparing everything.

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 140. You have done well enough, Alicia

As the anticipation for each of the banquet's events grew, all the emotions disappeared, like a kite riding the wind, thinking it could fly to the highest point, only to plummet to the ground the moment the wind stopped.

In Alicia's imagination, she hid in a box and gave the gift to him at the birthday party. The boy opened the box and saw her, who was as perfect as spring cherry blossoms in the pink sea of ​​flowers, and accepted her gift.

This is the ideal script!!

This is the happy ending!

Jiang Cheng committed suicide or something.

It shouldn't have appeared at all!

……

But only at this moment, this emotion that has been stretched to the extreme is not alone.

how……

what happened?

Jiang Cheng looked at the girl who was obviously panicking. She bit her rosy lower lip hard, and even a few traces of blood flowed out from the gap between her teeth.

His body was being torn apart, and the gravity from the massive celestial body was strongly destroying his body, but all of this was nothing compared to the boy's mood at the moment.

"Why are you here?"

"Aren't you already gone?"

"Isn't the birthday party completely over? Isn't it time for me to clean up now?"

Incomprehensible.

Completely incomprehensible.

I had clearly waited until the banquet was over and time for a break.

Is there something that we have to wait until the party is over to find out?

A rare flash of panic appeared on the calm face, and the drastic change in the situation in an instant even made the gloomy face tinged with an inappropriate sense of helplessness.

It was not until the corner of his eye caught the still flying flowers and the torn open gift box that the boy, who was not immune to romance, undoubtedly understood everything at the first moment and realized what was going to happen.

I see……

Is this period too anxious?

Have you encountered the same problems you mentioned?

Even though I had time this time, I still didn't understand what the girl was thinking.

——Because my own feelings are incomplete.

In the final analysis, I am ultimately a poser, and when important moments come, I cannot feel any emotions, nor can I sense what is going to happen.

The current disaster happened because of one's own momentary negligence. In fact, it is just a broken life that one cannot even guess the existence of romance in advance.

……

——Jiang Cheng is ready to die.

There are many reasons and causes. It could be that he is unwilling to live in such an incomplete state, he does not want to see Alicia's sad face, or that a world without a lot of emotions has no appeal anymore.

Unable to experience worldly happiness, taste the fragrance of flowers, the sweetness of honey, and the freshness of fruits, most of the time all that is left is numbness.

If you want, you can come up with a lot of seemingly irrefutable reasons at any time.

But only one is crucial.

——I’m not needed.

——I will only bring pain to Alicia.

This is the only decisive factor, which can be used to negate all the above reasons or to replace all the above reasons as the reason.

Since there is no emotion, then theoretically there won't even be numbness. What's more, the lack of emotion is just that most emotions cannot be experienced. The part about Alicia is still as clear as before.

If you wish, you can always stay by Alicia's side as a partner who will never be separated, and you can always feel the happiness of a normal person.

Although the cost of this single risk structure is that he will definitely not stay out of it if the girl has the slightest problem. Even if it is just a breeze, it can convey a torrent that seems to tear the world apart.

It doesn’t matter, does it?

Who in the world can hurt Alicia?

Even if humanity is completely destroyed one day, that fairy-like, god-like girl will not be harmed in the slightest.

This beautiful day can last forever, and under the Herrscher's life that has no end in sight, it will only end when the stars are shattered.

——If Alicia’s acting was better.

—If I were not so perceptive.

Originally, he didn't plan to say too much, nor did he plan to leave himself too much time to mourn. There is no mourning for a life without emotion.

Let the girl experience the beauty again, try to pretend that the boy is still complete, still alive, still able to see the world with her, this is all that this imperfect body and posture can do.

Even if it was to put an end to everything, even if it was decided to end the ongoing pain, he had to leave quietly without the girl's knowledge.

Only perfect memories were left, and past regrets were smoothed out as much as possible, so that Alicia could end the relationship that would cause her constant pain but could not be hurt in ignorance, retaining the minimum degree of sadness and regret.