Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

——It’s the Thunder Queen.

For the Ruler who holds the power of electromagnetic force, there is almost no high technology in this world that is unbreakable. Perhaps there is pure physics, and it is possible to bypass the power of electromagnetic force with the crudest power.

Whether it's the lights, the doors, or the bells, they are all opened at this moment just because the Queen of Thunder needs it and is willing.

As for why it was late, it was mainly because it took some time to control a little thunder to electrocute those people into charcoal without taking away their bodies. After all, it had to be time-consuming and not let them die in an instant, otherwise it would be too easy for those who had bullied Mei countless times.

She was already very dissatisfied with the whole day today, watching Mei Raiden humiliating herself like this, giving her heart and soul like a complete bootlicker, for a stranger whom she had only known for half a month.

She was originally just an ordinary bystander, at least unwilling to interfere in matters concerning the girl's feelings, but she could no longer tolerate it.

Since birth, his only goal has been to protect Raiden Mei, and he has been doing this from beginning to end without any deviation.

This kind of protection is not limited to finding ways to absorb energy and kill all those cubs, it also includes ensuring that the feelings will not be deceived by others and that the already incomplete delicate heart will not be hurt by others.

Sharing the same, connected feelings, the Thunder Queen knows better than anyone else in the world how dangerous the girl's current condition is.

The girl thinks she needs support and that she lives for others. Without support, it is easy for others to break into her heart. As long as she gets a little sunshine, she can't help but get closer to the sun.

The Thunder Queen is very clear about this. Although she does not object to the meaning of life and cannot hate her own value of existence from the bottom of her heart, she cannot accept that anyone can break into Mei's heart in this way.

Mei Raiden's heart is already broken, having experienced too much betrayal and hurt, otherwise her actions would not have been so smooth.

I was actually deceived into falling in love with a stranger who suddenly broke in, a man who would think of other women after a few words from him through bioelectric induction.

Now, people are even acting shamelessly just because of something as trivial as sending a message but not being able to respond.

——Go to the boy’s dormitory/home late at night.

How can it be?

How could this be!

Mei... absolutely should not be hurt again.

Mei must know the true identity of the man named Jiang Cheng and hate that person. Even if she doesn't want to know this, she can't continue to stay with a bad person.

……

There was no need for any sophisticated operations, and the Queen of Thunder could not do anything like a porn novel with a series of linked steps to shatter the sun-like expectations that Mei Raiden had for the young man.

Originally, perhaps I needed to think of ways to persuade my other self to give up the heavy and twisted love for that boy.

Until dozens of minutes ago, when that meteor passed by, all thoughts had stopped in my mind and were deleted.

There is no need to even stop the girl's shameless desire to go to Jiang Cheng's home. All you need to do is guide Raiden Mei away.

Because in the brightly lit room behind the door, in the girl's clear purple eyes, in the neatly arranged furniture, there was only one thing...

——There is no Jiangcheng!

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Reality: When the thunder breaks the sky: 213. Does Jiang Cheng hate my gift so much?

no……

no……

No!

Still no!!

Jiang Cheng could not be seen anywhere. All he could see at the edge of his vision were neatly arranged furniture and the boy's clothes that were still warm.

It was clearly the place where he had lived, but his figure was missing. It was like ripples on the surface of a lake, making one naturally think of the breeze that had just blown, but one could no longer feel the breeze. One could only imagine in an empty and sad way the freshness that had once blown past.

what……

what……

My chest aches, my heart aches. It's a pain I didn't feel even when I was hurt by them, even when my father was thrown into prison. It's as if a thousand... ten thousand needles are piercing my heart and stirring violently, trying to pierce every part of my heart.

It's not the so-called trivial matter of being cheated of money, feelings, or even body by a teenager.

——There is no connection.

——I couldn’t even see him again.

The bond with him that he once boasted about was actually just a spider's thread from the beginning, and everything was just self-righteousness.

Perhaps it was because she hadn't seen the sun for a long time. Just a moment of brightness was enough to blind her eyes. The girl seemed to have lost herself in pursuing the light, and even arrogantly believed that she could catch the light. It was not until now that she foolishly and suddenly realized how far the gap between her and the light was.

——Is the connection between me and Jiangcheng so fragile?

——The relationship between Jiang Cheng and I... turns out to be not much deeper than that of ordinary classmates?

……

what……

This self-awareness came too late, it has only arrived now, and only now have I noticed the gap between myself and the boy.

It is simply untouchable. It is only during the day that it is possible to be illuminated like countless people. There is no difference in distance.

We may lose it at any time, we may be separated at any time, and the light may not be visible at any time because of a solar eclipse, clouds or a cloudy sky.

Without the cell phone, all channels of contact are gone. Even if one cheats and opens the box, one cannot find the boy's real location. This person is not worthy of being called a close person, not even a friend, because even friends can make appointments to go to each other's homes after they separate.

If I had lost my phone in the beginning and couldn't see Jiang Cheng's reply, nor could I communicate with the boy in real time, I could still comfort myself with such shameless and disgusting words as "I can go to his house."

Now that I have arrived at his home and in his room, is there any way I can comfort myself or suppress my sadness?

No more.

……

No matter how I ask, my heart can only give this one response. I'm afraid there is nothing that can save it except for tricks.

Regain your reason, regain your heart, regain that fragile self-confidence - the arrogance that your relationship with the boy is very good and will always be good.

dying.

Really dying.

Her fingertips were still pressed on his full chest, struggling. She knew clearly that she was stupid and incompetent, but she still recalled the boy's smile unwillingly. That was the picture she saw when she walked with him during the day. His profile bathed in the sun seemed like the sun itself at some point.

Are you going to lose it?

Are you going to be abandoned?

Not wanting to accept it, not willing to accept it, and even more unwilling to admit it, the distressed person hanging on the edge of the cliff is still groping desperately, trying to find the straw of life, the light as warm and unique as the sun.

Even if Jiang Cheng comes out and beats me up the next second, it's okay.

As long as Jiang Cheng can respond, anything will do.

It's really true that anything is possible and anything can be accepted.

No.

No.

Still not.

Absolutely not.

It clearly said there was a curfew.

You clearly said that you have no friends other than me in school.

It was obvious that he had no communication with anyone except me during that half month.

……

maybe……

Is Jiang Cheng shy?

Perhaps he was almost broken by the reality, or perhaps he was still unwilling to give up and wanted to make a last-ditch effort, but instead, thoughts appeared in his mind that could only be born from being completely ruined and reduced to scrap metal.

It has merely poked its head out, like a half-dead, crippled seed breaking through the fragile soil to sprout, but it is given resources to help it grow.

Isn't it normal to be found in the dormitory by a female classmate with a good figure and appearance in high school, and to shyly hide in the room without moving?

Especially since it was a sudden attack, I hadn’t even tidied my room.

Maybe he's still doing the things in the comics at this point in time.

Should I be blushing and getting flustered?

Compared to not going home late at night when there is curfew, it is more likely that the person is speaking out because he is obviously shy and dares not speak out.

"Jiang Cheng, are you there?"

"I'm right here, I came to discuss the gift with you."

"If you feel the gift isn't appropriate, I can prepare something... new for you."

The girl twisted her fingertips, suppressing the shyness that had turned her slender neck and delicate collarbone red, and gradually let out a sweet voice that would have seemed too blunt even in a short movie.

Adolescent boys are in the period of hormone surges, so they naturally have unrealistic fantasies about the opposite sex. Although it is extremely shameless and incorrect to do such a thing in high school, if it is for the boy, if it is to be able to stay by his side... She does not mind and leisurely plans to become a part of the boy's fantasy, take advantage of the opportunity, and become the object of his dream.

It's okay to be mean.

Means or not.

Shameless is okay.

What you have to pay is simply irrelevant.

No matter how heavy the price is, it is still a victory!

Just leave a trace in your heart.

Even if there is only a little bit, that is my victory!!!

However, the girl, who was dizzy and about to melt with shyness at her own words, waited until she felt like she was suffocating, and even though her original breath was cycled in and out at least dozens of times because of the overly solemn atmosphere.

The scene in her fantasy of the young man with a red face, flustered, panicked, rubbing his hands and stamping his feet, doing whatever it takes, did not appear.

What I was faced with was still cold, indifferent and silent. All electrical appliances were turned off and there was almost no sound or any sign of life in the room.

Until all the self-righteous enthusiasm has dissipated, until even someone in your heart can no longer tolerate this self-deception.

'He has abandoned you.'

'What are you still pretending about?'

'Raiden Mei.'

"This is already his home. You can't find him even in his home. You have no chance. Jiang Cheng has already...left just now."

……

Will not……

Will not……

Jiangcheng...

Jiang Cheng must have gone out earlier for something.

Maybe he's just going to take out the trash or go to the bathroom and will be back in just a few minutes.

The strong strength she had maintained was easily broken from the inside out by something called the truth, and the girl who had been talking to herself finally couldn't hold it anymore.

He was just struggling with all his might, just as he had imagined in his mind just now that the boy was shy, and was trying to find a way to survive.

But there were people who would never let the girl seize even the chance to catch her breath, even the last glimmer of hope, and they kept pursuing her relentlessly and persistently.

'Don't you feel like a clown?'

'You're not going to convince yourself that you're in the wrong place, are you?'

'This is his home, this is Jiangcheng's home, there is no false home.'

……

The voice seemed to be mocking, sneering at the girl's stupidity, but suddenly it seemed like a life-saving straw. Even though it was covered with thorns and spikes, it was the only anchor that could provide grip in the darkness.