Collapse, a simulator of lifelong regret!

[It has been a long time that is even unimaginable. During this time, there has not been a second that you have not missed the warmth that once belonged to you. 】

[Now you finally hold these hands again, and can finally look the boy in the eye, just like the day you first met under the tree.]

[At the age of 30, you decided to bring the boy back to the town and tell him that you had not forgotten everything about your past, and that you had not let the town decay and disappear. You tried your best to protect everything you once had.]

[Although the past may not be so happy and beautiful, it is the warmest and happiest time in your life when you met the boy. ]

[This is the first time you feel happy in a while, because you have the courage to bring the boy back to the place where you spent your childhood together.]

[Let you return to the original place, to the beginning of everything, and live a different life there, a life without regrets. ]

[No matter what happened, no matter what he experienced, no matter whether he loved other girls, the boy now has forgotten them. ]

[You just need to start a beautiful life that belongs only to the two of you. ]

[——That’s what you thought.]

[Until you see the trace of coldness still remaining in the boy's eyes, the greed and fear from the bottom of your heart once again fill all your thoughts.]

[Even though you can hold the boy's hand. ]

Even though he is standing right in front of you.

[This emotionless coldness that belongs to the Herrscher still makes you feel deeply afraid, as if you might lose him again in the next second.]

[There is no time to wait and go back to start a new life. 】

You have to get proof.

【Prove that all this is absolutely not false. 】

[Prove all this...]

……

"——definitely not some bubble under the sun."

……

Is this the priest's ecstasy? .jpg

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PS: It doesn’t suit Ai Li, but it’s very much in line with Ai Li’s choice.

A girl who doesn't even have the energy to pursue inner torture. Her soul is already riddled with holes, so it's meaningless no matter how much she attacks it.

only……

Where's Vivi?

Chapter of Stars and Moon: 81. Can you... do it more violently?

The slender, white and soft fingers were clasped together in the palms, and the eyes, which seemed to be the night color of a starry night, met the pink eyes as gorgeous as cherry blossoms. Alicia bumped into the boy, allowing herself to be squeezed to a dazzling extent, and she was so soft that she pressed tightly against the exquisite clothes like water.

"My good Jiang Cheng."

"Please hug me harder."

"Don't worry about getting hurt by being too rough. Rather... I really like this~?"

There was no room for denial. Only at this moment did the fairy completely show her arbitrary and despicable nature. The exquisite long skirt had

"Don't worry, the body of a Herrscher is very strong."

"It has to be many times tougher than Vivi's body."

"You can bear anything, right?"

……

In theory, there is no emotion anymore.

This is a doll that is a manifestation of wishes.

It is arbitrarily cut and trimmed to suit the preferences of others, keeping only the needed part, and the complete emotions and love are also restrained and blocked.

The boy now only imitates the only clear memory in his heart, and uses some instinct to give the girl the gentleness she needs, and he can accept and agree to any dirty behavior calmly.

That's all that's needed.

Nothing extra is needed.

If there were richer emotions, if there was love that matched memories, then I would definitely not be able to accept what Alicia did.

however……

When he saw the girl rushing towards him, there was no silence, no calmness, no doubt. As if the unwilling obsession remaining in this body was satisfied, the corners of the boy's mouth unconsciously raised a curve.

At least in this world...

There is one last important person left.

……

"I will."

"I'll prove it to you."

"No matter how many times, I will prove it."

Jiang Cheng watched calmly, and almost as if it was an instinctive action, he gave the answer before his thoughts arrived.

It was as if he had experienced all of this before, as if someone had already mentioned this request to him.

——It doesn’t matter.

There is no need to say anything anymore, no need to explore what the inexplicable feeling of incongruity after saying this sentence is, and no need to find out who the vague figure that suddenly appeared in memory is.

The thoughts carried by the waves that naturally rise on the calm and distant sea surface tell the young people of today what they should do.

——To satisfy Alicia’s request.

Don't be a spoilsport and don't waste this time.

At least until this superficial beauty comes to an end.

Having lost his emotions and control, his body roughly grasped the girl's delicate fingertips, causing her fair skin to turn red.

It seemed as if the sky was as gloomy as a thread, and the rolling thunder, carrying the violent storm, struck down fiercely, destroying the entire flawless flower.

The slender and delicate cherry blossoms swayed sobbingly in the wind and rain.

No matter how the wind blows and the rain falls, the tree sways with the branches and leaves rising and falling, shaking and trembling.

But this pain will not just pass away so simply and peacefully.

Just like the waves in a storm, one wave after another, pushed up endlessly by the storm, piling up one after another, the waves are pushed higher and higher, and the energy accumulated in them becomes more and more terrifying.

"please……"

"——Try harder."

……

[Complete, no-nonsense control of strength... an almost extreme behavior, is what girls desire most nowadays.]

[The Herrscher's almost superhuman body, which has been strengthened by the Honkai energy that has grown along with technology, seems to have become a tool for Alicia to amuse herself.]

[It's like it's not your own body, and it's hard to damage it, so you just mess around and destroy it, just like a relative's naughty kid. ]

[It should be something that is completely inconsistent with the character in your memory, but you inexplicably feel that the current situation seems to be a normal girl. 】

[Alicea's faults have accumulated too many, and the girl has never had a chance to atone for her sins and face the punishment she should have borne. She can only bury all the loneliness, pain, and self-blame in her heart.]

[If twisted emotions accumulate excessively, even the most flawless fairy will eventually be stained with filthy black. ]

[You even find it hard to compare the girl in front of you with the cute fairy in your memory who never looked at you twice. It's hard to put them together, let alone think of them as one person.]

[——The gap is too big.]

[Rather than being a girl who wanted to travel around the world before she was ten years old, looking for the perfect paradise recorded in fairy tale books. ]

[The person who appears before you now is more like someone who is lonely and self-abased, just like Wei... Wei...]

【who? 】

【What just popped into your mind? 】

[Why do you feel that shadow is important?]

what……

Can't even recall vague images?

Jiang Cheng felt the doubts conveyed to his heart by this perfection, as well as the equally vague feeling, as if a kitten's paw was gently stirring the edge of his heart.

If his memory was not intact and still deeply engraved with the unforgettable girl, he would probably be confused and puzzled.

Strange.

It's just weird.

Even if becoming a Herrscher might lead to being controlled and becoming a puppet of Honkai, such a manifestation is totally inconsistent with the symptoms that a Herrscher would experience.

Losing memory, and specifically losing memory, never appeared in the plot, and not even the smallest detail was mentioned once.

and……

——Hasn’t the shackles already been pierced through once?

The shackles of previous civilizations were indeed deeper and stronger than those of the current civilization. If it weren't for Alicia breaking the thread of fate, Anna, the Herrscher of Ice, would probably not even have a chance to struggle.

But no matter how indestructible it is, hasn't a part of it been shattered before?

I did feel the emotions myself.

That's preference.

Preference for Alicia.

Because I don't want to see the girl sad, because I don't want to see the girl cry, just watching this scene and hearing the sound of tears gently falling to the ground, my heart feels as if I can empathize with her and feel the pain and sadness.

This feeling is by no means false or fake.

The so-called instinct is completely impossible.

A body that has been completely dead and corroded by Honkai energy cannot possibly retain any of the instincts that were engraved in its memory during life.

Because the muscles have been dissolved, all the organs and nerves in the seemingly unharmed body have been completely liquefied by the energy of destruction.

Unless this instinct is engraved in the soul, how can a body that has been replaced inside and out have muscle memory?

Why did you lose your memory of Vivi?

Why did he only lose Weiwei's memory?

[You don’t quite understand this inexplicable loss, even though theoretically you should be more rational now than at any time before, and be able to think and analyze things with a clear mind.]

[If you must delve into this, there is actually no need to explore this matter. For those who have passed away, forgetting them may be a good choice. ]

[Compared to these things that have become meaningless, you now have more important goals to accomplish that seem to be engraved in your soul. ]

[——Aliceia. ]

[You have given this girl enough proof, clearly letting her know that this existence, this warmth within reach, this happiness within reach is definitely not some bubble under the sun, brilliant but fragile.]

……

(This was originally a description of Alysia and Jiang Cheng, but now it can only be left like this.)

(Strictly speaking, there is nothing crucial about this paragraph. It is mainly about the emotional changes between the two people and some descriptions that you like to see.)

(This is also where Alicia first tasted the warmth of being hugged by her loved one and began to covet this beauty.)

(This emotional change is still very complicated.)

(If they had been childhood sweethearts with a good relationship from the beginning, then Alicia would not have become what she is now. She would still be the one who experienced the glory of the world during her journey, until she chose to sacrifice for Jiangcheng and everything she loved, and used her life to thread the thread of her predetermined fate.)

(Because Alicia is essentially different from Velvet, she is not such an inferior person, and her intuitive emotional expression is not so heavy and distorted.)

(Unfortunately, this feeling was suppressed, and Jiang Cheng was forced to be ignored, so that he experienced something that would not and absolutely should not have happened.)

(--lose.)