Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

Mei Raiden inexplicably felt a little disgusted, as if the voice from her heart was filled with an indescribable malice.

There was some sarcasm, some ridicule, some dissatisfaction, and one could even hear anger in it, like the anger of a volcano that was about to erupt. Only the mountains outside seemed so calm and ordinary.

Now that even my own heart has been convinced, there is nothing blocking the way to the youth dormitory. I have taken the first step, my plump thighs raised, until an inexplicable familiarity comes from above my head.

Jiangcheng...

Jiangcheng?

Is it an illusion?

Mei Raiden subconsciously raised her head and watched the sky become almost completely dark. Her fingertips, which were pinching the shriveled wallet, subconsciously wrinkled the leather.

The violet eyes filled with mist were reflecting the brilliance from the endless sky - like the brushstrokes of a god, a scene that could undoubtedly be seen anywhere on the planet.

In the endless deep night, the falling stars brought pink tail flames, releasing light and heat on the clean bombarded sky. The endless dim dusk seemed to be divided by the power of fairy tales, and the two divided clouds tacitly used the still falling meteor as the dividing line, using the sky as a canvas to paint the most pure and flawless colors.

The brightness brought at this moment was even more dazzling than that during the day, and it could even illuminate the darkness in the alley clearly, but it could not change the dullness in the girl's purple pupils in the slightest.

what……

what……

what……

Is that possible?

……

The meteor passed by here quickly, perhaps because it knew that this was not the place for it to shine, or perhaps because it was too lazy to waste any time on this city. No one here was qualified to see it.

Only Mei Raiden was left standing there blankly, and she even ignored the wallet that had fallen to the ground with a shrunken sound due to her carelessness.

What happened has been ignored.

Instinctively, I forgot about the things in heaven.

I have almost forgotten what happened before and only remember the general outline.

It seemed that his cell phone was broken by someone. He had sent many messages before it was broken. In order to avoid being unable to respond when Jiang Cheng replied, and worried that the boy might become disgusted, he had to do something shameless and go to the boy's dormitory at night to explain.

It seemed as if there was a voice inside him that came from nowhere, asking and answering himself, talking about things that he didn't care about at all, such as how Jiang Cheng let him pay with a clear conscience and didn't show any embarrassment at all.

The girl recalled what had happened before, and immediately felt abandoned by herself, the ridiculous fear that came from the unknown.

Even though I know that the boy is not that kind of person, I still fear the unknown because I don’t know him well enough, at least a little bit.

I only had to wait until the next day to explain it at school, but all the emotions in my heart and my beating heart completely overruled this day.

I can't accept such a long period of unknown, I can't accept the alienation of not knowing what the boy is doing for such a long time.

I cannot accept separation, but that does not mean I cannot tolerate and endure it completely. It's just that when it comes to myself, all my patience seems to have turned to dust, and the patience that was once honed in the darkness seems to have disappeared completely. I have subconsciously started walking towards the dormitory, my slender and plump thighs raised, anxiously and hurriedly, step by step.

In the end, apart from the address of the boy's place, the only thing in his mind was doubt about himself and that voice at the previous moment.

If the voice from the bottom of your heart is similar to your own but seems a little arrogant, and it is really the answer from your heart, then there will be many more questions.

Why do I care about this kind of thing?

Why do I pay attention to this kind of thing?

Isn’t it a good thing that the payment wasn’t declined?

At least it proves that the relationship between the two parties is such that one party can pay for the other party unconditionally, rather than just sharing it equally through the AA system.

……

Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 212. Raiden Mei: He is not in the room

It doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter if the boy is a bad guy.

It's okay even if the boy just wants money.

As long... as long as he can continue to stay by my side, no matter what the reason is, no matter what he wants to do, even if it means hurting me.

This is the inner world of a person named Raiden Mei. The moon is already riddled with holes and dim, almost like a dry and rotten seed. Only the last bit of breath is left to look forward to the sunlight.

Even though even if there is sunshine, it may not be able to alleviate all problems, and even though that light may not be as pure and perfect as imagined.

Everything is acceptable. Everything is acceptable.

So what if it’s not perfect?

So what if there are some flaws?

No matter how dim the light is, it is still countless times better than darkness. Compared to the absolutely perfect and even unapproachable sun, the smooth branches and treetops without a single flaw, and the life-saving straw with barbs and rough touch that can scratch your palm are easier to hold tightly.

As long as you pay a price - the price of a scratched palm, you can grab the life-saving straw. Compared with falling, doesn't it seem cheap?

A girl wants an imperfect boy, a boy she can chase, a boy she can bond with, a boy who can find the gap and hold it tightly.

At least this way, he won't disappear suddenly, like Sword Master Houm, who just blindly accepted teachings so that he couldn't even react at the moment of disappearance, and even couldn't find him.

Now I can still go find the boy, run to the dormitory like a pervert, and have a connection that can be reached even in the most critical moments.

Yes.

It won't separate.

It's already so humble.

We will absolutely never be separated again.

……

It was late at night. The pink meteor that had just streaked across the sky, as if to tear apart the darkness and bring light, was ultimately just a fleeting illusion. In a few blinks of an eye, only the afterglow of the broken clouds remained.

The sky will repair itself naturally, and the clouds will gather together spontaneously. In essence, they are not something that can be cut. After walking forward for a few more minutes, the clouds reflected in the pool on the side of the road have all closed up.

It was calm and ordinary, with no bright stars to be found in the darkness, and no sign of the miraculous meteor that had streaked across the sky a few minutes ago.

Just like the city reflected in the girl's pupils, at least half a month ago there was no light at all, only darkness and despair.

The stagnant pond, the dead water without flow, has no living creatures able to survive, and the stench of decay and filth is emanating from beginning to end.

The only good news was that the sudden pink meteor attracted most people's attention, causing almost no one to pay attention to the girl who was the only one walking with her head down while everyone else was looking up at the dreamy sky.

The light yellow street lights above the head dyed the sky a dusk-like color. The half-moon hanging far away in the sky was barely visible under the layers of dark clouds, illuminating the girl's sparse, distant and mottled shadow. Raiden Mei had two shadows, one dark and one light, both imitating her, walking backwards as if running.

The distance was not far. Even if we went to a slightly remote street to avoid classmates, it was impossible to choose an uninhabited place as a date location. If we walked, it would not take long to reach the dormitory.

The general outline of the campus has appeared before our eyes. The teaching buildings are covered by the black veil of night, and occasionally some lights can be seen.

The dormitory area should be kept quiet and away from the campus, but you can still vaguely find some shadows in the fuzzy places covered by layers of shade from trees.

Until the habit was deeply rooted in her bones, she didn't hear the sound at first, and even made the girl instinctively feel a little strange and uncomfortable when it appeared in her ears.

"Raiden Mei, what are you, the daughter of a swindler, doing here?"

——It’s Fujiwara no Maochuan.

what……

I met my classmates again.

Even at night, one could clearly see the logo of Qianyu College on the people surrounding them, and they were all wearing a full set of dark school uniforms.

"You came to school so late at night, and you don't live in the school dormitory. You are not here to steal things, are you?" One of them raised his fingertips condescendingly, covered his lips with his slender hand, and laughed mockingly without disguising: "Yes, the daughter of an economic fraudster must also be a person who likes to steal things."

"Did you steal my eraser a few days ago? I haven't been able to find it for a long time. After all, you are so poor that you probably don't have a single yen on you. You work part-time at a convenience store, so you probably can't even afford stationery."

"I also remembered that I lost my pencil earlier."

“I am a ruler and an eraser.”

"I am a piece of clothing."

"If the father can be a notorious economic fraudster, the daughter must be a thief as well. I guess most of these things we have were stolen by her."

"That's right, that's right, otherwise why would you come to school so late at night?" She naturally ignored the fact that the girl was an excellent student.

It is easy to find a pretext to accuse someone of a crime. In just a few words, the small group holding hands had already added some trivial matters without hesitation.

No reason needed.

No reason needed.

Just seeing Mei Raiden staying here, just seeing the daughter of a swindler in front of her, just venting her anger on a punching bag that can be used by everyone and will never fight back.

The girl's status is equivalent to that of a sandbag or trash on the roadside. Anyone can kick her or curse at her, even if they join forces to bully her.

……

irritating……

Why do I always meet these people?

Why must I have to go through all this?

It was almost the first time that the girl felt such strong dissatisfaction. This had happened countless times, especially the few people who surrounded her and even blocked the road ahead, the road to Jiang Cheng's dormitory.

The fingertips that were gently pinching his arm unconsciously exerted some force - tiny, straight, deep purple sparks flickered gently. Although it was so tiny that it was almost invisible, the slight glow for a moment made the guys around him stand on end and subconsciously took a step back.

Not until their hearts slowed down a little did those guys realize that what they were afraid of was not some god or beast, but a loser who was bullied by them and unable to fight back.

Before those who liked to take advantage of others' misfortunes could prepare to use sharp words to cover up their momentary embarrassment, the girl's profile made them tremble again - her dark purple pupils seemed to be a little red.

what……

what?

doubt.

Only doubts remain.

They had heads the size of soybeans, were only concerned with pleasure, and were later sent out as tools for marriage alliances. Finally, they realized that something was wrong.

This guy……

Is it really the Mei Raiden who is bullied by me all day long?

……

With such a weird development, even a fool can realize his own extraordinaryness. Without a good and favorable environment, the next step after mastering power is probably to become a super villain, or at least to seek revenge.

The thunder and lightning subsided, not because they were no longer resentful, but because they had more important things to do and they absolutely could not waste time on them.

The girl seemed to have lost her mind and ignored the strange things happening to her. It seemed that she could not see the sparks flashing on her fingertips at all.

He just kept moving forward, not even noticing the people next to him. He just stepped over them as if they were stones on the side of the road.

Step by step, I arrived at the dormitory door and saw the brightly lit dormitory area. Only the room with the boy's address was dim. No one responded until I reached out and knocked on the door gently.

The slender knuckles knocked on the door again and again. The same student ID card could open the outermost door and pass the screening of classmates, but would be locked outside by the truly secure door. The owner could only be awakened by the ringing of the door or a simple knock on the door, and had to judge whether to open the door himself.

The ringtone had been pressed so many times that the button might even have been imprinted with the lines of the girl's fingertips, as clear as those of the owner of the room.

It makes a ticking sound, very loud.

Mei Raiden knew the design of the room, although the sound was not loud from outside in order not to disturb others. However, since the people who came here were either rich or noble and were in a hurry, the room was rare and had no sound insulation, so the ringing sound would be heard everywhere instantly.

Essentially it is a product designed to avoid neglecting other people, there is no risk of damage, and no noise that could wake up even a sleeping person.

But there was still no sound from inside. Even if one tried to put one's ear against the cold door, one could not hear a single sound, not even the sound of footsteps.

In the end, the only way she could do was to knock on the door, using this most rude and common way of calling, in an attempt to wake up the man in the room.

Perhaps he was unwilling to believe it, unwilling to accept that there was no one in the room, and unwilling to admit that he had no way to find the boy.

He just kept knocking on the door of the room with his hands. Even though his knuckles, which still looked human, were already red and swollen, he did not stop, as if he had to wait until the non-existent person came out in person.

"Click——"

In an instant, the light bulb lit up, and the lights were bright. The dim windows flickered with bright incandescent light, and even the lawn was illuminated.

"River……"

"Jiang Cheng?!"

Subconsciously calling out that name, the girl's pupils seemed to be lit up by the light, illuminating the darkness that was still filled with night colors.

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