Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Alicia was really hurt badly this time. Her heart, which should have been perfectly active, fell into deathly silence, like a rock in the deep sea, and Vilvi's backup plan, which she thought she had designed, was proven to be a miscalculation.

The person who would rather be trampled on than save others still died, and even died twice in a row... The beginning of the tragedy has come to an end, and now it is time for reckoning. What Alicia did will eventually be known to others.

I don’t know how you feel?

Are you still interested in reading on?

The performance of this book has been a bit of a bummer, and it seems like not many people want to read it.

Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 143. Alicia: I Can't Do Anything

This light has never disappeared from the beginning to the end, in the small town, on the journey, at the birthday party, in the last blessing and wish before death, in the eternal paradise after resurrection... It seems that no matter when, Alicia is worth cherishing and worth loving.

really?

Is it really worth it?

……

【Settlement in progress. 】

【Settlement completed.】

[As the words on the screen reach the last one, the entire simulation freezes instantly.]

[Your name is Alysia, the Herrscher of Origin, the goddess from the stars and the moon, the fairy from paradise, you have the most powerful power in the world, the ability to rewrite fate, but you have done nothing.]

[You didn’t save the one you loved the most, didn’t give the one you loved the most happiness, spent a lot of time worrying about gains and losses, and squandered those precious things on meaningless things, so that when you look back, you realize that time is no longer enough, and the world has changed. ]

【Entry:】

[Trader of the Sea: Your choice satisfied the sea, but the outcome did not satisfy the sea. This power has left some marks on you after all.]

[Origin of the Moon: This power originally belongs to you, buried in your essence, but from now on you can make better use of this power and have the power to rewrite everything except the last and greatest disaster.]

[Regretful love: You have accomplished nothing and left nothing behind, except for that regret.]

[Blessings from the Stars: You have received a new blessing, which is filled with everything I am willing to give up even with my own life. I hope you can find your own paradise... But this is meaningless, isn't it? ]

[Simulation score: B+ (You have the ability to change something from the beginning, and even if you don’t do such a bad thing, everything will not be so bad, but you didn’t really change anything until the last moment. You have the power to change your fate and tear off the shackles, but don’t you feel that this power is a bit too much for you?)]

Really...

It's really redundant...

This will remain the strongest force in the world until the end.

This power still has the power to rewrite everything until the end.

But it was given to a complete loser who couldn't even do his own job, and couldn't even do the job of a human being.

It was not until she accepted the regretful love, accepted all the complete memories, accepted all the entries, and all the past that Alicia realized the terrifying level of power she possessed.

——Siyuan.

It symbolizes the beginning of everything, born long before the Herrscher of Reason was born, heralding a ray of hope in endless despair.

Each of the Herrschers who were born later possessed the power to destroy the world. Humanity could only barely fight against them with the help of the Key of God and Fusion Warriors. The Great Disaster that occurred when they were born was enough to tear the entire planet apart. The so-called continent was nothing more than a cushion under their feet, and the remaining lives could only survive in the city.

Until finally, even the planet itself was destroyed, and the almost infinitely expanding force turned everything that could be called the environment into powder.

Mountains, rivers, plains, cliffs, islands, continents... everything on the surface no longer exists. Even cities can only drift in the air relying on anti-gravity systems, watching helplessly as the core of the earth is pierced through by the might of the new Herrscher.

Perhaps because of the introduction of the power of the sea, Jiangcheng's existence actually surpassed that limit when it was born, and as a result, subsequent Herrschers could also infinitely approach the limits of ordinary Herrschers with the advancement of technology.

Even so, if he wanted, he could kill every Herrscher within a minute, and they would not even be able to use their authority and could only kneel in submission.

Those Herrschers who seemed to be extremely powerful could not even cause any harm to themselves.

One minute essentially only depends on how fast the opponent runs. If he is not very fast, the battle can be over in an instant.

……

Kind of funny.

Kevin fused an emperor-class creature to protect the city, and after several stages of transformation, he became a Chimera and wanted to defeat Honkai.

Qianjie is a little bit special. He has a vitality slightly stronger than that of ordinary people and decent attack power, and he wants to protect the paradise called home.

Jiang Cheng is just an ordinary person, but he is trying his best to change the world and all his wisdom to research the technology to protect the world. Even if he has lost his feelings, he still hopes for a better tomorrow and is willing to use everything he has to make up for all his regrets.

And myself...

but me……

The Herrscher of Origin, until the very last moment, until the Herrscher who united all the Herrschers came, was the undisputed strongest person in the entire world, the Herrscher with the most excessive authority over all the Herrschers...

——I can't do anything!

……

pain……

pain?

do not know……

It was difficult for Alicia to describe this feeling. It was like lying naked in the snow in the middle of winter, feeling the cold current gradually invading her body.

He could clearly feel the danger all over his body, and he knew in his heart that he was approaching death, but no matter how he struggled, it was useless, and his body temperature was inevitably taken away by the cold wind and thick snow.

Exercise was of no use. The little warmth it brought was not enough to support him for even a minute. He could not even find any cloth to cover himself, even if it was soaked. He could only watch himself gradually approach death.

Death from cold is not an instant death, but a long-lasting pain, a trance before death, stiffness from head to toe, limbs that may shatter into ice chips if moved, and before that, one may even feel the rebellion and collapse of the heat.

It was not physical, but the body became countless times stronger after receiving the simulated reward. The flow of life could be felt at every moment. It was the essence of return after gradually embracing authority, superior to ordinary Herrscher, and was born on the moon together with that existence.

This pain comes from deep within the heart, from the despair that is the polar opposite of the external cold and the internal heat that was mistakenly conveyed before the collapse.

Every part of her body was twitching and transmitting pain. Her heart felt like it was closing, making the girl really want to stop breathing.

The self seems to be falling, falling into an endless, deep, lightless abyss...

Fall...

Fall.

Fall!

I can't do anything anyway.

Alicia closed her eyes, and those beautiful eyes bid farewell to the beautiful world without any attachment, until the last ray of light from nature disappeared, even her breathing stopped, and her delicate lips were tightly pursed, like the Sleeping Beauty in a fairy tale, but she voluntarily entered into eternal sleep.

Endless darkness swept across the world, and the whole world was so dim that not a single light could be seen. The senses of touch, hearing, smell... all disappeared.

In the process of self-abandonment, it seemed that even the soul had really reached the point where it was like the little mermaid melting in the sun, turning into countless bubbles.

Isn’t that great?

At least……

Jiang Cheng will not be hurt again.

In this world without teenagers, living tenaciously like a cockroach is just like squeaking in the toilet, which will only be annoying.

The girl fell endlessly, allowing herself to sink into the abyss, so deep that there was no end in sight and she could only feel the feeling of falling as if she were weightless.

But in the endless darkness, there seemed to be a ray of starlight suddenly lit up, which made her eyes squint unconsciously. The topmost scene was reflected in her pink eyes - there was no trace of the cafe, and there was only a star twinkling in the sky, as if waiting for someone to approach.

Another false hope?

Is this just another illusory dream?

……

……

……

"Eh……"

"Why did an Ai...Aili suddenly appear?!"

-

[Your resurrection match failed. ]

[You thought you were resurrected as Kallen, but in fact it was just Otto. His freedom was tightly bound like that false god, without a trace of self, and even his consciousness might be controlled by a higher level.]

[The only thing that can get better is that you can at least have a little room to breathe. At least when you are with Alicia, you can respond to the girl's emotions and show some corresponding emotions and actions. ]

[You thought that after you were resurrected, you could live a happy life with the girl who realized her mistakes. You thought that this didn't have to end in a tragic way like last time. You thought that everything could be explained.]

【This is simply a daydream. 】

【Even the stupidest person in the world would never dream of this kind of thing.】

【ridiculous……】

[It’s so funny.]

[How can a person with limited thinking, flawed emotions, incomplete heart, and abnormal personality be able to stay with a fairy-like girl? How can he be with a goddess who is more perfect than humans? ]

[Even ordinary people would feel inferior in front of Alicia, and would feel unworthy even if they approached her. Even the most charming people would feel ashamed in front of Alicia, thinking that their so-called charm was nothing more than a dog with a stripe.]

[After making up for the girl's regret, he chose to leave, so that Alicia could embrace a new life, embrace a normal, intact person. ]

【Perhaps this is the best choice you can think of. 】

[All of this can be remedied, and the incompleteness of the self is not irreparable, but you just can't accept that Alicia sacrificed herself to save you. ]

[You can continue to live like this. Alicia will not hate you just because of your imperfections. She will not be dissatisfied with you just because you are not perfect. It is completely impossible for her to reduce her favorability towards you. ]

[Even if you know this, even if you can be happy just by taking one step back, you don't want your existence to only make her sad.]

【yes. 】

[Alicea will never care about this. She may be the person who loves you the most in the world except for Weiwei. This unconditional love will not be lost because of your change of identity, will not leave because of your incomplete talent, and will not give up on you because of your incomplete self. ]

[For Alicia, what she cares about is never your extras, never any other labels you may have. ]

[Just because you are Jiang Cheng, just because you are the one who brought her into the world, the one who first appeared in front of her eyes, the one who reached out to her with the breeze blowing through the shadowy treetops.]

[She has already accepted the invitation. As a young girl, she has also reached out her hand as much as possible to respond to your expectations. No matter what happened for some bizarre reason, her heart will not change.]

[At most, she swallowed this bitterness and hid it, and continued to put on a cute smile in front of you, and continued to put on a lively attitude and chat with you while holding flowers, as if this could conceal her inner sadness, as if this method could deceive you who knew her best in the world. ]

[If you really couldn't see through Alysia's heart, then you wouldn't have waited until Weiwei invited you, and then you would have been dragged away by another equally heavy emotion.]

[If you are ignored or neglected, you should choose to leave that person. You still understand this principle. Most people who can be ignored don’t care from the bottom of their hearts. Even if you leave, it may only make the person who chooses to ignore you feel relieved and reduce a little bit of guilt. ]

[For both parties, if it is not suitable, then choose to leave and simply become friends, which is much better than sticking together half-dead. ]

[It is because you can feel the feelings in Alysia's heart that I am willing to stay with you until Weiwei gives you everything she has. ]

[You must return this love. For this emotion that is so heavy that it is almost comparable to that of Vivi, you must give a matching gift.]

[After tossing and turning, after embarking on the journey, after still seeing the sadness in Alysia's heart in the glory of the setting sun, the only gift that can be given has been determined in your heart. ]

【--hope.】

【Help Alysia make up for all her regrets. 】

【Help Alicia to redeem all her mistakes. 】

[Let the girl move forward without burden, towards a brand new journey, leaving the lake that has become stagnant water, and rushing towards the boundless sea. ]

[The only pity is that you still didn't give Alicia a perfect memory in the end, and you still had to let her know the cruel truth.]

[It's a pity, but there's nothing to regret, because it's inevitable. ]

[Because of Alicia's estrangement from you, you didn't have the chance to understand the girl. Now, although you have the chance, you don't have the feelings. ]

[Even my self is incomplete, a negative number that is even inferior to that of an ordinary person. How can I empathize with the goblin who is pursuing beauty and freedom? ]

……

Reality: When Thunder Breaks the Sky: 144. Your Simulation is Over

[What people without emotions do will only bring tragedy to everyone. The sad thing is that you recovered your emotions at the last moment, and you were able to break free from the shackles of that moment and know everything.]

【Know what you have done. 】