leave this sad place

Chapter 175
"No? If you don't, I really won't care about you anymore." She also said firmly and coldly.

"Hehe, leave me alone." Ouyang tried to chuckle twice, but there was no smile on his face, but a bit bitter.

"You are so disobedient when you grow up so big, why should I care about you?" She said without hesitation.

"Yes, why do you care about me? Anyway, I have never been supervised since I was a child, and I don't need someone to discipline me!" Ouyang said a little angrily.But her heart hurts even more. After all, what she cares about is her own study. If her grades have been poor since she was a child, then no one will care about her at all.

There is no need to continue to stay in such a place, and there is nothing else in such a place except for hurting oneself.

It seems that I should really go.There was an impulse in Ouyang's heart, he wanted to run away and start a new life in another place where no one knew him, even if it was hard and tiring, he would be happy.

Silently glanced at her, and found that she had already turned her head away from looking at herself, as if she really didn't care about herself and paid attention to herself as she said.

There was an inexplicable pain in my heart, as if I lost something in an instant.He looked out the window blankly, the gray sky, the gloomy wind, is it going to rain again?

Turning around, he glanced at her again, seeing that she was still ignoring him.Could it be that she is going to use practical actions to tell herself that she really won't care about herself anymore?
Silently closed his eyes, suppressing the grief in his heart.Is it true that she will no longer restrain herself, and no longer have any hope for herself?

He opened his eyes suddenly, and a ray of light flickered, as if a sword was about to stab straight out, but it was so heavy and sad.Is this her decision?
That being the case, what are you still doing here?What are you doing in this sad place?He looked around silently, as if saying goodbye to something silently.

Looking at her again, she found that she still hadn't turned her head to look at herself.Clenched his fists, gritted his teeth, held back the sadness in his heart, and said to her, "I'm leaving."

But she didn't even frown.The fists were clenched tighter, and Ouyang was in a trance for a while, and the grief in Ouyang's heart deepened.Taking a deep breath, without looking here again, he raised his heavy steps and walked towards his room.

Silently packed his suitcase, folded and put away his clothes one by one.Somewhat regretfully, he zipped up the box, feeling a sense of emptiness in his heart.Did you really just leave like this?
With a faint sigh, he took out the bank card he kept carefully from a thick book.Thinking of the more than 2000 yuan I saved with great difficulty, I clenched my hands even tighter.After I go out, I have to rely on this. Before the money is spent, I must find a job and support myself.

When the light dimmed slightly, Ouyang glanced at the door of the room, and she did not know when she was standing there.

"I gave you the money." She walked up to Ouyang and snatched the bank card from Ouyang's hand.

He opened his mouth, but he still didn't say anything after all.

Sighing softly, he wanted to put the phone into his trouser pocket.

"I also bought this mobile phone with my money." Then, she took the mobile phone away from Ouyang's hand.

"Take it, you might as well take it all." Ouyang's eyes were slightly red.I feel that she is so cruel and heartless!
She said nothing more, turned and went back to her own room.

Ouyang sat on the bed a little dejectedly, where else could he go now?The money on her body was taken away by her just like that, and she couldn't resist at all. After all, what she said was so reasonable, but she was so decisive!
Could it be that I really can't go anywhere?Could it be that he is really penniless?Even so, do I really want to stay in such a place?

no!Get out, get out!Even if you are living on the streets, you have to go out to die of starvation!
He touched his clothes and pants, and rummaged through a book to find some private money that he had hidden before.Looking at the small group of people, Ouyang finally breathed a sigh of relief.

After cleaning it up a bit, it looks like about 100 yuan. Ouyang hid them tightly in the crevice of his clothes, and his eyes became firm again.Although this is nothing at all, it can at least allow him to leave the city, as long as he can leave this place, it is enough.

Wei Wei calmed down, checked her suitcase carefully again, and dragged it slowly out of her room.When passing by her room, Ouyang slowed down unknowingly, and couldn't help saying to the closed door: "I'm leaving."

There was no sound, and Ouyang couldn't help feeling a sense of loss in his heart. "Maybe she thought I said this on purpose to get her to keep me, maybe she thought I couldn't leave at all."

Looking at the gloomy sky outside, Ouyang's brows were dyed with an indelible sadness. "Maybe this farewell is forever."

Because he had no idea where he could go, no idea how much longer he would be able to live with the rest of the money—two days or one day?And where is the place to sleep at night?If you don't find a way to support yourself within a day or two, there will be no other results than wandering on the streets.Maybe there is more, what good will be the result of stealing and robbing?And will you do it yourself?
Don't naively think that you can call someone you know for help. After she took away his bank card and mobile phone, his way out was basically cut off.Because he couldn't remember anyone's phone number, not even his own mobile phone number.What he is doing now is desperately trying. After he goes out, he has no one he knows to contact. Even if he really regrets it at that time, he can't do it if he wants her to take him back!
This is simply a road with no return!
His eyes became even more sad, and he seemed to understand something in a trance, maybe she simply wanted to use such a seemingly heartless method to force himself to stay.But by mistake, he was almost pushed to the brink of a dead end, so he still blamed her for being heartless?Maybe I didn't blame anyone at all, I just felt heartache all the time.

Forward or backward?Is it to fight hard and fight for a real future that belongs to you on that ethereal road ahead?Or choose to compromise again, obediently put the luggage back and hide his private money again, as if nothing happened?The former is full of difficulties, with little hope, and there is a great possibility of self-destructive future, and even the danger of death, but the only thing that may be better is to be able to truly live without being so depressed and painful; while the latter, although It’s easy to do, although it won’t be so hard and difficult, but it’s not like returning to the previous track, confused and unable to see the way forward, confused and don’t know what to do at all, continue to be confused, continue to panic, continue to Depressed, even living with remorse.

In fact, why do you have to think so carefully?Ouyang had already made up his mind and made up his mind.

So what if the road ahead is bumpy?So what if there is a cliff ahead?So what if he really starved to death on the streets?How could all this not be a relief?He didn't even want to stay in such a place for another day!
Taking a deep look at that room again, maybe she was still thinking about when she would take the initiative to admit defeat!

"Farewell." He said silently in his heart, and stepped out of the door.

At this moment, he couldn't tell what he was feeling, and what he should feel.

(End of this chapter)