Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

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Although I have no idea how to comfort others when they are sad, but if I speak my true feelings, at least it won’t lose points, right?

"You have tried very hard. Even I can feel this love. Even though you know my shortcomings, you are still trying your best to love me."

"But this shouldn't happen. I shouldn't continue to restrict you. There's no need to hold on to things that are destined to pass. It's like desperately pulling at the string of a kite in the strong wind, but in fact the kite has already been blown apart."

"By the time I finally realized this, my fingers had already been bruised by the thread, and I might even have been forced to let go before I stopped."

Jiang Chengjin used his last ounce of strength, and was so clumsy that he couldn't find any words to say. He could only express his inner feelings in the simplest way to try to dissuade Ai Lishia and stop the meaningless and exhausting energy.

He bit his lips hard to stay alert and resist the urge of his eyelids to merge together - this was the last thing his body could do.

……

Life is already being lost rapidly.

Can feel death is approaching.

The blood that was once meaningless but only meant to be more human seemed to have really become the source of life, continuously flowing out of the body, along with the only remaining warmth in the body, spilling onto the cold floor.

But Jiang Cheng did not feel cold. Instead, he felt as comfortable as lying in the down quilt. He was so comfortable that he felt drowsy. However, there were still people in the world who were unwilling to let him fall into such a deep sleep.

Every time I was about to close my eyes completely, another force would be transmitted in, like a math problem, with water being released and incoming at the same time.

Alicia...

Still refuse to accept all this.

She tore off her pink dress and used it as gauze, wrapping the wound over and over again, desperately transmitting her strength and life.

——It’s meaningless.

Jiang Cheng gently pressed the girl's fingers, and his dark pupils reflected her tearful eyes, as if she was about to die in the next second.

"Please don't waste your energy any more. Even you can't repair the Herrscher Core."

……

In the previous attack, the Herrscher's core was also damaged. Now this power is of no use. It cannot be used in battle, nor can it change anything. It can't even prolong this life.

If you want the girl who is standing still to move forward, then the source of the past must be destroyed, leaving not even a trace of it, in order to bring about new freedom.

But at least at the last moment, this already incomplete body could still send Alicia away from here and to the place where she was supposed to go.

"I really don't know what happened to you during this period of time? I don't know why Wei Wei's last words could make you so desperate... You obviously know my situation very well. I am really as bad as ever."

"But even if I don't know anything, all this must be very tiring. Please don't do this anymore. Please don't imitate Velvet anymore. You are Alicia. Please smile and embrace the beautiful world like before.

"even if……"

"That person you're looking at is not me."

Jiang Cheng's fingertips burst into the light of the Herrscher of the Stars for the last time. There was no longer any rational or irrational restraint. He did not care about the limits of life and energy, and tried his best to exert the maximum output of his already broken core.

Although he is a Herrscher, he has never fought a serious battle since he was born, and has never fully demonstrated his authority even just once.

I didn’t expect that the first show…

Instead, it should be on Alicia.

The repulsive force that expanded at countless times the speed was the exact opposite of the heavy black hole that endlessly pulled everything, even the light. The girl's body was bounced back at high speed, and all the Honkai energy was used to wrap her whole body, providing protection while also suppressing any acts of resistance.

The endless night seemed to be divided by the power of the stars, and the two divided clouds tacitly used the pink meteor that was still moving upward as the dividing line.

In the endless and deep night, only the burning meteoroids with pink tail flames were left, releasing light in the unobstructed line of sky.

The dull and lifeless eyes reflected the meteors flying in the opposite direction, tearing through the clouds to make way, and Jiang Cheng gave his final blessing to Alicia.

"Hello……"

"Goodbye."

"Alicia."

……

Alicia walks among the stars.

Brought up into the sky by the force of gravity, blocking all movement and resistance, the Herrscher on the verge of eclosion used all his strength to ignite his life in this attack, which even the Herrscher of Origin could not cancel immediately.

This is the biggest, strongest, and final blow so far, and it has even surpassed the limits of the Herrscher, being the most complete manifestation of the sea's wish.

It cannot be stopped, it cannot be fought, at least just this time, there is no one in this world who is completely immune, completely unaffected.

——She can’t do anything.

Just like being released like a kite, flying unstoppably towards the sky, Alicia could only watch herself getting farther and farther away from the birthday party. Even the beautiful, sweet, candy-like dream completely disappeared from her eyes, and only the whistling sound of the wind remained in her ears.

The Herrscher's body was obviously very sensitive and should be able to easily detect even the slightest movement, but he could no longer hear the boy's gentleness.

After completely removing the dream filter and experiencing ups and downs, all emotions were exhausted and forced into sage mode.

Alicia realized that the place where she and the boy had once stepped foot had been submerged by a strange, dark blue, sticky substance like the sea, and there were strange, phantom-like monsters swimming and flowing in it.

The strong wind ruffled the girl's hair, like a petal of cherry blossom being tossed around by the gale; the tears on her face were dried and then flowed out again.

Playing with it, destroying it...it protects the body's strength but is unable to protect the soul, like a kite without its string being driven around in the air by external forces.

Not until that force was exhausted, and even the power of the last star was drained, did she fall from the sky, just as she came into this world.

—Falling into the ruins of what was once a city.

Alicia knelt on the ground, letting her body be wrinkled by the wind and her clothes be soaked by the mud. She just stared blankly at the ruins around her, even the remaining buildings were about to be swallowed up by the disaster.

Now is the moment when a new Herrscher is born. The aftermath of the Great Collapse has swept across the entire continent, turning the last remnants into rubble.

The Herrscher who had stolen and usurped the power squandered the weapon called the Key of God, turning humanity's weapon against disaster into a contradictory purgatory.

It seemed that everything meaningful in this world was about to be destroyed by Him, until there was no place within sight that was not gradually becoming empty.

Paradise...

Paradise.

Paradise!

Where is the paradise?

She can’t see…

She really can’t see! !

……

It has ended.

everything is over.

The party is over.

Life is over.

With Alicia's atonement, all the regrets in the fairy's life were made up, and the first chapter of her life finally came to an end.

Jiang Cheng has done everything he can, everything he can do as Alicia's lover with his imperfect freedom.

There are absolutely no regrets anymore.

There is no longer any debt.

Life has not yet ended completely, just like the last candlelight, no matter how much it trembles in the wind, it still burns relentlessly. Every time the weak flame seems to be completely gone, it will ignite again at the moment the wind stops. People are unwilling to let it end like this.

Only when it is certain that there is no hope will it be extinguished by a stronger wind, wearing it down to the point of having no strength left and being able to only quietly welcome the end.

The life of a Herrscher is more eternal than a candle flame, and even if the body dies physically it does not mean that it will be completely dead.

The so-called flow of blood and the beating of the heart are nothing more than still believing that one is a human being, so one behaves like a human being.

It is essentially a collapsed life constructed with the core as the main body. Self-thinking exists within the core and it does not even need a biological brain.

Even if the Herrscher's core is damaged, it will take a long time for everything to return to collapse in order to completely die, or at least to eliminate consciousness.

Then let’s use this final moment to conclude this banquet that will end all tragedies.

Holding on to his broken body, Jiang Cheng stayed alone in the banquet hall under the gradually collapsing light. With the twisting and twitching waves, he cut the last piece of cake and put it in his mouth, which tasted delicious and creamy.

Bite after bite.

The tip of the tongue greedily took in the cream.

Originally, it was just to kill time and ensure that Alicia's affection would not be wasted, but it unknowingly turned into an act of actively seeking sweetness.

This shouldn't happen.

The loss of affection is not limited to the superficial categories of emotion, but includes deeper levels and even all the desires that make up a person.

Desire does not seem to be a very nice word, and it has been labeled as a sin since ancient times, but in fact it is the core of human existence.

Greed, laziness, anger... It is because of greed that we ask for things, it is because of laziness that we develop simple tools, and it is because of constant anger and unwillingness that the human species gets up again and again.

These are everything that constitutes individual life. Without these, no matter how delicious the cake is, even if the taste buds on the tip of the tongue are not damaged, there will be no desire for the beauty and sweetness that blooms in the mouth.

But at this moment, the ability that should have been completely lost and could not be recovered even with all his efforts seemed to be given to him again.

It seems that the taste of the sweet food is constantly building up in the mouth with each bite, becoming more and more delicious, and more and more senses can be tasted.

Jiang Cheng almost finished eating the cake without realizing it. It was not until he picked up the knife to cut it that he realized the party was over when he hit the plate.

When the last bite was put into my mouth, my teeth just bit off the soft cream and the cake base together. At that moment when my life was completely shattered, the constraints were also released, and the churning sea around me seemed to have lost its roots.

Without the support of a source, without a core to serve as an anchor, even the raging waves are just rootless water. Hitting the shore to create wind and waves, the overwhelming destruction can only exist for a moment and will soon dry up.

Even the shackles have collapsed, so there is naturally no question of restraint. The blockade in the name of desire and love finally broke all the chains at this moment.

Those dark blue eyes lit up again. They were not fake, nor were they a fake disguise. They were real human emotions.

Joy, calm, sadness, fear, anger, collapse... the gradual evolution of emotions is completed in an instant before the owner even notices it.

"Click——"

The fork in Jiang Cheng's hand fell to the ground, and the exquisite crystal creation fell into the dried-up ocean. Alicia's feelings were trampled and polluted, but his hands just trembled and he stared blankly into the distance.

The torn clouds in the sky have calmed down, and the glimmer that appeared for a moment has ended, leaving only the last line to prove everything.

what……

what.

what?

What kind of outrageous thing have I done?

What kind of outrageous words did I say?

I……

What on earth did I say to Alicia!!!

……

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Chapter of the Stars and the Moon: 142. A simulation that ended in despair [Kezai]

everything is over.